sound cloud playlist

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

junk

edgelord

spotify: https://tinyurl.com/heelfliptechclub

met her in tech club
our eyes met from across the room
she made me want to act up
seeing her, what a view

oooooooo
i wna be with you
ooooooooo
no one else will do

oooooo
i need to be with you
ooooooo
i promise to be true

met you in tech club
your pretty looks
i have to stare
at you in this tech club
im just so hooked
but you dont care

ooooooooo
i wna be with you
ooooooooo
no one else will do

im so mad in tech clubbbb
im so sad in techc lubbbbb
im ao bad in tech clubbbbbbb
im so trashed in tech clubbbbbbb

tech club

the walls close in
Dont know what I feel
Black eyes untrue 
I am deformed 

Come on
Feel it
Let it out 

Come on 
Breath it
You’re never getting out 

Where is my sight 
No longer see right 
Search for my clue 
Fake lights confuse

Writhe - Deformed

Hey Ramona

A Punk Song

@hallowedbeats

hey hey hey
listen to the full album here 

https://hallowedbeats.bandcamp.com/album/acoustic-songs-you-can-lock-yourself-in-your-room-to

hallowed-johnny will you

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

tech club

︎heelflip