Whuuut how did I miss you dropped it?!?!?! 🥰

stage crew 1/6
produced by inci0
mixed & mastered by inci0

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I'm trapped, I'm trapped, I'm trapped
It was an act
She told me that she love me and I think I love her back
I know that she's a mess, but I guess that that's the best part
I ain't ever felt this loved

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

[Verse 2]
Yeah she's a homecoming queen
And she's expecting a lot of me, I see
Yeah she loves the attention
She keeps getting stares
I ain't nothing to mention
I'm tripping on stairs
I made a fool of myself
Way too many times
I need to cool on myself
Self-esteem is way too low
I'm always checking my cell
In public in my iPhone camera
Tryna change my appearance
To fit their standards

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

[Bridge]
Coroner had tried to void my death
yeah, tried to void my death
Coroner had tried to void my death
void my death, void my death, void my death

[Chorus]
Even the coroner tried to avoid my death
She's a hoarder, she's one sided, knows my friends
And ignores them when they try to speak
It's annoying
But I still love her and call her my only one
It's only fun
No it ain't ever that serious, 451
Yeah she's burning them books now
With only her looks now
Lay down on the carpet
Unbutton her shirt now
Her parents downstairs

stage crew

coroner

Change

@1dxn
@daikore

also on spofy
https://open.spotify.com/track/3vEbXVYV46SLZZCkYUf4Cs?si=79d3bba0dd704c16

control + ☆ and daikyu

cover art by @1dxn

my face has kinda pissed me off today
constantly think bout tearin off my face
i wouldnt mind if you just looked the other way
cause i dont think i wanna move today

dont worry bout me this is just the usual
im fighting all my inner thoughts like its the crucible
and now i think i wanna die guess its about time
look for friendship cause u might end up without mine

i cant be fucked with my face anymore
tough luck, thats great, honestly im so bored
i dont wanna be myself
hiding from my feelings yeah i put em on a shelf
both my fuckin parents said theyre worried for my health
but im too fuckin scared to admit that i need some help

i look at myself in the mirror like a stranger
if i did it would it end up that i hate her
i dont even know if what i see is danger
is it really that bad if i play it safer

guess im just worried bout myself
dont know if im lying or not i can never tell
i pack these feelings on the shelf
this isnt dramatic its not as if this is hell

that's great!

prod @advxrse Don't know when the next one will be I just do it for fun

[@v2nthan]
swear i try 2 hard
to be som1 im not
it just feels so wrong
gotta calm my mind
there's tears in my eyes

[@me]
and its all my fault
i cant write this song
i need something else
ik u cant tell :/

i know u cant tell
knew that something's up

and i try to forgive you
but i can't find the issue
all this shit that i sit through

[@v2nthan]
is it somethin i said?
and i got all of these questions but ik i'll forget
and this glock gon teach a lesson
it's gon leave em fa dead
get out my bed
takin these meds to function
wish i was a better person
ig i'll just watch it worsen
no i won't deal wit ya now
nun to worry about

[@me]
wasting time and it hurts
i can't take back what i said
i keep expecting the worst

is it something I said w venthan

thanks @beaslikeness

@me!
I don't wanna talk about it that's just who I am
u tell me I should be special but I know I cant
I wish I was someone else but then instead I ran
I just wanted to be friends don't treat me like a fan

im startin to wish I was normal
callin me a freak u don't have to be so formal
look at me that way and im startin to get hopeful
tossin me aside u should focus on ur laurels

@bobyaccount:
and you should focus on yourself a bit
stuck up on your words all that selfish shit
i slammed my head into the cabinet
no more meltdowns i ain't havin it
my face is gettin just a little red
i thought that you were quitting cigarettes
i locked myself in the other room
i seal my lips dont wanna bother you

me ;
guess im sittin lookin at the willows
saw ur face in the mirror head stuck to the pillow
tryna keep it to myself but u got my signal
I just youd look away I feel so abysmal

why would u think that im like that
I don't wanna make u hate me I wont fight back
lets just see how long the night lasts
im so hung up tryna find myself the right man

I don't wanna talk about it that's just who I am
u tell me I should be special but I know I cant
I wish I was someone else but then instead I ran
I just wanted to be friends don't treat me like a fan

im startin to wish I was normal
callin me a freak u don't have to be so formal
look at me that way and im startin to get hopeful
tossin me aside u should focus on ur laurels

I don't wanna talk about it that's just who I am
u tell me I should be special but I know I cant
I wish I was someone else but then instead I ran
I just wanted to be friends don't treat me like a fan
x2

cigarettes + bea

go outside

feat @rrekzu
prod. kittyflwr and t57thetank
(reuploaded)

(me)
pockets green like hierophant
heavy i cant fuckin stand
you bitches i cannot stand
when i shoot a fuckin shot
you know that its gonna land
frosty on my wrist i got that ice up on my hand

(@rrekzu)
put a sniper to his face
if he wanna talk put his ass doa
n im chillin with ur hoes
i cant trust em
when i see em pop a four
i could bust em
i cant worry boutta bitch
n im posted with my clique
u must think that this is it...
pull up bro he cannot run
from afar got a 50 n he done.

(me)
so you'd better not talk
lots of time that i wasted on you
smokin all on this pack
left here doing all ik how to

get pockets green like hierophant
heavy i cant fuckin stand
you bitches i cannot stand
when i shoot a fuckin shot
you know that its gonna land
frosty on my wrist i got that ice up on my hand

tripped and i fell over you
wastin my life over you
please just shut up
im just so fucking done
i wasted all my time
just give me wtf i need and ill be alr

hierophant feat. rekzu (kittyflwr+t57)

i forgot to post this
circa february 2024

heartbeat (jersey remix)

sumwhere geeked prod bbuggin

Let the Light Back Inside

@wishaw-swag-district @aisle-4 

Art basically all by @1dxn
send me opens 1cogan on discord

that's great!

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