loop by gavin hadley

lyrics:

yeah you said

down the line maybe we could reconnect

but my guess is

you got tied up with things

i heard you're killing out west

gotta run soon, trust me

i know how it goes

and you're gone by the morning

where you'll wind up

baby i don't know

on the run 11.29.22 10:01 pm

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

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i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

clock out just to be unsatisfied
i hate how they act when their not around me
i think that they care but its synthesized
now all i can trust is this synthesizer

so what do you expect from me
i can only do so much
having trouble keeping it all going
itll never be the same as it was

take it all theres nothing left
take it all theres nothing
their hands they pull me off my bed
its fine i guess, their not a threat

digesting all the things you said x2 
ill hate their guts until im dead
thats what i get, gave you my best

and its not even like im over anything
maybe can we resume
come back in, ill freak out, my actions
breed catastrophe
don't care anymore im done, dont care anymore i won
dont care anymore, dont care like before i was

so upset, with myself, i regret everything, everything, everything
that ive done
tried my best every time, im depressed every night, every night, every night

threat

fuck my mic brok e

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

p. mitsa and young cobain

breath like cigarette smoke
staring out my window
im waiting for a text back
are we even official?
im overthinking all the time
i cant get you off my mind
im texting “can we hangout”
i just wanna see your eyes
darlin its a little bit to cold outside
your nose is gettin red 
please lets just go inside
oh i can warm your hands up
do you want all my love?
you say that your leaving
and going back to your house

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up

snow right on ur windshield
smoke coming from your car 
kissing in the back seat
scared of getting addicted
are we moving to fast for you?
do you like the things that i do?

i walk past your house
see your bedroom light on
my hearts beating so fast
please dont tell me its true
i see another guy in the bed
where im supposed to be 
it should be me in the same room with you
laying next to me 

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up
(x2)

why did you lie

hey
I know the last time we spoke
Wasn’t all that nice
But it’s okay
I miss you dearly
But what I have to say
Might upset you

A big ol treehouse
All the way in New Zealand
It got away from us
Yet again my dear

The dream is dead
The dream is dead

the dream is dead

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one hit wonder💔


cover art: @1mugwump
prod: @ZUUBEK

lyrics:
@imnotvrycreative
Too imperfect to want perfection
And my intention ain't to leave you guessing
It's not the plan, and it never was
And if it's broken, still count my blessings
You down on your luck, then I'd use up all the wishes that I can
And you know I would
You say the word, and I'd cut back just to cut off slack
If you need a scapegoat, then it's all my bad
And I would still call it worth
And I'd give back everything I have in exchange for a few things that you haven't
And you know I would

@savpass9
Yeah, I didn't wanna let you notice
Fall in love with the one who's closest
Got me losing track of what's important to me
Wanna be the only focus
When the night comes, will you call it?
Or will you leave our feelings dormant?
Let me stay another night, another night
When the night comes, will you call it?

@terraineterraine
When you wish upon a star
Know I know right where you are
Way you treated me was blasphemy
You're tearing me apart
You want me to play my part
Why you keeping me afar?
Wanna be my other half
You should've said that from the start
Didn't wanna let you notice me
Come stand close to me
While you're staring at the ceiling
Know I see you in my dreams
Know the act of chasing after you is not as easy as it seems
All these thoughts can cloud my judgment
It's as simple as I need you to believe

@savpass9
Yeah, I didn't wanna let you notice
Fall in love with the one who's closest
Got me losing track of what's important to me
Wanna be the only focus
When the night comes, will you call it?
Or will you leave our feelings dormant?
Let me stay another night, another night
When the night comes, will you call it?

CALL IT [prod. ZUUBEK]

sobriety

p. peril

"i still love you though, have a great day and a great life"

why did you lie

jayne