lyric video: https://youtu.be/FN6JwMYWOg4
shoutout @wishlane for the extra production & background vocals :3

he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go

he said i could take you anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when its just u & me :)
but i think he's delusional
he's down to much to drink
swam across the ocean
just for him to watch me sink

he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)

he said i could take u anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when it's just u & me :)
and baby i'm delusional
i've had to much to drink
the image in my head
of us together
makes me sink

STEMS

runaway

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/horizon-2

lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre

i wanted to make the ending as loud as possible
special thank you @habiboi for the wonderful viola :)

10/7 (officially one week!!)

lyrics:
prepare me for the worst
expecting this to hurt a lot
so show me what it’s worth
cause i know that i talk too much
actions always have their consequence
building repercussions
am i cognizant?
could you be more condescending??
it’s never ending 
so please don’t waste my time

cause every second it takes
im only one step away
from breaking apart
i made a fool of myself
just a tool on the shelf
to break, bend, and mold
im so tired of the cold
and this feeling is getting old
(you'll reap what you sow, dont repeat last commotion)
i lost respect for you long ago 

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man
what the fuck
restart
(be nice 2 me)

(re)percussion

drown (grayskies)

prod arjuna feat @jukuko

what you mean i’m lost?
well baby i feel found
can’t you hear that sound
well baby i’m crashing down
i can see right through your blouse
it’s making me feel aroused
can’t kick out the house, when you smoking on my loud
that’s when i knew i fell in love
got me floating like a dove
back and forth, this shit is tuff
tribulations acting up
that’s the thing about me, i don’t really give a fuck
comes with the territory
i’m talking bout your love

please let my head fall gently on you lap
i’ll trace a map from the tattoos on your back
we’ll keep it moving, there won’t be time to relax
i hope you hear what i’m saying
cause that’s the only thing on my brain

🎵

i’ve been going over and over in my head
baby i can’t see you as a friend
we’re holdin on to something real
i still feel a way about you
your skin on mine
i feel a way
about you inside 
i talk to muse when i’m alone at night
and i just wanna stay here by your side 
forever and ever

please let my head fall gently on you lap
i’ll trace a map from the tattoos on your back
we’ll keep it moving, there won’t be time to relax
i hope you hear what i’m saying
cause that’s the only thing on my brain

🎵

score w/ jukuko

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8uJV3F9Xso
https://open.spotify.com/track/3cQGN2mg5nXCwufwr3GEC7?si=2c30b726ba0f4ed2

written by blissom
produced by blissom
main guitar by @starsbeforesunrise

and if u see me im better off alone
im busy dreaming of a better home

u knew it wasnt right
the signs didnt lie
i stayed up all night
just watching the sky

try catching up but youre falling back
u wanna slow down but thats too bad
the days are going and going fast
like every dread ridden dream youve had

im falling over and over again
just to make this one moment last
cant get enough of the voice you have
ill fall to pieces if you just ask

moment5

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

EVERYTHING BY ME, ALBUM OUT SOON <3

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn

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stream | download

thorns

i miss u
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7KZm0nQJ0zlNnutRrh10du?si=61aZH4OLS_mrmPIrY87wmw&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:

and just this summer
i realized
whats the point of crying
when u never want
to come back

these photos, these words, these messages i read
the bracelet i got, and the money i spent
is something ill never forget

oh u never realized the things that i did
neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
everything
you asked me for

i cant go outside or think about something else
when ur on my mind
girl u took away my heart
crushed it with ur hands
and made things worse

the time i consumed into writing these texts,
the things that i did,
even planned all those things,
for u
just to always say no
or planned on leaving after
i expressed my feelings

(its okay i still think that u are the best
ill never get over this
never forget
how i felt
when u were there
my love for u girl its crazy how its there)

i tried i tried
im sitting in my room once again
and i cry
u made me who i am but i hate all of it,
all these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
and im weak
and i hate
but i love the way u act
even if u dont care
im scared of the future cus u are not here
the love of my life disappeared like u were
never there

the past 8 months i tried
to make u realize
i never tried to hurt u

i know u werent happy
but its okay my dear
ur better now
and aslong as ur here
im fine with that
cus my life is nothing without u

and just this summer
i realized
this was the best time of my
life with u being mine
the love that i sent
and the one u gave back
is something ill
never try to hide again
cus why should i leave it all behind
i never got to hold onto ur hands
or get a taste of ur lips once again
before u left
what happened to the part where u said
we'd both grow old together
and get a bunch of cats
live a happy life

drown (grayskies)

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