songs made with my internal mac microphone that are most likely mixed like shit as well

internal mic

prod me + k3plr 

(lyrics)

ohhh i'll run but my legs giving out
yes i beat the cancer it came out my mouth
don't tell me my health going down
i'll figure it out i'll figure it out
don't ask me what the doctors found
they're probably lying i know it's not mound
inside of my body i'd feel it by now
i don’t feel anything 
blood coming out with the mucus 
on my face it must’ve been the food that i ate
boy life is something you can’t replace
is what they say i’ll test my fate
machines telling lies upon my grave
how could i be dying when i feel great
i’ll stay true to yesterday
it’s been that way how could it change

i'd feel it by now

recorded on mac microphone 
prod by me 

say please  
before you take me 
somewhere i don't want to go 
i would rather slit my throat
don't tell me i'm crazy 
that will just make me
get blow up angry 
i'll smash my phone 
i want to keep my door shut 
i'm so done with this arrangement
i feel like i've been worn out 
for like 20 years
i never came downstairs 
i got red in the pigment of my eyes 
now i have false goodbyes

somewhere i don't want to go

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nothing bitch i'm fucking nothing
how can i be something right now 
judgement yeah i'm full of judgement
everything is flooding towards me
fell apart in like two weeks 
she screaming screw me 
my fundamentals i burnt them all down
i think something was brewing
i acted clueless 
things that i can't shake 
can't let it go ouch 
i think thoughts out loud 
i don't mean to say 
try to trigger me 
in all your little ways
trapped in this building 
planning my escape
only reason i'm here 
stuck in my brain
oh i don't know where i'm going
and oh making something and show it but 
oh no i forgot to charge my phone
now for months i'm gon be low
ain't that funny how it goes
shit it's 10am and i still haven't woke up
and i just quit my pills so i think i might throw up
you can tell that i'm in pain but you still say i look dumb
it kept on going on and i blew like a damn gun

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can u guys tell i like piano lol

my sense of timing 
i find alarming
i can't get back on my own shit 
she said that i'm alarming
i just threw up on the carpet
it glimmer like diamonds on watches
i'm trying my best just to stop it
said i found it alarming 
why you acting disgraceful
eating bread on the table 
did you pray up to god ?
i found that alarming
why so alarming 
i found it alarming 
why so alarming

i found it alarming

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oh i think i lost my lunch
start to hate what ive become
i grew sick of me
i grew sick of this too
sitting in my room
hoping you would hate me
before i hate you
when i needed help nobody came through
i did that too
and i loved you so much it felt like sun
if i needed help you would jump the gun
i don’t deserve that at all
thought if i ran i would make you fall
hey it hurts hate my words
i wish i could spit up
all my thoughts and my fears
they rest in my stomach
building up everyday
no release out of place
no relief nothing changes
but i’d hold on
to you i couldn’t lose
the voice that i woke up to
but i can’t hold on at all
i need to throw up
our love was stuck with super glue
got sick and didn’t have the room
i cant fight all my battles
i’ll let myself puke

puke

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i'll spend months sober
believe lies again
they talk like it's not over
i'll tell you my friend
i'll never see you smile for me again
and that's my fault so i won't complain
it is what it is
i'll deal with that shit
i'll pack my bags up
i'll say we don't mix
and i'll blame it on ya
my body was tired
fear made me a liar

love u mimi

somewhere i don't want to go

ginn