prod @starboyrob

@rouri404 @vaeo-music @polar333 
@crayolax @k0a @wheeeaty @mssnger

midnight (starboyrob)

take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and 
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that 
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life 
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

strings attached (p. 19hearts)

@vaeo-music
@polar333
@jackieplatinum
@ilypelican

hydroplaning w/ jackie platinum (pelican)

tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

hopefully this project will get me verified

prod. recycleBin

lyrics:

I can tell you're lying
Can you please just tell the truth
I look back into the mirror
And see a reflection of you
I hate being divided
No, we're just like colors
Red and blue
I know you better than he does
How could you say we're through

You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out
Honestly, I've been so fucked up
I watched you betray my trust
I still gave you a seat in my car
Cause there's room for both of us

So I'll be fine
I just can't help it anymore
I know you'll be fine when you're on your own
I hate what I'm like when I'm all alone
But you don't call anymore, you don't pick up the phone

I spent years far from home
When I don't have anywhere else to go
I know it's wrong so Ima take it slow
And maybe get the chance to know her
You picked up the pieces when I'm falling down
Don't wanna grow up, Don't wanna figure out

So don't just give up what we had
I know you're just a bit lost
Out of control
But no doubt in your mind
I love all of your flaws

If it's for the better then why the fuck does it even start to hurt
Ima bottle my emotions, and I know they gonna burst
And if I die tonight, hope my fucking lesson will be learned
And I know it's for the better but it always ends up worst
I been lying to your face I hope that you could just forgive me
I could never look you eye to eye, that shit would torture me
And I heard bout your new boyfriend, yeah I know he's obsolete
And you say that he's alright, but you're just better off with me

It's fine with me
Fine with me

spotify

liar (outro)

i was gonna make another ep to follow up the first consisting of this typa stuff but i wanna take my sound in a completely different direction for this next ep on my main discog so enjoy this :)

floor w/ autumndropsdead

prod me and @johnnyfriend

lyrics -
(you)

(intro)
You make me numb
Forget what I been through
But now I run
From myself inside my room
same fucking view
Lost trust in you
It fell through
What do I do when it's me and the moon?

(hook)
Think that I could fake my death
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end
Cause what if i fake my death?
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end

(verse)
Sleep with one eye closed never forget
Only time until I spiral over the edge
While they're checking on my vitals, is this the end?
Delete the lyrics and the title, start over again

It's just a dead end road
That's the story that was sold
One way ticket would you go? (you x5)
One shot ko and that's all I know

(hook)
Think that I could fake my death
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end
Cause what if i fake my death?
Walk around with nobody left
Throw out my fake life, fake friends
Wonder if it's all real in the end

(you x1000)

dead end

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3QKeacbjlVTG5eJQqx7VHp?si=405ed895bd7a4e41
a song about uncontrollable anger -

lyrics:
im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

its such a shame 
look the other way
no i dont wanna walk into you
so im switchin lanes

shes superstitchous 
flip the fire switches
shes been pushin on his buttons 
he just wants someone with interest

someone showin him love
its sad he thought shes the one
down a bottle of rum
pourin liquor on rocks

hes strugglin to move on
hes been sittin 
feelin stuck in the middle
and getting sick of the riddles

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

i didnt want this
i didnt want this 
i didnt want this 
how come im the one takin blame

( im feelin the weight press down on my chest )

i told you 
i told you
i told you
never to call

( never to call )

i told you 
i told you
i told you dont wanna talk

but here i am on the phone
tryna ignore you calls
im going through these withdrawls
i miss when youre in my arms

i wasnt ready for this war
i wasnt ready for this war thats with in
i feel it startin again

im on fire
my girl
i see the flames shine bright
in my world

fire
coming close
im burnin up while you 
sit and watch

im gettin fed up why try
we argue all through the night
im tryna shout it 
runnin while

im on fire
my girl

;/

arsonist (grayskies)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

produced and mastered by @xona
written and performed by nora evelyne

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my fate

can you call for a minute
critique but you dont see the vision
take a peak how im livin
i wanted more out this life that ive written

fall deep inside
suddenly i recognize 
what's in my mind
ill get it right this time

ill right my wrong
ill get it right for you
ill bit my tongue
and ill lie for you

my dear
my dear

i found myself through the room of heavens gates
i call for help, no one hears, ill be dead at this rate
but that was just on my plate
i made room for more mistakes
they heard me but they're too late
i won't accept my fate
they curve me cus im two faced
i won't accept my

liar (outro)

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