backdoor w/ riptony (pk + imalmostjoey)

sped up by @1twenny
cover by me 
put together and organized by me
prod by @arcadia-died and @fum1ko
yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUvIkSxD0kgv

shoutout ##alterdworld

verse order:

1. @sebstixns-funerl
2. @hannevig
3. @kenesukoh
4. @questionnq
5. @ilyicee
6. @1twenny
7. @swotll
8. @malworn
9. @sebstixns-funerl

ty everyone who participated!

dude in the cover is https://soundcloud.com/akodycore

3008.theme w/ hannevig, kenesukoh, questionn, icee, 1twenny, swotl & malware (p. arcadia + fumiko)

with @counterxo prod @makemeapromise + @neohnq
TYSM FOR LISTENING
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lyrics:

(me)
i dont want to talk to you
you threw me to the side
no matter what i did it was no use
now im breaking down because of all the abuse
im just glad that you're not around

i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

i dont want to think anymore
what i used to see in my head no end
now my body's laying on the floor
what we used to be i cant comprehend

(counter)
I made mistakes 
I know time heals but it’s too late
I did everything to make you stay
But you did everything to hurt my case 
Why can’t you say it to my face?
I don’t think my head’s in the right place
One step at a time with a slow pace
I can’t fall off the edge with your embrace
Awake all night can’t get no rest
It’s not enough when i try my best
I tried to be everything I’m a mess
I realized that right before you left
We could’ve been so much more I know 
We aren’t where we should be so let’s go
You let the pedals decay on the rose
Too overwhelmed so I just froze

(me)
i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

past mistakes

past mistakes w/ counter (surgeon + neohn)

out on all plats - https://spotify.link/hXPSj9ZluDb
prod by @shingan

ur only here when im medicated

ive got a long way to go still

ur not feelin anything so i feel like shit

i got it wrong, u dont feel a thing

this cup is burning strong im still feelin it

so heres to feelin dead

cant get u out my head

i cant get out my bed and i see u with ur friends

medicate myself again, i can barely stand

i just want a chance but ur giving that to him

so heres to feeling dead

i know that this is hell but i dont want it to end

u and i

can we try?

hold still, girl im still wishin you were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get u off my mind

girl im still wishin u were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get get u off my mind

in my head

i spend some long nights in my head

i dont wanna, say goodbye 

when its all coming down

i cant lose you oh

no, say goodbye

when its all coming down, i cant lose you

i feel the wires in my head, getting looser

abusing myself to extend, the time that u spend in my head

ur only ever here with me, when im medicated

in my head (p. shingan)

prod: me
ft: @atractixn

**lyrics**

@1blckhrt
i cant keep doing this
all these bitches hitting my phone, bitch i aint fit
fit for the numbers or the drugs i dont know shit
talkin on r3 you gon meet my damn blick kid

all these pussies wanna talk they aint see my problems
semiautomatic on my hip yea i caught em
sprayed him down empty mag and clip yea i shot him
these pussies always scared yea i taught em

cant get out of bed yet im still making dollars
put him to rest, lay him down if he holler
bitch im up, yea my stats getting hotter
pull up with a stick like im harry potter

@atractixn
i cant do this
i said im useless
but im w r3 n we makin music
ive lost my conscious im still searchin
i got no options is it even worth it

i got problems, im usin magic jus to solve it
ik ur broke but its funny cuz im ballin
get a job n go to college, thas my only option
now i keep a stick on my side, get to moppin

can't keep doing this w/ raynen

left alone in the er here comes my doom
kick it in my mind and i thought about u
i need to lay off these pills tonight
i wish you come back right into my life

put me on the stretcher lifes not better
one more kiss ur lips like a feather
unplug me from life support
fuck that bitch she such a whore

i hate ur new mans plus he calling me a fag
stepping outside and i kick his fuckin ass
i roll him up and put him in a pack
spark my blunt and i watch the footage right back

all alone as i lay in my bed
dead inside yea you fill me w dread
i hate myself i dont care at all
i wish we held hands right into the falll

im so sorry woah
i wont pick up the phone

flippin my pack like a cartel boss
insane in my brain like my name is vass
come right back into my arrms
I cant stand us being aparrt

pack ya fuckin mans into a mario cart
swerve off the bridge im jumpin out my car
i just useed to miss u pop a pill or maybe 2
someone tell me whats the issue ion ever wanna talk to u

to uu
to uu

watch me blow my brains out right on ya wall
body to the floor you watch me fuckin fall
i think im fuckin stupid ooo haha
i really wanna take her out ooo lala

DOOM(SNORKATJE)

yes i did all 4 verses by myself
not my song lol
og: https://soundcloud.com/cruseyyyy/ur-mad

crusey - ur mad +trustt +prkr blu +1crusafix [COVER]

cover art created by alton (twitter.com/euclicide)


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