evan jolley & winxxss - know me the best (prod. metlast)

feeling so alone i don’t rlly got no friends no
 always fuck w me how u put me in the friend zone
i gave you my heart & u ripped it out my chest tho
never love again ya i’m falling for the benzos :/
want my life 2 end think i’m sick can’t u tell tho

get out of my head
i’m feeling dead
want this to end
i
need you in my life
it’s feels so right
for u id die

hate it that ur doing so well without me
really i just wish you that u would call me
need u in the night and in the evenings
and i hate the way we left our feelings

mezha
im wondering hopeless like the feeling of dopesick
did u evr mean what u said at all
cuz ill scratch all the pages
& rewrite all my days
& knock myself out of this phase all @ once
where did this distance come frm
u make me feel sick
make my skin numb
whats on ur mind dont play dumb
i miss the old u

hate what uv become

ill destroy myself 2 fit what u need
ill overthink all night u make me weep
but we match each othr like a lock & key
what i had in mind is not what u wanted frm me ):
not what u wanted frm me

without me + mezha [+methboiswag x silver]

I keep pulling all this shit up from the dirt
U didn’t wanna speak to me from earlier 
I’m sorry ur declined 
I want to wish the best for all the ones who couldn’t see it 
Couldn’t be the saving grace If I was desperate 

And I cannot clean my room
I do not hit u back
In the middle of a bender 
Binge a shoujo in my room 

Why ur out there 
What’s the reality 
And it’s bad I wanna drown in the lagoon
I cannot stop it 
And I stand in all that shit can’t fathom

SRRY YOU R DECLINED *SHOUJOINMYROOM* [AMI4EVR]

any1 reading this, tysm 4 everything <33
making music is the only thing that keeps me alive, n being able 2 share it w u is my sole pleasure in this lyfe. ik i dont have many followers or listeners or friends, but each 1 of u means so much 2 me u dont even kno<33 
anyway it my 21st bday n i nvr thought i wud make it that far so thats why im sappy n this song is abt refusing 2 grow out of my self destructive artist tendencies even tho im old man now

lyrixx>>>

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

take a pass on the lecture, ion give a fuck
sippin on that nectar, pour it in my cup
bby dont u ever just wanna give it up?
hold it in til my head hurt, i think i might erupt

going fast, gonna crash x99999

bby im the worst
i cant feel the hurt
i cant break this curse
i cant make it work
work work work work work
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn
throw it all up up
let it all disperse
i cant quench this thirst
yeh it makes my stomach churn
i just wan it all 2 burn
burn burn burn burn burn
guess i nvr learn
guess i nvr learn

(wooowww im 21 now, shoulda been dead by now, but uh, im here)

guess i nvr learn¯\_(ツ)_/¯ [dgtl]

babe the skys so pretty
takings hits, enough to kill me
all of the time
miss u and i
calm down my love, some stars just die.



(spiraling)

theskysopretty (prod. witchcraftshawty) >_<

tell me (prod. michaelwarren)

@sylenexolovezu @zedd huuuge zedd selena gomez collab she ghostwrote for me

lyrix:
(sylene)
takin lots of nitrous w my bros bros
can we watch the night
can we watch jus how it goes goes (go!)
do is miss u?
i dont anymore
got another girl in mind
got another goal 2 go

(dgtl)
bbbbby its rainin 2nite
but storms always have an eye haven eye
tttell me ur cover 2nite
or tell me lies tell me lies lies lies

i want u 2 kno we'll b just fine
we movin slow off da same whites
its all in my head, its all in my mind
gone off da x i cant think rite

wantU2know +sylenexo [dgtl x zedd]

Pareidolia (prod. witchcraftshawty)

feat @rit_hk 
lyrics (cloud):
i don’t wanna have fucked up 
but i know i may have done this time 
u kno i’m not acting drugged up
i jus wanna have fun before i die 

make it make sense 
i jst opened up a letter found a paycheck
ima my check my mail often if its paying 
i jus watched my friends perform that feels amazing 

im turning up 
in the club 
whatchu want?
and ur friends i know they heard like all my songs 
in the back of a german 911
but we never call cops not once 

kick back and relax 
i can hack all this lean fuck a rehab 
really geeked up yea i mean that 
and i hate bein sober feel like chief man 
(rit):
make it make sense
he was out there ducking now his body on the pavement
i want no convo less we talking bout some payment
matter fact
i dont wanna talk at all im faded
(cloud):
turn my swag on 
bet u never knew that 
got a couple of the blues in my trues yea 
im in sweden wit my bros i got new cash 
hella krona, off the codeine nothin new but..

i jus woke up 
tell me what u think of me 
i don’t give a fuck 
i be makin currency 
hit me up bruh GBP or USD
yea im hurting bad 
but im on a spending spree 

smoking Js tryna numb the pain 
it’s not for fun do this everyday 
u look dumb u not wit the gang 
i can’t even see u thru designer shades
(rit):
i swear love that that bitch gave her designer shades 
she be tryna fuck but i b like bitch all i want is face
i just put a 3 gram in a blunt and bitch im tryna face
i say fuck it and i took that shit even tho i kno its laced
i said fuck it she be sucking i be tryna get my nut in
and who the fuck u think u fronting bitch we made this shit from nothing
i got percs all in my blunt incase u rly think im fronting
and we pull up to his house like why tf that boy be running
im in bristol
that boy obviously never seen a pistol
yeah we aiming at ur head we let it off like its a missile
i got this money its stacking its flowing
and i never think but i rly be knowing
when i feel spenny it feel like its snowing 
if he wanna fight then we go toe to toe
he said he know us but who do u kno?
fuck wit me i aint no regular joe
he put his fists up, fuck that
i just be aiming the pole
i got my truey jeans, im never seen
im ducking im hiding away
u kno my team all synthetic kno tht we dont fucking playyyy

guess i nvr learn¯\_(ツ)_/¯ [dgtl]

1dgtl