I open my unsteady smile
does it hurt as much to you?
through soft talk we can stay a while
but do you tell your mother what you do?

I do
I do
I do
I do

I know things as they are more now
unsure of what’s good for me
keep watch until it leaves the air
but will you tell your father what you see?

I do
I do
I do
I do

but when I talk to you
and you know everything inside my head
I do
and when I worry your blood
to push against the things I’ve said
I’ll be forever running backwards through my head

I Do

dltzk - no license

secret song

Plunge

what was i made for (flatroom !! cover)

one day imma find out what there is to lose

find out who you give to

find out who you came for

your mama doesnt like me

your father could be empty

yeah, yeah


i never liked the way you’d say whatever hurt

pull the pride right out my chest and add the dirt

scrap whatever things we knew for sure

'cause everything is tied up in this curse 

(it's all tied up)

it's all tied up in this curse

yeah, yeah


adirondaks, how did I know?

driving all week through the pinegroves

rain dropped on a really high note

now i need 2, maybe 3, make it 4 dose

never knew where i wanna go

seem to flock to the growing cold

one hit two times thats just growing old

never really knew that’s what i wanted till i felt alone



we don’t know (x16)



feel so good on my worst days 

built tough like Ford in the first place 

no longer avoid, it's not worth it 

a trauma-bonder on Thursday 

in Wales-Bonner, for a survey 

am I worthy, you're the Parcae 

sit right down in the car seat 

we'll get through it, just watch me


feel so-

feel so good imma-

feel so good imma-

we'll get through it just-

just, just watch me



do you wanna spend the summer, chasing september?

watching trains go by and shaking as we swallow the tremors

'cause i don't wanna waste my time while these days go by,

i don't, i don't, i don't



i don't wanna waste my life 

waiting for you 


i don't think i should-

day goes by i- , be by myself

i don't think i should-

day goes by i-


not a day goes by i’m thinking I should be by myself

i might deprecate and keep me iffy off someone’s shelf

yes i'm cute enough to think about all ways i can help

(i’m pretty as fu-)

//

Written by: Adam Ben David and Zacharia Arrington
Produced by: thenheturnedaround
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

field (feat. unkept)

beat samples an unreleased brakence

couldn't help myself
and im lost in this check
but its nothin i'd tell you about

i keep addin to my catalogue
every song feels like less
of somethin id be proud of now  


waiting for answers im looking above
stared at that paper until i threw up
spun out the highway made sure u were fine
it might be nice if i could call you mine
and i care more than you're willing to
and i fear this isn't something you wanna do
im broken i got residue
im sober but im so drunk on you


sitting alone in the dance hall
ill be no different and thats all
put all my trust in a lightbulb
splatter the red on my white walls

i got no pride i wont stand tall
idk why ur so spiteful
stole it from me thats not rightful
im on the edge think i might fall

nice call
hope u know you misplaced your trust in me
nightfall
waiting for all of it to go dark on me
thats all
i'll always be the same me
red walls
idk how much more comes out of me


couldn't help myself
and im lost in this check
but its nothin i'd tell you about

i keep addin to my catalogue
every song feels like less
of somethin id be proud of now

i care more than you're willing to

BB i Eat hUmans..

recorded on mac microphone 
prod by me 

say please  
before you take me 
somewhere i don't want to go 
i would rather slit my throat
don't tell me i'm crazy 
that will just make me
get blow up angry 
i'll smash my phone 
i want to keep my door shut 
i'm so done with this arrangement
i feel like i've been worn out 
for like 20 years
i never came downstairs 
i got red in the pigment of my eyes 
now i have false goodbyes

somewhere i don't want to go

Written In The Stars

soundcloud exclusive song enjoy

prod. micheal harrison

(note: no money is being made off of this song, i am aware the beat was purchased exclusively)

somewhere i don't want to go

ginn