prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch (hartfxlt)

@flojy co-prod thanks <3

Lyrics:
ive been tryna make this right for us
even when it feels like its too much
baby u just left me in the dirt
took my heart and left it there to die
all ur words were poison, just a lie
screaming at the mirror, im asking why?

why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~

been missing u, im missing us
thought this love was more than just the dust.
now I’m drowning in the words that you have said,
echoes of ur voice, still stuck in my head
i still see ur face when i close eyes
golden hour glow while we're watching the sun rise
but im asking why?

why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~

but the light dont last, just like ur love
and the warmth we had just faded out
girl i fucking hate u
u could nvr understand all the shit ive been through
now my hearts is turning dark
after all the shit ive done for u
girl i gave u everything
but u threw it out like it's nothing
tell me something,
just anything u wanna say, say

why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~
why~ why~ why~

poison, just a lie.

"scared of what's true" produced by @ry63r

Performed/Written by @counterxo

scared of what's true

scared of what's true (ryder)

tweak out ft 4hantasy [jayysoul x fa$hion killa]

i cant sleep but when i can its vivid dreams of my own death
i could feel my life leaving and every thought inside my head
is this it
is this the last breath that i dreamed of
for so long
i feel it coming on

deleting memories out of my phone thatll last forever
im sorry i am who i am i wish that i could be better
was it all for nothing
can you tell me one thing
do you really love me
i hate that you wont be there to witness my journey

can you tell that im hurting?
its all im deserving of
i am a human
a worthless human

i cant wait till i shed all this flesh
i wont miss a single thing that ive left
except your love and attention
but thats something that i never had
we were supposed to last
i miss your laugh
i miss your name
i miss your face
aimee
if youre listening to this please know
youll forever have a heart inside my soul
i hate that
you have to seperate to grow
heart cold cant believe you left me freezing in this snow
ur fucking gross
play with my head some more i know its what you love to do the most
3 years
of undivided love
was not enough
to make you stay
wtf could i do
to prove to you
at this point
that i am enough
nothing
absolutely fucking nothing
and i hate it
i hate every second of it

i need you
to breathe life into me
i know that you
want nothing to do with me

untitled

My best song by far (=^_^=) 2:45 prod lyn
feat. @atiniz & @lumyere

↓↓lyrics↓↓

@ivoruu || 0:13
when it falls down,
will you pick me up
i feel haunted
i think i'm out of love

i don't wanna let go,
i know that i can't
a charming afternoon
your honey's so sweet (so sweet)

i think that you know about me,
the water's so clear
i'm drowning down deep
(drowning down deep)

i fell for you,
and you pushed me off
i'm picking up the pieces
i'm righting all my wrongs

i'm writing all my feelings
i'll put em in a song
i always feel mistaken,
we never get along

i wanna be your sidekick
you fool me twice, i hate it
i can't lie you're distinctive
you're who i want, it's blatant

@atiniz || 0:50
im guessing you just want a problem
you was talking down 
but now ur at the bottom
always talking down
we gon' throw him in a pack
shoot em' up like it is laser tag
tell me what you such a bitch for?
break me out of the curse
yeah, we kick him to the curb
can you help me?
help me find the cure
she be asking how i am
and i just don’t know what to say
talking shit to me yuh
just get outta my way
yuh, stay in yo lane
bitch, just stay in your lane
cuz you driving me insane
cuz you driving me insane
yuh, driving me insane

@lumyere || 1:26
on a death race to find my destiny
so why you testing me?
that mag go centipede
these hoes get under my skin, they've been stressing me
still wish the best for me
my bitch the best for me

if i pass away today, don't go avenging me
i care a lot 'bout how you feel, so don't feel bad for me
when you switch up on my name, don't come running back to me
i try my best to show i care, but it backfires on me

not one for rivalries
come here, get high with me
don't even say hi to me
that shit be driving me

up and down the wall~
up and down i fall~
just to land in your arms by the time of nightfall~

