been a while :D

TRACKLIST:
Introduction (I know what you like)
knapsack - sleepyhead
Int. 1
sebastian6 - dramaqueen
Int. 2
knapsack - anemia
gabby start - ID (High School Crush)
Int.
gabby start - ID (plant cells) + Int. 3.5
knapsack - god’s better side
Int. 4
sebastian6 - tailspin

Lavapalooza Day 1 Cue Stage

gabby start @ Lavapalooza (10/14/20)

Stephen's Eyes (Are Those Real Tears)

time to let go

prod me mb

my face hurt like hell
and my jaw is swollen
i'm struggling to write
and i hate my motives
can anybody help me now
i don't know how to use my mouth
i'm not like them not at all
i aim real high but i tend to fall
keep on falling down
i can barley move my lips
i think about doing this
over and over again
i can't seem to get a grip
oh they faking and shit
always get stuck on a bitch
you never talking to me
when you need something check in
where my head at
swear imma do it again
and i recollect it i
feel i'm stuck in a pit
i know they don't care
why i'm coming back ? again
my will to live is running out
the more i give
i'm tired of the outcome
i lived through it
i gave what i had
and i ain't mean shit to them
find it funny that's the way things are
you be running
while i'm walking wrong i noticed
copy everything you're so bizarre
you be running
while i'm walking wrong i noticed

lips

Both of us remastered

I dont wanna talk to you Prod Edyn

https://too.fm/lose-it

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

Face to face
Every time you fantasize I'll fade away
Nothing else, I just cannot get out
I'll go insane
I cant step foot inside the sacred place
Why'd you ask me on a Saturday night

It's a waste why you waste time
Don't wanna say too much I just want to make right
Run to the fields, 'till they catch me with a bright light
Cant take you home for its every man for himself

Understand, but you don't understand
Why don't you talk to the walls I'll never see you again
Maybe you'll get a chance, ha, that's what somebody said
I know you wanna be close but I don't want to be friends

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

Stream on all plats

Lose it (Tell me lies)

[ARTIST DESCRIPTION]

Decided to try a couple new things out for this track, including recording vocals for the first time in a while!!!

[LYRICS]

don't ever call my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
so don't ever call my phone (my phone)

flash backward, when i was a teen
got my first number, it came with a screen (hey yo)
feelin so alive, or so it seemed
little did i know that shit would ruin everything (oh no)
turns out, the number was old though
got a couple texts, like "kathrine, where did you go?"
please, you got the wrong one, but they just keep on
callin me, textin me, botherin me, and i'm so fucking done

i'm not pickin up that phone
just tryna get some sleep and now you won't leave me alone (oh no)
walkin through my room, like where'd it go?
hangin up before i could decline you on my own (oh no)
i don't wanna pick it up
not another spam call, i'm like what the fuck, oh no
answerin machine like, hey what's up?
stumblin my words, nah i think i'll just hang up, the

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so DON'T EVER CALL MY PHONE!

i'm not pickin up that phone
even when i need to, i get scared of dial tone (oh no)
i just get too worried on my own
parents make appointments for me, yeah it's sad i know
i don't wanna pick it up
i get fuckin anxious when i talk, yeah i get stuck
AuDHD, i'm outta luck
damn i'm just not built for this so i never pick up, my

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so don't ever call my phone

lips

ginn