I would want these to be the last thing I hear

Songs for my death day

I hate change

always mad (so fucked up) (in the back of the class)

bored

LET'S START OVER AGAIN - Belowground reupload

love hurts

leavemedown

black ops

handguns are beautiful

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

Again! (crustsox cover)

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die

.12 GAUGE IN MY BRAIN

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

#techclub

it's irreverent
there's too much, inside my head
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
been subtotaled, been subtracted 
everybody looking for life's magic 
it's irreverent 
it ain't there 
keep looking and you're gonna pull out your hair 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my mind caved in, all crushed out 
there's nothing left, inside my head 
my brains on the wall, blown out 
there's nothing left, inside my mind 
carve my shit down to the rind 
there's nothing left inside my head
i'd be better off, better off dead 
it's irreverent 
there's too much, inside my head 
there's nothing left x3 
oooo 
there's nothing left 
oooo 
well here it goes, life just runs into a pole 
and i'm just so fucked up 
man i don't got any hope 
and everything is ruined, i don't even have a voice 
see my life just isn't perfect, man  
i don't have a choice 
oooo oooo 

there's nothing left

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Song I wrote a long time ago was able to finish :)

Verse 
I hate to see you smile
You drive me fucking wild
You’re such a huge disgrace 
You give me so much pain
I wanna drink away my paranoia and ignore ya 
But you give me so much rage 

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Never texted me now I want 2 fucking kill her

Shoo wap doo wap doo wop shoo wop ou

Verse 
It’s been a while and I’m still broken
I’m so obsessed with u I haven’t gotten over it
Stuck in my head like glue I never thought that we’d be through
So I’ll choose your fate but I still love you 

Chorus 
I wanna see her dead I want 2 fucking kill her 
I wanna bash her head I want 2 fucking kill her
Death won’t be her end I want 2 fucking kill her
Fucking tested me now I want 2 fucking kill her

iw2fkh

- Cookies, Voice And A Writer, Ohio Autumn Leaves, Like It, Clowning Around, COOKING!, The Craftsman, Little Humans,

Violence? Nah! (Check Description For All Influences)

[Verse]
I only kill in the mind state
Unholy and covered in light of the flames of pain
Restlessness
Getting excited is always a terrifying experience
When most your life
You're let down to the point you

[Chorus]
Feel like you lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
My dopamine

Entering a state of blissful rage who am I today

A fury running deep my identity is cut into sectors of forgotten  memories 

I grip life with one thought in mind 

Can I push the limits of my disease

Far past indulgence but into catastrophe entropy I am lustful in trances and sacrifices so bestowed to me     

Lock inside but released among the unknown passers by I'm a walking fantasy 

Caged but free in a free fall I can't escape 

I'm drowning in my sanctuary 

[Verse 2]
And all I got's a candle in the wind
Hope for a way out when the light goes dim
How could I begin to say goodbye to what I've loved?
Do I have the strength to face the light of the sun?

[Chorus]
No
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost

[Outro]
Mm
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost
I lost



Let Down Dopamine  013

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

Femur Breaker

I exist. I love electric guitars more than my life. If I don’t end myself, I might upload something in the distant future but idk music theory.

love hurts

︎heelflip

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