@ivoruu || 2:04
when it falls down,
will you pick me up
i feel haunted
i think i'm out of love

i don't wanna let go,
i know that i can't
a charming afternoon
your honey's so sweet (so sweet)

i think that you know about me,
the water's so clear
i'm drowning down deep
(drowning down deep)

i fell for you,
and you pushed me off
i'm picking up the pieces
i'm righting all my wrongs

i'm writing all my feelings
i'll put em in a song
i always feel mistaken,
we never get along

i wanna be your sidekick
you fool me twice, i hate it
i can't lie you're distinctive
you're who i want, it's blatant

what i want (p. lynU)

prod. injury

i tore you down while reaching for your hand
i called it love, but you could barely stand
you stayed so long i thought that you would understand
but i was lost before i even began


and every time you looked at me like i was slipping through
i brushed it off, said "i'm just tired," when i was tired of the truth
and somedays i think it would be easier just leaving you 
but i dont think im strong enough to start anew

now i see the weight i've placed in your chest
words i left unsaid built a fortress of regret
you were bleeding from the love i never fed
i think this might be the beginning of the end

just tell me, just tell me is this really the end
just tell me, just tell me, is it all in my head

the end.

우리추억이 becomes fucking burden
you would choke on him 내가얼마벌든
내가자살해도 you would never shed a tear
i gave u everything but you still doubt me

see me see me see me on the bestgore soon
be me be me but ended up ghosting u
kill me forgive me but it woudnt work the best
after that all my rooms covered with blood and messed

4yumiiiii

너 없는 이 밤은 내게 nightmare
i hate myself 혼자 못들어 잠에
i miss u arm 난 진짜 모르겠어 하나도
그냥 날 꼭 안아줘
ilysm 이런 말로 부족 하지만
yeah i just wanna make u mine
Just thinking about that time makes me dizzy 
What you do makes me go crazy
You said you were fine, but I can tell something’s not right 
내 마음은 상관 없으니까 그냥 가둬놔
i keep going back and forth in my head it’s making me crazy

if u want 되줄게 너 만의 한남
i don’t want something like 조건만남
i really want u 내 맘대로 살아
ilysm 진짜 뭐든지 할게

I think ima pull up
on your besfr1end

bullet to his dome
he got no sense

yeah he tough
around the hoes
thats that nonsense

dat lil boy my clone
work in progress

ughh
dm to phone 
i wont see it

eughh 
bitch im never home
overseas yeah

im the fuckin' boy
u wanna be yeah

i could neva see 
or wanna be ya

yeah
quiet on the set

watch me do it
yeah 

bitch they be on dick
tryna eat me yeah

 you aint on shit
you a lil bitch

all my brothers up
and they tote sum

if u want smoke
we gon roast sum

i dont need a sniper
gon get close yuh

when im wit my broz
i do the most yuh

heard u talkin' on my name
i cant fuhk wit ya



FRIDAY NIGHT FUNKIN YAY!!! WHOOO!









yeah
quiet on the set

watch me do it
yeah 

bitch they be on dick
tryna eat me yeah

 you aint on shit
you a lil bitch

all my brothers up
and they tote sum

if u want smoke
we gon roast sum

i dont need a sniper
gon get close yuh

when im wit my broz
i do the most yuh

heard u talkin' on my name
i cant fuhk wit ya


I think ima pull up
on your besfr1end

bullet to his dome
he got no sense

yeah he tough
around the hoes
thats that nonsense

dat lil boy my clone
work in progress

ughh
dm to phone 
i wont see it

eughh 
bitch im never home
overseas yeah

im the fuckin' boy
u wanna be yeah

i could neva see ya
wanna be ya yeah




sumthin I just had fun making

bestfr1end w/ pico p.nightiger

I Smash fucking your head.
You got a twin like a fake.
Bitches, don't stay.
I got a knife you fucking dead.

I Smash fucking your head.
You got a twin like a fake.
Bitches, don't stay.
I got a knife you fucking dead.



knife you fucking die.
I feel like a bad.
Yo bitches I'm a fine.
You're a fucking snitch.

(click - clack - bang).
you dead. 

knife you fucking die.
I feel like a bad.
Yo bitches I'm a fine.
You're a fucking snitch.

(click - clack - bang).
you dead. 

bestfr1end w/ pico p.nightiger

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