with @counterxo prod @makemeapromise + @neohnq
TYSM FOR LISTENING
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lyrics:

(me)
i dont want to talk to you
you threw me to the side
no matter what i did it was no use
now im breaking down because of all the abuse
im just glad that you're not around

i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

i dont want to think anymore
what i used to see in my head no end
now my body's laying on the floor
what we used to be i cant comprehend

(counter)
I made mistakes 
I know time heals but it’s too late
I did everything to make you stay
But you did everything to hurt my case 
Why can’t you say it to my face?
I don’t think my head’s in the right place
One step at a time with a slow pace
I can’t fall off the edge with your embrace
Awake all night can’t get no rest
It’s not enough when i try my best
I tried to be everything I’m a mess
I realized that right before you left
We could’ve been so much more I know 
We aren’t where we should be so let’s go
You let the pedals decay on the rose
Too overwhelmed so I just froze

(me)
i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

past mistakes

past mistakes w/ counter (surgeon + neohn)

prod: me
ft: @atractixn

**lyrics**

@1blckhrt
i cant keep doing this
all these bitches hitting my phone, bitch i aint fit
fit for the numbers or the drugs i dont know shit
talkin on r3 you gon meet my damn blick kid

all these pussies wanna talk they aint see my problems
semiautomatic on my hip yea i caught em
sprayed him down empty mag and clip yea i shot him
these pussies always scared yea i taught em

cant get out of bed yet im still making dollars
put him to rest, lay him down if he holler
bitch im up, yea my stats getting hotter
pull up with a stick like im harry potter

@atractixn
i cant do this
i said im useless
but im w r3 n we makin music
ive lost my conscious im still searchin
i got no options is it even worth it

i got problems, im usin magic jus to solve it
ik ur broke but its funny cuz im ballin
get a job n go to college, thas my only option
now i keep a stick on my side, get to moppin

can't keep doing this w/ raynen

@counterxo
@angelino1k
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I was right there when you needed me
Got a big heart and some pockets, do this easily 
I took your advice when you said I shouldn’t give my heart for free
Now I can’t breathe cause you’re not here, no you’re not in reach

I crawled out the dark
I still don’t know where you are
Seen your ghost in my room, so I know your presence ain’t far
Girl you left me so scarred 
Now Im breaking apart
Tried to heal these wounds but I don’t know to start

You can say what you want, but you really can’t fuck with me in my zone 
I’m counting the racks up, enjoying my peace so just leave me alone
I don’t wanna talk at all, please leave a message right after the tone
She has the key to my heart, she took it and ran should’ve known 

But in the back of my mind 
I know that I’m still empty
I’m still empty
The cuts run deep

Haven’t figured out what it takes
To find everything that I brushed aside, everything that I erased
I just want it back, girl I cannot lie, see the difference that you’ve made
I don’t wanna everything inside anymore, I might break cause

out of reach

counter - out of reach (lino x audii)

yes i did all 4 verses by myself
not my song lol
og: https://soundcloud.com/cruseyyyy/ur-mad

crusey - ur mad +trustt +prkr blu +1crusafix [COVER]

creepin w my boys
we gonna cut his car breaks
punch him in the mouth
we gon make him bitch faced
bodydown catch his body wow
hands up everyone im crashin out
bodydown throw it fuckin out
smoking his pack and il pass it around
jumpin in the benz im swervin in diffrent lanes
i know you hate me but ur the one to blame

fuck it up,fuck it up ima go down
as the worst in history and as your ex now
i still miss you as my luv</3
but wait was it a drug
im pushed so far gone you make me wanna cry
lookin at the roof i wanna fuckin die
shoot me in the head like im a sick dog
dispose of my body yea put it in the fog

skrrt off in rover
im too scared to know her:/
im standing on this hill
wish it come back to me

(come backX4)

