LYRICS:
Press down putting salt on the wound
Two story story house but I’m locked in a room
Gotta tighten up the track cuz I’m feelin kinda loose
Way back, One time, I lost, my mind

Put your girl on the phone cuz im feelin bad
Put your money in the bag cuz im really bad
Check the price on my shoes on my shirt on my pants 
ain’t stressing over money I got Louis tags

My plug ain’t hittin me back
How am I sposed to relax
They asked me kindly not to relapse
But Mary Jane she called me right back

I’m done with the cynical posers
I know I’m losin composure 
It Doesn’t matter I’m the only composer
Like Bach no vine still got my sight

Turn off the lights cuz this isn’t a show
I got a two car garage that I don’t even own
had a ménage a trois cuz i couldn’t find more
Now ima call up my dawg b4 he back from the store

I need a pickup
I haven’t eaten in 2 whole days
I got it figured
I’m still a singer
Just need them plays

One foot in the grave
What’s killing me
Intoxication decides when im in villainy
2 quarters for the bus 
I ain’t been here in a rush
Im just lookin for a start 
something just to keep in touch

Quarter

@greavesinfinity

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i churn all my anger into pretty synths and harsh bass
cut out all the feedback and you're nothing more than bad taste
you call yourself an artist but what the fuck do you stand for?
i’m brutally honest so what you expectin' praise for?

you think that i'mma flex 
but you don't know nothin 'bout me
won’t fuck up a check
'cause i’m broke, i love the honesty
regardless, i’m up next
but i keep that under lock and key
fucked up in the head,
but i won’t sit in complacency

i swear to god man, you’re all the same
you lie and you pester, you all act in vain
obsessed with your image, you all look the same
you wonder why no one even knows your name

irrelevance follows you ‘round like the plague
your cowardice haunts you like deep-seated shame
think i give a fuck about what you’ve obtained?
your gold and your silver corrodes all the same


if you truly 'bout it then you really oughta watch your mouth
don’t fuck with the drama, i stay planted in the dirty south
i stick to my guns and i stay in my own lane
all these posers want a feat, but they’re late to the game

me and greaves, we study this, treat it like it’s our fate
lungs are feelin sticky 'cause i’m chiefin' on propane
i’m not even sorry for being fuckin insane
i love what i am, i don’t need anybody’s taste

fuck me, i’m at it again
six feet, i’m sinking in
cross me, i’m takin' teeth
laughing all while you bleed

smoke screens cover your heart
pause please, i need to restart
i need the pain to make art
hurt me while i fight the dark

[GREAVES]

i can't give in 
i've faced all my sins
i'm laced up on ecstasy 
took on a whim 
make me repent 
i crashed out my 'vette 
you're taking a photo to save you the blame 

i iced out my chain 
i ripped out my veins 
i duck under cover to save your embrace 
just get out my face 
i think you're insane 
you left me in mourning 'cause we’re not the same 

you better close all your windows, monsters come out at dark 
i'll have you know i'm complacent, stuck in my villain arc 
live alone in oasis, but you're still in my yard 
because you have no regard

james 5:3

james 5:3 (ft. GREAVES)

in an alternative reality where me and heylog are butt buddies butt bros and we decided to make a song together.

heylog - again w/ daywatch

Mockup

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

prod. + written by thms. x
---------------------------------
So it it my fault
that this is what isn't
do we have live in past tense?
this doesn't feel like it matters to you

Can you live with indifference?
I flew too close to the sun
It's a shame you won't visit
I knew you'd just turn to run

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//why do you hate me?
//please don’t replace me
//don't know what I would do here
//without your gravity next to me

//oh, yeah so please
//come find me

//i just wanna hold your hand again
//one look in your brown eyes
//I'll fold oh man
//I'll be right there till the end

so don't try to win me over
I'll go 108 without October
boy these lies, yeah they'll boil over

but im lost in calling

I can't think without bawling

but nothing seems with wrong with me
can't help but chase broken dreams
like sunsets but the sky keeps falling  

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//find another in a looking glass
//don't think you'll find this time will pass
//here and there wont ease the pain, for fact
//trips to paris wont you square this up and ship it back 

//trips like this are a blast of past
//and februarys winter cold is coming fast
//i don’t know how you feel but this
//isn't something that I can outlast 

man cant relate to a clear head
was it something I said?
man cant relate to a clear head
must be something I said

lost in emotion
cant translate your okays
That’s why they say that 
You're so two faced

False traps
And my emotionally loose states
Cant wait because you cause
Me too lose, can't breathe 

I cant be nothing
im all that ive got
these feelings so empty
guess they'll just rot

I'll live in his envy
Of all that we're not
Burned bridges wont hold up
The weight of our thoughts

This isn't the story 
but its what i got
Im writing our ending
Cross you out the plot

I'm falling, no rushing
to put you at the top
and rightfully so
im all that im not 

every path on the turnpike feels nice
but bright headlights in the back blind my eyes
no sense in driving thru nights
cause feelings they'll leave with the light

it's torture to know that you're fine
cause the scars that you left they burn bright
and i know that it all ends in time

Freefall

freefall

Yeah Sure (glaive) (unreleased snippet)

Maybe Instead Prod Guda

photo by James Fitzgerald

Lyrics: 

skies grow dark 
and leaves will change 
till they fall away, fall away 

bark, once green 
gathers cracks and rings 
till it starts to decay 
till nothing remains 

late at night I think about that far too often 
I find the ways to distract myself from it
solutions in a bottle could probably help me cope 
but anything's a vice if your life revolves around it

searching for a cure for knowing this all will be ending someday 
a million natural shocks will end and lead you 
to the grave and no one knows what comes next: 
static on a tv or just darkness?

the process of decay is a thief that comes in the silence 
progressing day by day against all attempts to defy it
decades fly by, you don't realize
one day you're at the end 
and there's nothing you can do about it 

but I don't want to die 
but I don't want to sleep 
I watch my family age 
I watch the lines in my face increase

and what dreams may come 
when we take that final leap? 
I never want to know 
but it's out there waiting for me.

Quarter

1Booth

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