Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

jL production

@jugglyfer ✰ prod. @winter @lilac ヽ(｀Д´)ﾉ

[boy 5]
bout 2 fade away
u said that u hate me didnt like u anyway
me n all my bros gna get that dough either way
i been losing myself buying clothes everyday
kno im not the same u can see it in my face
its like i cant escape everyday feels grey
u ckeep hittin me up im like "ya okay.."
i been so stressed out my shoulders carry weight
time to see whats next now omg i cant wait!! :(

feel my eyes get so heavy
im jus rly tryna be the best me
i think we all kno i am the worst ya
kno me n the bros come in 1st ya
i cant think straight we might merk ya :D
i hate these days wana reverse ya
i swear it feels like im cursed ya
i was in my feels didnt wana hurt ya

[blue]
woah
ima play my game, get out my way
if u wana go, jus lemme kno
2 2 much on ur mind, u wana kno
if im not around, dont hit my phone
spent too much on clothes, i can not fold
if u wana go, jus lemme kno
same teams, no games it go both ways
get wit it, or get on ur 1 way

#losing myself +blue (winter + lilac)

freezing outside 4k the fit
@kketamine
@kiryano

pave low

kketamine - pave low (ft. kiryano)

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

orchid - Senses prod. ddertbAg

αɱℓ ⚘⚘⚘ ##mybad

I use these tracks as intros for Drag Shows @ Club Church, Amsterdam. They are hymns for my family, The House of Hopelezz.

What This

Sticks

Nomis City

Ball Sports

ft + master @spira_me 
prod @with3rx 

spira: 
lies pierced my mind
take your time
and ill take mine

try, swear i tried
to not sink down
and now ive drowned

im not strong enough of letting go again
strung out and thin, tethered and limp

waiting for another chance
to find a purpose in the end

losing every bit of hope i ever had
another day still thinking bout the past

my feet are trembling over crooked paths
ill play the clown if you would laugh

me: 
grab the apple from the tree 
adam to my eve 
take a bite of it babe
it wont set you free 
i just take it easy 
cus my lifes in front of me 
you're so easy to deceive 
why can't you see
  
idk what im becoming 
carrying this weight its crushing 
i just wanna hit the ground running 
imma turn nothing into something  

my fall from grace 
gunna put you in your place 
i swear this shits laced 
you know i yearn for you  

see your face on the timeline 
so many thoughts all in my mind 
can't replace the memories with you
just another obstacle to break thru  

this life is a mirage 
feeling like a gambit with my cards 
konan with my paper camouflage 
kurapika chains wrapped round my heart  

this is my story 
no time for glory 
manny rain is pouring 
take me home again

grace ft. spira me (+with3r)

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

αɱℓ ⚘⚘⚘ ##mybad

1dgtl

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