insane! you enter a new world listening to this.

:
he has fallen

a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a blackjack
i wonder if this is his medication 
wait a minute i'm having a dissociation

that's me 
trying to be free
i want to see different colors
tired of my pc
i know i said i'm fine
im tryna see the vision
but i think im blind
 
a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a damn snack
i wonder if this is my medication 
i know i must get rid of this situation

none of it
i wanted none of it
its hard to admit
but i wanted none of it
im not toxic baby
but i have to say i wanted none of it

im being honest with you 
cuz i just wanted to fuck
didn't want to fall in love
was looking for the sweet spot
i had to lock in
hadn't kissed til eighteen
thank you for the thrill of it
but now im trying to be free
like i said before
i hope you understand
no no not anymore
i hope you understand
dont blame yourself 
im pretty sure im gonna miss your touch
out of my hell
girl this is a farewell

none of it
i wanted none of it
none of it
i wanted none of it


dissociated

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/i-give-up-on-you

i give up on you
our love was untrue
i give up on you
i cant see this through
im done with the pain
theres nothing to say
because your promises faded
my heart feels betrayed

did the night calls mean anything to you
or were you only chasing something new
i gave it all but what did you do
was it real or just a game to you

i see you in my dreams i know i miss you so
but i just cant understand why you let me go
your love was radiant now its barely there
i wish i could rewind but you left me on read
im chasing the past but its fading now
im stuck in my head i cant shut you out
miss the way it felt now its full of doubt
im lost in the moment and i cant find the ground

i give up on you

i give up on you

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

TAKE CARE OF HER, SHE WAS THERE EVEN BEFORE MYSELF, LISTEN CONSCIOUSLY AND MAKE SURE SHE IS SAFE AT ALL COSTS. 

POSTSCRIPT: DO NOT LEAVE HER HUNGRY, SHE DOES NOT LIKE IT AS WE ALL USED TO

 -3000 B*TCH!

when i was a kid i wanted to be a junkie

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkyWL0EXOp8

fucking my brain up beyond imagination
and i just wanted to tell you this
im kinda in a fucked up situation
and the thought of it has me screaming for my life

spoil me i'm so precious you're
all i see like oh my god my eyes
lets party until we die i cry, i cry

close your eyes and with me run away
left me alone to figure out x2

so dont talk x4

and i act like i hate it but i love when you pull me out 
pretend you're in my bed i know youll see me around

and now i find myself here and im singing to you
cause i spent all my time in hell just reading the room
i wanna tell on myself over something we had
man i need it bad, cause i caught myself looking at
you with nothing to prove, ah so
don't confuse me with all your weird ass friends
who could use me the way you do? please
just don't pollute me, go and place your bet

gimme some respect
ill never give a fuck about a label or a check
i only give a fuck about myself and all my friends
cause im the greatest, im the best
im a bit jaded i confess cause
everything i say sounds like a cop out
i swear it's not, im just busy
man all i wanna do is rock out 
cause all you ever do is miss me fuck off 

me and you got alot of crazy shit to go and do
but my brain's so amazing when im in solitude
so if you make advances i might take em for ya wanting to fight
i started music off an ego trip i wanna start this too
i parted ways with satan to give my heart to you
so if i take these chances man im hoping for a wild night am i right?

party anthem

one one one

feat.
@lovely_liz_real

prod.
@lovely_liz_real
@flervia
@niruah

cant do this

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

dissociated

kaynn

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