insane! you enter a new world listening to this.

:
he has fallen

a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a blackjack
i wonder if this is his medication 
wait a minute i'm having a dissociation

that's me 
trying to be free
i want to see different colors
tired of my pc
i know i said i'm fine
im tryna see the vision
but i think im blind
 
a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a damn snack
i wonder if this is my medication 
i know i must get rid of this situation

none of it
i wanted none of it
its hard to admit
but i wanted none of it
im not toxic baby
but i have to say i wanted none of it

im being honest with you 
cuz i just wanted to fuck
didn't want to fall in love
was looking for the sweet spot
i had to lock in
hadn't kissed til eighteen
thank you for the thrill of it
but now im trying to be free
like i said before
i hope you understand
no no not anymore
i hope you understand
dont blame yourself 
im pretty sure im gonna miss your touch
out of my hell
girl this is a farewell

none of it
i wanted none of it
none of it
i wanted none of it


dissociated

God & Her Paintbrush

https://soundcloud.com/smiile-music
single 4
produced by nocturnnne
https://nocturnnne.bandcamp.com/track/paintings-of-heaven-w-secret-girlfriend

[nocturnnne]
ellie , ellie , ellie , do you know who you're talking to ?
left a gift on the counter , it's all for you
let us use your fingertips to paint a different hue 'cuz
its been gettin harder n harder to make you to pick and choose

[Secret Girlfriend]
fuck what im about, right?
might fuck up my jugular and drop another album tonight
i dont know where i begin and when my voice declines
i dont wanna live like this until the day i die

[nocturnnne]
it was home in her hands , i felt like a bug
clung onto her leg , said "it's not enough"
tell me star , tell me , why have you run out of love ?
lifepuppet , left the house , you know that you left me unplugged

Paintings Of (HEAVEN) w/ Secret Girlfriend

i woke up to the song of the sun_20250318

Everybody lives once. This music is going to take you on a wonderous journey through lands never seen, saw, heard or even tasted (especially tasted). Get ready, prepare your seatbelt, for this is going to be one hell of a fabulous time!
Born once? I don't think so... at least not like this! Get ready to live for the first time EVER in your life. It will be an experience of life. For this.... is the Album of Life.

credits:

bald1
john riddim (featured artist)
clap (description)
my friends and family

dissociated

kaynn

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