evan jolley & winxxss - know me the best (prod. metlast)

feeling so alone i don’t rlly got no friends no
 always fuck w me how u put me in the friend zone
i gave you my heart & u ripped it out my chest tho
never love again ya i’m falling for the benzos :/
want my life 2 end think i’m sick can’t u tell tho

get out of my head
i’m feeling dead
want this to end
i
need you in my life
it’s feels so right
for u id die

hate it that ur doing so well without me
really i just wish you that u would call me
need u in the night and in the evenings
and i hate the way we left our feelings

mezha
im wondering hopeless like the feeling of dopesick
did u evr mean what u said at all
cuz ill scratch all the pages
& rewrite all my days
& knock myself out of this phase all @ once
where did this distance come frm
u make me feel sick
make my skin numb
whats on ur mind dont play dumb
i miss the old u

hate what uv become

ill destroy myself 2 fit what u need
ill overthink all night u make me weep
but we match each othr like a lock & key
what i had in mind is not what u wanted frm me ):
not what u wanted frm me

without me + mezha [+methboiswag x silver]

sad song for valentines and cuz my cat died today :(
Lyrics:
kiss me or dont kiss me idc
(idc)
love me or dont love me im right here
(im right here)
wanna be your dream im your nightmare
(your nightmare)
baby youre so lovely i like your hair
(like your hair)

will you hold me til the end?
i dont wanna start again
wanna be with you tonight
close my eyes shut watch me die
would you hold me and take my life?
just be by my side
i dont want you to lie
but i wanna survive
and you fuck with my life
why you fuck with my life?
all the pain that i hide inside
girl dont be surprised
just be by my side
i dont want you to lie
but i wanna survive
and you fuck with my life
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?
why you fuck with my life?

kiss me or dont kiss me idc
(idc)
love me or dont love me im right here
(im right here)
wanna be your dream im your nightmare
(your nightmare)
baby youre so lovely i like your hair
(like your hair)

idc (prod. metlast x 5head)

huge collab with @deadmau5 his crib is huge fr i crashed there for like a week his internet is so good i played minecraft pvp with like 2ms ping ong

STROBE [TW: FLASHINGLIGHTS/DRUGS/DEADRODENTS]

any1 reading this, tysm 4 everything <33
making music is the only thing that keeps me alive, n being able 2 share it w u is my sole pleasure in this lyfe. ik i dont have many followers or listeners or friends, but each 1 of u means so much 2 me u dont even kno<33 
anyway it my 21st bday n i nvr thought i wud make it that far so thats why im sappy n this song is abt refusing 2 grow out of my self destructive artist tendencies even tho im old man now

lyrixx>>>

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

take a pass on the lecture, ion give a fuck
sippin on that nectar, pour it in my cup
bby dont u ever just wanna give it up?
hold it in til my head hurt, i think i might erupt

going fast, gonna crash x99999

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

(wooowww im 21 now, shoulda been dead by now, but uh, im here)

guess i nvr learn¯\_(ツ)_/¯ [dgtl]

babe the skys so pretty
takings hits, enough to kill me
all of the time
miss u and i
calm down my love, some stars just die.



(spiraling)

theskysopretty (prod. witchcraftshawty) >_<

@sylenexolovezu @zedd huuuge zedd selena gomez collab she ghostwrote for me

lyrix:
(sylene)
takin lots of nitrous w my bros bros
can we watch the night
can we watch jus how it goes goes (go!)
do is miss u?
i dont anymore
got another girl in mind
got another goal 2 go

(dgtl)
bbbbby its rainin 2nite
but storms always have an eye haven eye
tttell me ur cover 2nite
or tell me lies tell me lies lies lies

i want u 2 kno we'll b just fine
we movin slow off da same whites
its all in my head, its all in my mind
gone off da x i cant think rite

wantU2know +sylenexo [dgtl x zedd]

