Its so beautifully heartbreaking. Beautiful vocals and production

written by ana & wood_lands
written for my baby girl's first christmas
merry christmas, edith

merry christmas, edith

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

can you tell me why?
do i even try??
i dont understand why we always gotta fight
and im so stressed out, you're the reason why
nothin really matter anymore, should i die...?
i dont wanna feel like i dont really wanna try
my bro got the bands n we count it ten high ££
smoke in my lungs got me feelin always so right :))
i dont wanna talk, can you make me feel tonight?


you. made me feel this way
no more games, no more charades
deserve what never fade
tears of colour were so grey

i have myself to blame
nothin left to make me hate
try again
i know this late
all my trust
so fucked to save

hatrd4love 🖤  // jolst

glaive - THIS HAPPENS EVERY TIME! (ovine hall Mix)

prod. + written by thms. x
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So it it my fault
that this is what isn't
do we have live in past tense?
this doesn't feel like it matters to you

Can you live with indifference?
I flew too close to the sun
It's a shame you won't visit
I knew you'd just turn to run

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//why do you hate me?
//please don’t replace me
//don't know what I would do here
//without your gravity next to me

//oh, yeah so please
//come find me

//i just wanna hold your hand again
//one look in your brown eyes
//I'll fold oh man
//I'll be right there till the end

so don't try to win me over
I'll go 108 without October
boy these lies, yeah they'll boil over

but im lost in calling

I can't think without bawling

but nothing seems with wrong with me
can't help but chase broken dreams
like sunsets but the sky keeps falling  

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//find another in a looking glass
//don't think you'll find this time will pass
//here and there wont ease the pain, for fact
//trips to paris wont you square this up and ship it back 

//trips like this are a blast of past
//and februarys winter cold is coming fast
//i don’t know how you feel but this
//isn't something that I can outlast 

man cant relate to a clear head
was it something I said?
man cant relate to a clear head
must be something I said

lost in emotion
cant translate your okays
That’s why they say that 
You're so two faced

False traps
And my emotionally loose states
Cant wait because you cause
Me too lose, can't breathe 

I cant be nothing
im all that ive got
these feelings so empty
guess they'll just rot

I'll live in his envy
Of all that we're not
Burned bridges wont hold up
The weight of our thoughts

This isn't the story 
but its what i got
Im writing our ending
Cross you out the plot

I'm falling, no rushing
to put you at the top
and rightfully so
im all that im not 

every path on the turnpike feels nice
but bright headlights in the back blind my eyes
no sense in driving thru nights
cause feelings they'll leave with the light

it's torture to know that you're fine
cause the scars that you left they burn bright
and i know that it all ends in time

Freefall

freefall

new healing, plastic microbiome.

Indecisive (drma + yunnygoldz)

a minute of hype

remix of my song: https://soundcloud.com/prod-rioxion/photo-ft-t4z-p-me

photo ft. T4Z - dariacore flip

Honestly don't even know all the lyrics lol
I made this in like 2 hours

Some of the lyrics -

Another sad song
It won't save me from myself
Tryna let go
It's just not good for my health

Just tear me down
Every time
Break my bones
Down to ride
Can't wait
Imma die
Can't say
I'm alright
Can't talk
Close my eyes
Can't breathe
Outta sight
Can't think
Out my mind
Can't say
I'm alright

Stuck with a limiter
Pushing perimeters
Don't think I'm missing her
But it still really hurts
Fixing myself now
Expand my horizon
Know I'm not cut out
But I don't mind it

Cage (glossalia)

pork man 46

prod. illdo x k4nji

Nobody else cares about us
I miss you but I can’t tell you just how I feel
Now I’m caught up with the news 
And Ik that I shouldn’t have pushed you away 

And I’m sorry that I broke your heart
I should’ve known this from the start 
It wasn’t you but it was me
Who lost the love you gave to me 
And lately i’ve been wanting to get back
But ig that our attachment was too loose 
and I can’t afford to lose you again 

Pls tell me what I have to do 
I’ll take you anywhere 
I’ll carry you home if you need 
I’ll do anything as long as you don’t push me away 
I’ll buy you anything
I’ll buy you any ring 
You want some clothes 
You want some shoes 
Let me know when you wanna go 
Oh oh 
I can’t afford to lose you again 
All the times that we have spent meant so much to me

Nobody else cares about us
I miss you but I can’t tell you just how I feel
Now I’m caught up with the news 
And Ik that I shouldn’t have pushed you away 

And I’m sorry that I broke your heart
I should’ve known this from the start 
It wasn’t you but it was me
Who lost the love you gave to me 
And lately i’ve been wanting to get back
But ig that our attachment was too loose 
and I can’t afford to lose you again

I can't afford to lose you again

"thomas."
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freefall

thms.

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