I KNOW YOU DONT SEE IT THE SAME WAY 😩😩⚠️ this a W

w/ @v4nity

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live, i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies, your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears, nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

@v4nity
ah, i just wanted you to be alright
but i know that there’s just nothin i can do
i look at you and girl you’re lookin so divine
but i been running outta time
so i need your help
i don’t want you to go
and i just want you know
that i’ve been lookin for you
and i keep searching for you
i just want you to know
that you’ve got something special
but i’ve been lookin for you 
i’ve been searching for you
girl you know that i’ve been on my own too long
and i’ve been lookin for someone like you
and i know you hear me calling
screaming how i want you
i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
but i hope that you miss me still
and i hate that you feel like that
i don’t know if you can tell
how i been doin
and i hope that you want me still
and i hope that you need me still
because i’ve been on my own for too long

@anti-light
all i ever wanted was to feel your light shine
all i ever wanted was to see you in a smile
lonely as i live i see freedom in your heart
i know it’s all your lies your heart is cold as ice
there’s never guilt in your tears nah nah
almost seem too broken to even cry
now i’ve seen your deceiver-eyes (the worst kind)
why can’t i see you when you’re still right here by my side?

Spotify

Divine w/ v4nity (prod. me)

prod me 

@whyhaze

https://open.spotify.com/track/2pYP7KOcuzC6p1v8UMRDdh?si=1fcfc24f80754b74

/* lost what i haddd
+ i cant get it back 
i been in my baggg
but u cant get 2 that
n its not my fault
ppl idk
wanna take my soul
now my visions clouded ya
I Can't See At All.

we r who they wannabe
number n ine all on my tee
i get racks so easily zzZ
they mean more than wat u mean to me
cause i wont try to hide
ill stay where i am
tell me why tell me why
i lost myself again */

SPOTIFY

hide ft whyhaze

Hi, 
I am so sorry. I... I left so many friends apart without saying nothing like an egoist. So sorry for that... 
Let's say the fact 
I prolly never comeback. 
Life been changing a lot recently, music has kinda left my life, I dont really know why... 
Guys, 
To, everyone who listened to my music, who collaborated with me or just talked to me, just know that I will never forget you. nver. You all shaped a part of me through these 3 years. I just wanted to say it.
.
.
.
Coexistence means here the co-living of 2 sides of me, like always. It's like I never know and never knew who I am, always fluctuating between 2 mindsets, 2 sides... 
I just want to feel things different now... I need someone, someone that I can give love to & protect, someone to hold on to & someone that understand me.
Feel kinda crushed ngl.
.
.
Hope you'll enjoy that little music composition, was quite refreshing to make 
I am invitating you to transalte the titles (the ones in french) to make yout own interpretation of each track <3

Tracklist
0.00 Life's too short to be hopeless

1:46 @lainetowers

2:58 A flower petal floating in the fresh air of countryside during spring season

4:27 œil perçant

5:25 Bootleg of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMR3o19IlKw 

7:27 Is suffering necessary to happiness ? 

8:33 Falling in a deep blue ocean close to 9pm

10:20 Je veux juste juste partagés des moments avec toi, rire avec toi, te serrer dans mes bras et croiser mes yeux dans les tiens <3

12:17 Colombe virevoltante 

14:38 Suis-je déjà trop vieux ? Ai-je déjà tout waste de ma jeunesse ? 

15:55 seaside wind 

17:18 aimons nous
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Love you all, fr </33333

