realise that the blocks don't stop
want u to keep jumping and thinking
at this very moment i push it all away
need things to go in my head
these hills are silent
it's so easy to stay inside
like the few square feet around me
are the essence of this life of mine

why even talk about happy things
when it always just loops back to black
why bother with friendships
when it all just ends and we're all gonna go mad
of loneliness
i see all around me noones without it
these screens do help
dive in and now we're knowing and righteous

but i know this is all just me
im awful
i wish upon others what i have
misfortune

u keep saying its not my fault but ik ive done something im sorry its happened like this

sing this once and never again

lyrics:


r-round this time shit get worse i don’t fold tho
they say the love me
inside, i’m alone tho
frostbite bitch
buried in the snow
don’t trust many people
ride solo
(7-7ommy)
and i hate that
i’m my worst nightmare and i can’t face that
they love you then they go and fucking break that
fuck the whole entire world this is payback
am i running out of time? i don’t know tho
i get pissed when i look at our photo
swear to god everything make me cold oh
f-fuck off i prefer to be alone 
i tell myself that they hate me
trust me, i’ve heard it all before you’ll never break me
it’s the motivation that really makes me
i swear to god there is nothing that’ll phase me
you can try your best, you’ll never change me
got no idea how long i’ve been waiting
f-fuck off tho
m-mood lately
p-p-p-parodox shifting and phasing

p-put up a fight
(i got) dark thoughts all in my mind
stuck in the shadow world, that’s where i hide
pull out my sword that shit covered in ice
it’s-it’s time
on the mountaintop, reaching new heights
the end is in sight - sight
end is in (clear to see) s-sight
t-this story will end in victory

this story will end in victory 

hey, can you hear me?

triple-triple seven my guardian angel
i look in the sky
she tells me to stay close
maybe everything really was a phase oh
had a psychedelic vision
saw myself with a halo
i realize that i’m grateful
spirits-spirits on my side, ain’t nobody gonna say “no”
walk alone on the gravel (oh)
i’m the hero
and i’m charging into battle
feel it with me every hour
lookin-lookin up above, i just wanna make em’ proud-proud
levitate from the ground-ground
final fantasy feel like i’m cloud

uh-uh uh-uh
look now
i was stressed but i figured it out
i can hear em’
the spirits around
i don’t blame em’
of course they would doubt

(7-7ommy)

but now
every time i look at my frown
i’m reminded they’re always around
i know they will not let my guard down

(ohhh) b- but now
every time i look at my frown
i’m reminded they’re always around
i know they will not let my guard d-

triple-triple seven my guardian angel
i look in the sky
she tells me to stay close
maybe everything really was a phase oh
had a psychedelic vision
saw myself with a halo
it’s-it’s time
on the mountaintop, reaching new heights
the end is in sight - sight
end is in (clear to see) s-sight
t-this story will end in victory

this story will end in victory (x2)

.:frostbite:..//..:777:.

ft. @minaa1
prod. @imfrostd

FUCKED UP, FOUND OUT

found out ft. mina (frost'd)

hi. happy v day, i hope u enjoy.  

if u didnt have a valentine this year, it's okay, fuck it. traxee will be ur valentine, stay the course. love  .  always 

<9 

rics:
it all ends the same
i was doing cartwheels 
playing a lil game
disassociate 
you thought you were a popstar
but i dont even know your name

it all ends the same
i had a chance but all i did was break
all i did was break
the feeling of success, it's hard for me to create

swear to god it feels like summer again
cuz i dont give a fuck about your name or your friends
and back then i couldn't be lost even with a gun to my head
and i cant bat an eye that would be a waste of regret

i swear to god
i swear to god
i swear to god that we were better off as


they said i wouldnt like the city
so i showed my claws im a fiesty little kitty 
all it did was fill me with self pity
love

show me love dont give a fuck about a check
close my eyes i dont know whos up next ( i dont care! )
he's a troubled soul
give the devil neck
(sloppy sloppy, i gave him sloppy sloppy)

it all ends the same
same blue sky
same pretty face
it all ends the

(subtle glance with those dark blue eyes
itd be a shame if we both wanted to die )

it all the same it all ends the same
it all ends the

im not thrilled and my hearts fortified
i told her im ready to die

so what if im not alright?
so what if im not alright.

its a shame that my dreams made me depressed
is it a shame that i fell in love with us
im a fiend! im a tyrant! wait no, im just a wreck. :(
i can never be focused on who you are 

and no matter what you'd say i always gave you all i had
itd be a foolproof if i got outside my head
ignorance is bliss until we all go to hell
maybe we were better off when we were ---- just for real.

Imnotfine

This track is my take on loneliness and being alone/isolated. It symbolizes my way of being alone. Something almost like a virus or an intrusion. For me it is exactly that. Always that same feeling that is bothersome and annoying but that which can also be calming and expressive in some way. It is either a way of life or something you cannot control. But then you have to step out of your loneliness and not feel alone, which you can either like and want to get out of or it can disturb you and make you feel even worse.

Credits: 
Me :3

Alone

ensemble

YouTube - https://youtube.com/@lostinadreams

Listen to LAUGHING ME OUT - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/qZg14

Produced by altery 

Lyrics:
@nokerbforever 

cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u
when u see me up
and i want that shit to happen
cuz u did hurt me too
and for myself im in a different spot now
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

couldnt see the pain inside ur eyes,
was it really all my fault?
now im asking myself what'd i do wrong
i know thats not what im supposed to do
cuz it wasnt my fault and u know that too

my vision's going blurry,
i cannot see anymore
which path should i choose,
the right or the left one?
i didnt do wrong
yeah im feeling so dumb
fell down so often,
i cannot move on

all this pressure on me..
feeling like im dying!
im doing slowly,
but no one notice
not even my closest one's
"i just wanna closure"
i just wanna go far
where nobody finds me

cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u
when u see me up
and i want that shit to happen
cuz u did hurt me too
and for myself im in a different spot now
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

NOKERB - LAUGHING ME OUT (nightcore)

song by [@conren]
produced by [@conren]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics

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you always laughed at me when i was at my worst
i should've told you but i was all out of words
i sit in silence and remember all this hurt
yeah and it hurts me
and if you think that i didn't care at all 
its cause i'm thinking i might just go end it after all 
shoot out all my brains all on the ceiling, paint the wall
listen to my screams of help cause i wont be here long
I'm gon' shoot my brains out
Let my body rot, just let it fall down
Leave behind the things I used to care about
Cause I don't really have nobody helping out
I'm selfish now

manipulative subject (p. conren)

D0NT SEE Y0U

i like this one
self produced

lyrics: 
my head is spinning, i cant stop it
cause whyd you kiss him, im so nauseous

fighting is just part of the process
but i cant undo all of my progress
lying to you just to enjoy myself

speak in tongues dont tell me what you want
your poetry was not enough
you cant undo what you have done to us

ill sit outside on the porch while youre asleep on the couch
you thought that i didnt see that drool dripping from your mouth
youre dreaming bout what we could be right now
right now
right now's not an option

fighting is just part of the process
but i cant undo all of my progress
lying to you just to enjoy myself

sing this once and never again

diary