dltzk - no license

backing vocals by @hiddencontact

grateful,
are you?

bless me as i’m thankful
while i talk to myself

curling movement,
tired and prophetic
in your motion,
work well

i’m not so sure i can do this now
i’m not so sure i can do this now

and would you grant me peace of mind
when
i won’t settle your movement,
or shift your weight to calm you down

i find you fuzzy, misaligned
three stars pedal contusion,
picking my head up off the ground

idol adoration,
i could love you,
i’m in line,
i’m skipping time

Southlean

Why did we feel so divided, 
I think I caught you lying
Smaller divisions so fine
Leave me devout to crying

You never cared if I was okay,
Unless we were drunk or we smoking
using in me in ways unspoken
What’s left of my loves all spent  
 
I don’t know how to say most of it
I’ve been long time losing my focuses
my whole heart and you have broken in
Too much feeling that I haven’t spoken it

i was thinking of us as special
you were thinking so superficial
you were acting so artificial 
and now it's time to move on

now i'm too cold on my wristo
i will pull with a pistol
refer to me as the mr sandman
too much trauma on my mind to list out
all the moments that i missed out
drama, heartbreak turn me to a bad man

i gave you my all, i gave you my attention
but i was just another one that you might forget
all the colors we provided and we blended
staining all my memories when you leave it red

gotta swim back 
now it's time to move on

swim back (exploding version)

prod michael harrison
cover @ScotchSuper on twt

look, like
things have getting kinda stressful and just
i got a fuckin shitton on my mind at like all times and
whatever i do i just cant get outta this fuckin spiral and ion even know what im doing rn but like
this is my only letout, this is the only way i can vent so
i might just record this right now

dont know what i want for sure
is it a better life or somethin more
ive been repeating these thoughts
in my head every day
and i cant feel my limbs
as i lie in dismay

in my bed on an afternoon
night or the morning
i'm fucking bedrotting
it's getting annoying
was this a mistake
did i take the wrong path
want to kill myself was never like that

what do you want
like, i'm trying my best
once i get out of bed
im still lackin the rest
am i in the wrong place 
was this all a mistake?
might need a hand
but you pull it away

pull it away
pull it away

mistakes (vent)

i really like this, hopefully i can make more of this stuff

seventh

BB i Eat hUmans..

bloke prod ksubi

recorded on mac microphone 
prod by me 

say please  
before you take me 
somewhere i don't want to go 
i would rather slit my throat
don't tell me i'm crazy 
that will just make me
get blow up angry 
i'll smash my phone 
i want to keep my door shut 
i'm so done with this arrangement
i feel like i've been worn out 
for like 20 years
i never came downstairs 
i got red in the pigment of my eyes 
now i have false goodbyes

somewhere i don't want to go

i added vocals to guitartest6

nunka

I made this sad ass loop tn, feel free to use it if u want or just vibe out and feel alone for a lil... sry ur lonely too... it gets better :)

somewhere i don't want to go

ginn