I kinda wanna blow my brains out

uhavenoheart!

banq

even when you feel alone just know i'm by your side
i hate hearing voices lurking scratching in my mind
think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out
think i wanna die, think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)
take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)

now my wrists are bleeding for you
i thought we we're law
and i can't take this pain no more
i wish you'd end it all

take me out

mina prod me *all plats*

https://soundcloud.com/lovebunii

I dont wanna use spotify


Stare into it, bro
Bastards

Handing out the cameras so you can see what's up
Judging all the damage, the bruises and the cuts
Time was hard to manage, I keep becoming stuck
Chips were on your shoulders, already headlined the show

'Least we kept in touch, I forgot your name
Baby, please don't judge, you are still the same
All along, all along, I was here
All along, all along, here, I swear
All along, oh, you must've lost your damn mind
I'm afraid you're wasting my time
Baby, it's a long, lonely, night without

Handing out the cameras so you can see what's up
Judging all the damage, the bruises and the cuts
Time was hard to manage, I keep be

MYGOD

bunii - MYGOD

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The lovе we had what used to be (Losеr)
I toss and turn, babe I can't sleep
I bit my tongue, I broke my teeth
'Cause your loves a drug and I need

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe
Cut out my eyes, I can barely see you leave
The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe

bunii - galore galore galore

bunii - all that i can think about

bunii - dont make me

@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

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FATHER

lucille, bunii - whatever it takes (og) (leak)

lryics:
Tryna distract myself
You causing damage you left and took half my health  
Somebody wake me out this nightmare ill slap myself 
I'm losing my mind can't you tell?
Woah
Cant explain how bad it felt 
To see you move on with another its sad as hell 
Woah
Like why the fuck are you glad I fail 
Can you release me out the grip of your spell
Okay i close my eyes and still see your face 
My heart gone and my head i cant hold straight 
You moved on? God damn well you don't say?
A second without you like four days 
I paid for what i did seen no change ‘
Now im hanging out the v like roadrage 
Me and you was supped to be soulmates 
Girl i dont want you to go away 
You a part of me ill never get back 
Where the plug need to roll some stat 
I showed you things you aint show me back 
How am I gonna cope with that?
Goddamn i might relapse 
Im begging you just give me a chance 
I know i been lost in my way 
Often in mia 
Cause I don't like pretending like ive been okay 
Flip yo card on me make me look insane 
And these drugs I take heal me keep the doctors away 
Ohhhh
This do not feel right inside 
You use me then play victim why?
Everything I see remind me of your face so I just sit inside 
Girl you cant say I didnt try 
I gave you my all 
Tryna distract myself
You causing damage you left and took half my health  
Somebody wake me out this nightmare ill slap myself 
I'm losing my mind, can't you tell?
Woah
Maybe ill blast myself 
Is that the only way ill escape this magic spell
Im dumb for thinking I could win you with cash and wealth 
Im always checking in like you a hotel 
I’ll be her even if ts might take a year
Yo new man ain’t me girl you gon be my lady still
Do he make you feel special when you hate it here
Don’t want none of these hoes ok? let’s make it clear 
Can’t see myself without so I hate the mirror 
Hear voices in my head it’s almost like I hear her 
Ill drink my pain away but it don't stop the tears
Terrified of losing you so now I cant ein fear nun 
Omg



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