me : https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by : https://www.instagram.com/johnnyfriendmusic/

lyrics :
we don't talk at all
gave you all my adderall
i think that i'm better off
too many problems i can't solve
i've had enough

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2) 

and nobody listens to what i say now
hold my breath i can't escape now
feel like i'm going insane now
can't get rid of all this pain now
yeah you blame it all on me but it's not alright
yeah you're messing with my head and my state of mind
took me so long to see through your lies
but now i do don't waste my time

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2)

18/03/2021

spotify

adderall (prod. johnnyfriend)

prod. @branwenmusic @happytears
@sleepywater

boring w/ sleepwater

december (micheal harrison)

single off of new idealism ep

lyrics

indicate
indicate to me girl that u r right hereee
i’ve been off guide me bae i need u to steer
lights are dim, there’s no ones home, i’ve forgotten all my fears
coz when i see ur face i tend to dry away the tears

nothing else, you is all that’s been on what’s my mind 
i just want u to see that u are what is mine 
i’m sorry i’m who i am and that’s like most the time
i just want u baby can u believe me this time

i just want u baby can u believe me this time
i hope u know that what i show is not what’s inside 
a lot for me to ask but can u ignore all the signs 
i don’t think like they do and i guess with this i’m ripe

and i know
times not moving slow
but with this speed i’m okaaaaaay
reverting back to old ways
but this time i have u 
purple change to blue
nightmares turned to dark days
and hiding out in cold space
until i found u 

still tryna find a way to move 
but i found a source of light and well u might get me thru
u keep forcing me to 
and that’s the honest truth
i’m gonna leave this room my
whole life i was consumed by
something, i never knew why
but now i think there’s 2 sides
and now i’ll live a new life
it’s really do or die

sorry for who i am

sorry for who i am (idealism)

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Bitch you lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

[Verse 1]
Like bitch you're just a fucking pawn in my game
I bet you're hating the way that these things are starting to shape
But honеstly i hate them too i'm taking 3 to the facе
Then every single memory of you starts to fade
Howoahowoah
I never thought that i would need you
But every time i bleed i'm always wanting you to bleed too
Wtf is wrong with me and all these drugs that i just speed through
Yea you fucked me over and i can't believe how much that seed grew

[Chorus]
Bitch you lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

[Verse 2]
And don't you dare try to apologize to me after what you did
Because if i accepted that then you'd have me looking stupid
And my friends warned me, told me that you're good for nothing
And the people that i love i'm just accusing them of bluffing
And my eyes too red i might need some visine (@1after)
Cuz you always tell me "i don't want you high around me"
You're always begging for attention when we disagree
And i'm just happy that i cut you off it set me free cuz bitch

[Chorus]
You lie to me and tell me awful things
I gave you all my heart
You're pulliung all my strings
I never asked you for much i just wanted what i gave in return
Devil on my phone and she wantin me to meet her
Hoowooooah
I'm movin so slow
Feel like it was just yesterday that you were in my home
And now you're running out the door and i am all alone
And this bitch thinks i'm gonna chase her like she's on a throne

weial - throne

yeah i stay high
while u talkin to much cap
yeah i stay high
im too much that u lack
cold like fahrenheit
w that vv on my chest
yeah i stay high 
guess i have that affect

i worked hard for this shit
came up from the gutter
i popped off in this bitch
had to cut off the clutter
yeah im building this bridge
couldnt get out of bed
no i have to deal with this
no i had to deal with it

i was looked down now i lucked up
they done fucked up
i aint dealing w people who dont know who they are on the surface
people so stuck up and they dont wanna know us
it dont matter who we are
we just need to focus

stay high

i don't think that you ever think about me feat. Floopzee [prod. michael harrison]

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

Defiance up to law gon end you up in penitentiary
If science is a flaw, why the formula gon mention me 
Cry up ina ball, but im still stopping all amenities 
Lie straight to us all, and now ur dead with no integrity 

I just ordered the whole restaurant just to pick off half my plate
Ima throw it to peasants they gon think that im a saint
i just go for gold, never 2nd always first
Even if the system old, we all turn to fossil under earth

Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

there goes blospar on his grind
But the difference between me and you
Is i could never spy
I dont give a fuck whether im ahead or im behind
Cause ima make it to the top and beat you in the climb

Flip the page up on my book, but got an ear out for surroundings
I'm the reincarnation of the saint aint that astounding
Double up the interest now watch the stock compounding
Blospar bible watch this is how they crown kings

swag wizard [prod. yunny goldz]

Dusk

Sacred Time

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

maybe next year [capsctrl]

everything in the entire universe is always about love,
and when it isn't about love,
it is about the absence of it.

i don't think that you ever think about me feat. Floopzee [prod. michael harrison]

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