heelflip + losergirlfriend

hello

anyway, speaking of being gay, have you ever played DDR?

trashed in the tech club

🏫🔫

Goated

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Alien Blues But You Fell Apart

I'm not an advertisement I swear
lyrics:

(verse 1 )
Fuck redbull, fuck rockstar, fuck coffee and amp, theres only one drink that makes me happy. Smells so good tastes so sweet its a carbonated dream, sugar sweet dopamine making me feel like me

(chorus)
cause I'm a caffeine head, without it I'd be dead, I've got a deficiency, I need monster energy

(verse 2)
Gives me a grip gives me a kick, fills me with inspiration, I can do anything when I'm on my  caffeine binge. I only feel okay when theres caffeine flowing through my brain. Take a sip, chug it down, It's a one way trip to caffeine town.

Caffeine Head

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

i am here isolated
you are in your room
here i am oddly planted
on the chair in my room

i'm sat here slowly rotting
slowly rotting in my room
you're on the other side of a locked door
i sent an email to the computer in your room



slowly rotting

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
--
remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
--
i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

lyrics: 

one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, everybody mad at me
everybody mad at me
why is everybody mad at me? (fuckkk)
guess i'm bad at me
i guess i'm bad at me

i'm bad at me
i'm bad at me
one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, guess i'm bad at me

one more day

@pnaxx
#techclub
lyrics:

heelflip:
i won't go
i'll stay here
dont worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you

i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what i should do
i don't do shit
i'm bad at being me, and i'm bad at you

oooo
oooo
oooo
oooo

i'm bad at uuu
x6

404me:
I need my time
Need to get my head right
I can't focus 
And I'm not that bright
But u should not worry
I'm here for u
I can't forget 
I'm bad at u 

What can I do 

I'm so bad at u
I'm sorry
Don't care what you do
Only hardly
And you don't forget
Said I'm sorry
I don't wanna fight
Shit was gnarly 

I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u 

I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u
I'm bad at u

heelflip: 
i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you

i won't go
i'll stay here
don't worry
keep your mind clear
i don't worry about what about what you do
or where you've been
i'm bad at you


bad at u w 404me

the thrill-seeking adventure

#techclub
lyrics:

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words, not many more

not many more

not many more

i'm dead nothing more

i'm a loser

i'm always zoning out

too fucked up on the computer

guess i'm dead three times over

sick of what i used to be

not many more

not anymore, not anymore

live by the sword

die by the sword

too many words

not many more, not many more

live by the sword, die by the sword

i hate it

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride
https://open.spotify.com/album/07ds3GizG9fhauv0YzPgwo?si=OSgLiL5bQUuj-GVcuU-7zw

Fried By Fluoride- When Pigs Fly

#techclub

i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder all the time i wonder everyday
i see you when im dreaming when im wide awake
i wonder where i'll go, i wonder where i'll go
x2
i wonder where i'll go
this antipathy is eating me
i fucked up way too bad
now nobody likes me
i wonder everyday, i wonder everday
i see you when im deaming when im wide awake
i wonder what happened? i wonder what happened to you?
you were so great back then now nobody likes you
so i wonder where i'll go i wonder where i'll go
x2

wonder

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

do you hear my heart 
can you hear my blood jump
do you see my eyes 
staring at once was

degerate beliefs are ringing in my head
whats left is dead
Remains a desolate

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

Do you see my mind
replaying you and I
do you see my heart
the thing you tore apart

degerate music is all you left me with
no girl no friends
im like this to the end

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

degenerate music

black and blue

What's Wrong With Bill?

school shooting

Doom e1m1 Remastered

my brain don't work so good
my brain don't work like it should
people say i'm real thick
things they say just never click

i went to special class
somehow i still couldn't pass
all the teachers in the land
couldn't make me understand that i'm

low iq
i can't tie my shoes
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
my earholes go right through
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

they tell me i'm deep in debt
confiscate all my assets
i feel like i'm being oppressed
i don't understand compound interest

truth is i'm just really dumb
pick my nose and suck my thumb
guess i'll always be alone
cuz no one wants a guy with a head full of stones

low iq
put me in a zoo
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
you know that i'll be true
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

me, well, i'm dumb as rocks
this ol' brain is about as good as penny stocks

if i'm the dumbest in the land
does that mean that no one will ever 
hold 
my 
hand?

low iq
if only you knew
i'm low iq
just how much i wanna be with you

low iq
i need loving too
i'm low iq
dumb enough to fall in love with you

low iq
how badly i want to
low iq
fix this useless brain and start anew

extinction

︎heelflip