@crowlyyy
bitch gone live my lifestyle
woah bitch im up now
i cant feel my lungs yea
bitch im never done yea
i been feelin nauseus
i been sixk exhausted
faded lost my consious
i think i been toxic
she cant feel my love
ik im the only 1
feelin better off the drugs
bitch im smokin till im done
i been lonely
why they keep on talkin shit they dont know me
ima pull up amg yea we on it
everybody in my city so toxic
im w bedframe in the cut yuh

creepin w my boys
we gonna cut his car breaks
punch him in the mouth
we gon make him bitch faced
bodydown catch his body wow
hands up everyone im crashin out
bodydown throw it fuckin out
smoking his pack and il pass it around
jumpin in the benz im swervin in diffrent lanes
i know you hate me but ur the one to blame

fuck it up,fuck it up ima go down
as the worst in history and as your ex now
i still miss you as my luv</3
but wait was it a drug
im pushed so far gone you make me wanna cry
lookin at the roof i wanna fuckin die
shoot me in the head like im a sick dog
dispose of my body yea put it in the fog

CREEPIN W/CROWLYYY(Sumairu beats)

1k p. hiroya

leafo - i dont know u anymore like i used to (prod. SHADE08)

lyric video / visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKCvwEJJuJg

lyrics:

intro:
hallucinations of you in my room
and im eating all the things that arent allowed to consume

verse 1:
blood on my white tee
from the words you've said to me
hate what i have
so i bathe in blood, it stained my teeth
i just wanna dance in my room
and i'll eat my eyes in the afternoon
missing you bad now i smell your perfume

chorus:
ive been up and i saw the sun rise
and i know its my fault and i know i lied
but i hate your friends, i apologize
but i dont wanna waste my time on crying
so i changed your contact, i changed my phone
you live nearby so i moved from home
but the lights are on, you can knock on the door
but this time i dont know you anymore

post chorus:
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
cuz i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
lights are open, you can knock on the door

verse 2:
reading all the letters that you wrote me and i cried
then i somehow ended js up on the floor, slept on my side
missing when you talk to me, can we please meet tonight?
and im losing all my grip, i lost my mind, i cant decide
all of it was from my heart, what i gave you
i fucked up and i know my mistakes too
honestly i dont really blame you
but its hard to move on when i dont hate you

outro:
i dont know you
i dont know you
i dont know you
i dont know you

i dont know u anymore like i used to (SHADE08)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
whyUb3T4lkin 4?
T1redoFDisShii

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[shiro]
dont u hate it, when u step out people watchin
now i kno how it feel when u friends arent poppin
now i kno how it feels when u switched for the profit
yh u always play around, while the men be talkin
ion expect u to be around, when the numbers droppin
ik that u not about it, stick to playin in the lobby
yh nobody understand this shit that i be livin

yh he not ur twin he not ur friend, get to bidness
why people talkin like they finna go guiness
doesnt seem like we livin in the same business
we in the same spot, but it seems im never winnng
yh ive been hating this so much
why cant we all go up
but thats how it is
people switchin on the fakes, but everybody else seem to win

yh ion get why u vibin
i js kno when the paper stressin, now u cryin
talk down on me as if u tryin
but u kno that people lately js wnt the money n get out when u dyin
thats how it goes but u kno that im tryna glo
50 on my waist then i pave the way where i wna go
in the end im tryna make it out with the bros tho
but its kinda hard to see where the real ones go

[hook]

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whyUb3T4lkin『k1ro』

prod @diomedes1

all my pockets got holes in em
all the pockets i hit are dead
im tryna be gone osimhen
i would do this shit even if it wasnt a trend
my lil bro is on tren
give a fuck about that shit im just tryna do myself
now i do what i want im not compelled
i was waiting for the longest
i could still be waiting i got patience
tryna push myself tho
i am the main guy they just a spin off like young sheldon
tryna find a method im not waiting a paycheck
i could summon shenron if she wants a bbl
lewis told me come to london we can record all weekend
this the shit i was dreaming about
fuck my destiny i switched route
puke all over town i couldnt go another round
thats where my dna can be found 
if ur so adamant about cloning me
they used to clown on me
i cant give up i insist
had to let her go i took the hint
i had to dive in took a risk
i stay solid but they made of plasticine
keep my word always do
do it for honor like a fantasy
but im thrilled
things are looking up for once
lost my bro for what
i can evolve like oshawott
u left me to bleed to death like i got shot
couldnt leave my room i was shut in
i was tryna make u my shawty
bitch im not a pokemon i wont fight him
all my pockets got holes in em
all the pockets i hit are dead
im tryna be gone osimhen
i would do this shit even if it wasnt a trend
my lil bro is on tren
give a fuck about that shit im just tryna do myself
now i do what i want im not compelled
i was waiting for the longest
i could still be waiting i got patience