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ericdoa niztopia charity stream

1 year old lil trap remix i fouhnd on the old files iykyk :3 derp

i wish you were here

made it 2 years back

lyrics 

what did i do to you
sat down and i stay true to you 
i watched them laugh at you 
and that day made me mad at you

i said goodbye to you
white ivy
what do i mean to you
i said a lie to you
white ivy
what is the difference then
he didn’t love her
what can you ask in an offer
he made a son and a daughter
baby did not know his father 
always stayed close to that bottle 
he found mom in a brothel 
i had to learn what hurt is 
i can tell you it’s awful 
i had to lay where the dirt is
i knew pops was an asshole 
he made a son and a daughter 
baby did not know his father 

what did i do to you
sat down and i stay true to you 
i watched them laugh at you 
and that day made me mad at you

white ivy

one last life
one more try
one last breath
one more cry
is this what love sounds like
show me what love looks like
i ripped out the pages
i lied i threw up
oh the truth, i can't face it
I'll be emanciated
act like i don't recall
what you said about it all
think I'll rest before you call

phone call

produced by daywxtch

lyrics:
i can't get it
live through sedatives

huffed up all the nitrous to my fucking lungs
oxide helps me believe that we fell in love
closely, holding you closely to my chest
guiding, guiding me closely to my breast
too modest, never catch me showing you up
hold you close you're high importance
coast to coast, overseas
bitch, i stay imported
don't act like your a fan of me
i stay being extorted

i can't get it
live through sedatives 

go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know

damn

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lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

i made a wrong move
i tie both my shoes straight
darling what's new?
you're half a world away
i bite my tongue and graze my teeth
at something only god can see
ask the teller, "what's got into me?"
he just sighed and gave me sympathy
my love, what's new?
my love, what's new?
my brown leather skin
your face of an angel
i repent for my sins
hear your voice close my eyes i'm in that condo again
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid

what's new

clock out just to be unsatisfied
i hate how they act when their not around me
i think that they care but its synthesized
now all i can trust is this synthesizer

so what do you expect from me
i can only do so much
having trouble keeping it all going
itll never be the same as it was

take it all theres nothing left
take it all theres nothing
their hands they pull me off my bed
its fine i guess, their not a threat

digesting all the things you said x2 
ill hate their guts until im dead
thats what i get, gave you my best

and its not even like im over anything
maybe can we resume
come back in, ill freak out, my actions
breed catastrophe
don't care anymore im done, dont care anymore i won
dont care anymore, dont care like before i was

so upset, with myself, i regret everything, everything, everything
that ive done
tried my best every time, im depressed every night, every night, every night

threat

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

p. mitsa and young cobain

breath like cigarette smoke
staring out my window
im waiting for a text back
are we even official?
im overthinking all the time
i cant get you off my mind
im texting “can we hangout”
i just wanna see your eyes
darlin its a little bit to cold outside
your nose is gettin red 
please lets just go inside
oh i can warm your hands up
do you want all my love?
you say that your leaving
and going back to your house

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up

snow right on ur windshield
smoke coming from your car 
kissing in the back seat
scared of getting addicted
are we moving to fast for you?
do you like the things that i do?

i walk past your house
see your bedroom light on
my hearts beating so fast
please dont tell me its true
i see another guy in the bed
where im supposed to be 
it should be me in the same room with you
laying next to me 

oh why
did you lie?
oh you made me hate myself
so much more back then
oh why
did you lie?
oh you dont know right from wrong
baby just give it up
(x2)

why did you lie

jayne