Pareidolia (prod. witchcraftshawty)

feat @rit_hk 
lyrics (cloud):
i don’t wanna have fucked up 
but i know i may have done this time 
u kno i’m not acting drugged up
i jus wanna have fun before i die 

make it make sense 
i jst opened up a letter found a paycheck
ima my check my mail often if its paying 
i jus watched my friends perform that feels amazing 

im turning up 
in the club 
whatchu want?
and ur friends i know they heard like all my songs 
in the back of a german 911
but we never call cops not once 

kick back and relax 
i can hack all this lean fuck a rehab 
really geeked up yea i mean that 
and i hate bein sober feel like chief man 
(rit):
make it make sense
he was out there ducking now his body on the pavement
i want no convo less we talking bout some payment
matter fact
i dont wanna talk at all im faded
(cloud):
turn my swag on 
bet u never knew that 
got a couple of the blues in my trues yea 
im in sweden wit my bros i got new cash 
hella krona, off the codeine nothin new but..

i jus woke up 
tell me what u think of me 
i don’t give a fuck 
i be makin currency 
hit me up bruh GBP or USD
yea im hurting bad 
but im on a spending spree 

smoking Js tryna numb the pain 
it’s not for fun do this everyday 
u look dumb u not wit the gang 
i can’t even see u thru designer shades
(rit):
i swear love that that bitch gave her designer shades 
she be tryna fuck but i b like bitch all i want is face
i just put a 3 gram in a blunt and bitch im tryna face
i say fuck it and i took that shit even tho i kno its laced
i said fuck it she be sucking i be tryna get my nut in
and who the fuck u think u fronting bitch we made this shit from nothing
i got percs all in my blunt incase u rly think im fronting
and we pull up to his house like why tf that boy be running
im in bristol
that boy obviously never seen a pistol
yeah we aiming at ur head we let it off like its a missile
i got this money its stacking its flowing
and i never think but i rly be knowing
when i feel spenny it feel like its snowing 
if he wanna fight then we go toe to toe
he said he know us but who do u kno?
fuck wit me i aint no regular joe
he put his fists up, fuck that
i just be aiming the pole
i got my truey jeans, im never seen
im ducking im hiding away
u kno my team all synthetic kno tht we dont fucking playyyy

Make it make sense

Make It Make Sense ft. Rit [+cloudlobby x nightclub20xx]

prod. uguwap  on youtube

(chorus: @venusrose4u) x2
use your eyes to see
cus its "plane" to see
all the lies they feed (yeah, to me, to you)
no where to run
firmament above
there's a local sun (so just look above)

(verse one: @xxsyris)
they get so mad when you tell them the truth
indoctrination its coming right at you
when you go outside 
use the senses god gave you
if you rely on them (nasa)
then ur just a sheep too

god made this earth
there is no hiding
its flat
heaven almighty

(verse two: exp)
i saw my local sun todayyy
they say all the evidence is fake
but im with Eric Dubay
laugh and look out of the window inna plane

i dont know what else to say
the fbi gon take us down after this one
but its all okay
at least they arent washing my brain

THE LOCAL SUN + venusiann & syris  <uguwap>

incredible prod by @pearlblade

lyrixx: 

i got nowhere 2 go
i dont wanna go home
i just go w the flow
i'll b good on my own

i spend all my time just 2 wander around
cant find me now cuz im already found
spend all my life w my feet on the ground
im down n out but i feel unbound

cant u feel me bby?
i kno it can drive u crazy
u say that ur view so grainy
come w me, we can see 1080p
i dont need no gravity
cant hold me down, things that i gotta see
i need time n space 2 breathe
dont let me drown when im under the sea

i wander around 3x

i got nowhere 2 go
i dont wanna go home
i just go w the flow
i'll b good on my own

i spend all my time just 2 wander around
cant find me now cuz im already found
spend all my life w my feet on the ground
im down n out but i feel unbound
2x

ohhhhh
wander around 2x

guess i nvr learn¯\_(ツ)_/¯ [dgtl]

1dgtl