ib @y4ndere @lilac @winter @ev333 @kyoakyo @tekea @jugglyfe @chrxmey

Coexistence ep + *✧･ﾟ:* laine *✧･ﾟ:*

big cypher with some of my frIends ^_^ (tysm for the support recently)
thank you guys for being apart of this ily <3
@rewind214 @222bino @valberrie @law16lie @29cengi @1kidsora @lifegiverr @lukebike @breakupbreakdown @mis4ortune @sawlvy @ilyexotic @nvrfallen @noahsuri @bloodl3ak @alrunaxo @xternalz @sshiro @user-241106459 @i6neiru @gloomed
mastered by me ofc c;
s/o @gaugemountedthisone for mixing lukes vocals <3
s/o @tzunahmie for helping out aswell <3
s/o @yureiclub + @souls0ciety <3
prod @metisxx + @ton_bo0 <3
timestamps:
0:17 - 0:51 (me)
0:52 - 1:08 (rewind)
1:09 - 1:25 (vin0)
1:26 - 1:43 (valberrie)
1:43 - 2:00 (lawlie)
2:01 - 2:17 (cengi)
2:18 - 2:34 (kid sora)
2:35 - 2:52 (etterna/life)
2:53 - 3:09 (lukebike)
3:10 - 3:26 (breakupbreakdown)
3:26 - 3:43 (mis4ortune)
3:44 - 4:00 (sawlvy)
4:01 - 4:18 (eczotic)
4:19 - 4:35 (nvrfallen)
4:36 - 4:50 (noahsuri)
4:51 - 5:26 (bloodl3ak)
5:26 - 5:43 (alruna)
5:44 - 6:01 (xternalz)
6:01 - 6:18 (shiro)
6:18 - 6:35 (mika)
6:36 - 6:52 (i6neiru)
6:53 - 7:09 (gloomed)
7:10 - 7:44 (me again)
lyrics will be on genius or sum too much text smh

talk about it cypher

talk about it cypher + rewind, vin0, valberrie, lawlie, cengi, kid sora & more (metis x tonari)

prod: @loveismisery
mixed: @andremoire & @1vacy 

Lyrics

@andremoire
Yeah I'm done with all the lies
You have zero fucking dignity
Stop acting like youre shy
You say it's so damn hard to put up dealing with a guy
That's funny coming from a bitch who said she wished I died
Glock on my left yeah you know I stay strapped
Dont fuck with me or that breath gon be your last yeah
Eyes on me cause they know that Im crazy
I think I miss you bad yeah as of lately

@1vacy 
i just hate tha fact tht u where lying
baby i was trying
i just hate tht feeling i was sitting all in silence
i just feel like crying 
but i just sit and bare it because 
atleast i aint dying

embarrassed

vacy & arrivals - embarrassed (kyoa)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring one of da ogs @jichuuu
happy early birthday gift for jichu <3
produced by @recyclexbin & @lewisgoing
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
yeah, wish I could talk 2 u normally
yeah, wish I could show u the best of me
yeah, wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u
[akayai]
theres so much love in my heart
but its overflowing
i feel nervous when u smile
it has me floating
theres heart on my eyes
but u just don't know it
i get jealous cause of u
but i just don't show it
yeah, your love and affection it gets me going
yeah, the way your hair moves when the wind is blowing
can't stop staring at your eyes i need to focus
me and jichu really care but we just ain't show it
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
wish I could talk 2 u normally
wish I could show u the best of me
wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u

overflowing

overflowing + jichu (recyclebin x lewisgoing)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

song abt a rlly bad time in my life
prod @hrtshpdbd and @resolve1k
TYSM FOR LISTENING i spent a long time on this one
//
lyrics:

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

and i, i dont know
if we'll even make it out
i dont want to lose you in this doubt

i dont know
what to do with myself
feels like
we're tied in our health
when i fall apart i dont want to take you with me
crush my heart i dont want to make you hate me
tied by fate
i cant take this weight now
made you wait
should have known you wouldnt take that
you only saw it one way
you just wanted to throw me away

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

i dont know whats going on anymore
we were doing okay when you closed the door
talk to me, just talk to me
when we're falling apart
i want you here with me

please stay with me
please just stay with me
i cant even breathe when you're not by my side
cant do this no matter how hard ive tried

stay

stay (heartshapedbed + inno)

with @counterxo prod @makemeapromise + @neohnq
TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

(me)
i dont want to talk to you
you threw me to the side
no matter what i did it was no use
now im breaking down because of all the abuse
im just glad that you're not around

i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

i dont want to think anymore
what i used to see in my head no end
now my body's laying on the floor
what we used to be i cant comprehend

(counter)
I made mistakes 
I know time heals but it’s too late
I did everything to make you stay
But you did everything to hurt my case 
Why can’t you say it to my face?
I don’t think my head’s in the right place
One step at a time with a slow pace
I can’t fall off the edge with your embrace
Awake all night can’t get no rest
It’s not enough when i try my best
I tried to be everything I’m a mess
I realized that right before you left
We could’ve been so much more I know 
We aren’t where we should be so let’s go
You let the pedals decay on the rose
Too overwhelmed so I just froze

(me)
i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

past mistakes

past mistakes w/ counter (surgeon + neohn)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

dumb +karson (decago + akura + inno)

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

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