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Cool Shit 5

krying full discography

prod @neohnq
master @chriad
00x decayedd 4L
lyricsds:

saw u at the train stop w ur friends
hope u didnt see my face shocked,, once agn
bbgrl u make my brain rot its all in my headd
i got bad habits cant stop.. ima end up dead :o

when i see ur face all i feel is sadness
nvr thought it wld get to here but it happened
on my own cuz u left me in the past tense
its tragic, im stuck ifeel trappd man://
itry 2 dig myself up but i cant get out 
no one fna hear me so i can cry out loud
i cn scream n shout but u still wont respond
ik u can see my frown but udont care at all............

i feel dead thnk im dead, its too late now\
they get loud in my hed im insane now
off the pills off the meds cope tha pain yaa
we do it all, all again js to breakup         (x2)

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i think it's all in my head (neohn)

@yyuskee @neohnq

out now on spotify






feel alive

#feelAlive 🕊️ (neohn)

https://youtu.be/bkIMBoP70iY?si=HZJYJ-_D0aGYqyWY

Ch:1 2023
prod @neohnq @junshi163
mastered by @chriad

lyrics 

i got different types of crystals on my body btch im up
i got different types of issues calling but i wont pick up
sorry i dont wna talk ive been steady chasing bucks
its like ever since i popped a pill i fell in luv

iv been off the x so i keep it on the nightstand
fighting w myself i keep a cutter in my right hand
she said tht im nice man
ik she'll get frightened when she see me off th 40 
i swear its getting tiring

got a call frm above
see my heart pick it up
said i cant find the one
why dont we prove them all wrong tonight?
ive been drowning in pain u see it inside my eyes
red diamonds on my face its bloody gems when i cry

& i think u love it.. thts another discussion 
(we can forget it tonight but i wont leave it behind)
i cant be stuck in the past so ill just act like its alright

i aint lookin back i promise ill b moving forward
i wish tht i told her (how much she means 2 mee)
ik ill; b thinking of these days when im older
thinking of the pillies on the shelf i swear they fuck me over

spotify

my blood & your gems (neohn x junshi) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ek2vbp6J1f4zwCjkjBBq6?si=c60ea7ba86514c60

:)) hope u all like it
^ ty c: 
@domerrz 
prod @neohnq

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/neohnq/

[@domerrz]
I can't go back 2 the way things were 
everything is a constant blur
I cut you off, I feel reserved
every night I toss n turn

I call your phone, you don't pick up
You've been gone too long, yea I had to give it up
Yeah, I hear your voice, and it hurts
hear your voice, and it hurts

Yet my souls been attached I can't fathom the sorrow
I can't do this today can we wait till tomorrow? 
My heart hurts again
Can't help but to feel helpless 
Heart been broke too many times
lookin in the mirror I see something I cant leave behind
You're so deceiving I feel nothing for you but despise 
Say you didn't mean it but you cant look me right in the eyes (look me right in the eyes)

your voice (neohn)

prod @neohnq

嫌いなんてさ君は言うかな
世界条理とか僕のせいで
崩れ落ちた人の尊厳
拾い上げて種を蒔きましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
ママは言ったのひとりで生きてゆくの

重ねる生活永遠
そこで生きる意味を見出して
叶えたい夢はもうないな、ひとり部屋の中
画面越しに見えた頃に戻りたい
君とともにいたい、ただひとりがいい
わたし気づいたんです、でも叶わない
もう戻らない、夢は儚くてさみしいよ

嫌いなんてさ君が言うから
脆い心は壊れちゃって
こぼれ落ちたわたしの愛を
拾い上げて蒔いてみましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
連れて行ってよハッピーエンドへの結末

mind garden ܤ (neohn)

prod. neohn & yashio :)

lyrics:
you're all i've ever wanted
and i don't care bout that but i know they keep talking
they wanna be like us everytime we walk in 
and i'll be by your side, even when the world ends

cause they don't know you like i do
and they don't know the shit that we've been through 
and all of the nights where i bled for you
tell me baby, would you bleed for me too?

cause you're the one i want now 
tell me that you want me
anytime you cry girl 
just wipe it off my white tee   
and when i'm off the drugs
girl i hope you know i'm sorry
think about the past
that shit comes back just to haunt me 

but i swear that i try
i don't want you to cry
but i feel like a burden that's stuck by your side
i can't believe that you're mine 
think we we're made for each other
didn't care about the others 
oh my god, i really love her 
my thoughts are getting louder
been up working for some hours
to be honest i don't know what i would do without her

cause you're the one i want now 
tell me that you want me
anytime you cry girl 
just wipe it off my white tee   
and when i'm off the drugs
girl i hope you know i'm sorry
think about the past
that shit comes back just to haunt me

you're all i've ever wanted
and i don't care bout that but i know they keep talking
they wanna be like us everytime we walk in 
and i'll be by your side, even when the world ends

cause they don't know you like i do
and they don't know the shit that we've been through 
and all of the nights where i bled for you
tell me baby, would you bleed for me too?

Even when the world ends (neohn yashio)

girl you know im right here
when times are tough 
i'll be right there
cause you've seen all my cuts
and it's not fair
and i'll bleed for you like it's nothing..
baby that's another discussion

i think i'm disgusting
i'll be dead in the morning 
don't know what to say
so i'll record it 
i don't like my face
that's why i don't show it

i get stuck in my head
that shit doesn't help
i don't wanna talk cus i don't feel like myself
i was just a kid doing drugs :(
didn't care bout my health
but i changed up
baby i'm changed now

but im stuck up bout the past and i hate it
ima take another pill and be sedated 
cause every fucking day feels so wasted
but i hope you know

that i'm right here
when times are tough 
i'll be right there
cause you've seen all my cuts
and it's not fair
and i'll bleed for you like it's nothing
baby that's another discussion

i think i'm disgusting
i'll be dead in the morning 
don't know what to say
so i'll record it 
i don't like my face
that's why i don't show it

right here (yotocapone + candle)

produced by @v2nthan + @vihefoie + @makemeapromise
featuring @so-kuu

lyrics
yea she wanna talk
yea she wanna talk to me
but i don't give no fuck
i don't give no fuck
she can't have my heart
now i'm torn apart (x2)

you don't know nothin about me (x2)
i try to make you happy
i tried to make you happy
fucked up
i know i fucked up
i did it for ur love
keep burning up my lungs

[@v2nthan]
so torn apart
livin a lie
i feel like dying
i'm just so tired
i tried to fight, but i felt so numb
please just tell me that i'm enough

tor-n apart ft. sokuu (me + vihe + surgeon)

prod me

目が覚めてくる
日が下がってくる
僕は何度も何度も泣いたけど
夢をすべて壊したけど
だけど明日を見えるために
暗い道に
僕が
光を作る

弾ける
そっと輝く
朝日が昇る
僕はきっと
君と
僕たちの
道を
探す、いつか見つける

広い世界で
また歩いて
昨日に笑って明日に泣いて
日が下がってく
風が吹いてる
空を見ながら
手をつないでる

きっと青い空が見つける
だから僕が
君に
光を作る

*chorus*

hikari

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i told u let it go now
im better like this, better off now
baby can u tell me how ...
how i cant move how i cant go
and i just wanted u to know
i didn't wanna let u go off
まだ忘れないで
その目で見つめないで

また戻るあの思い出
君と浜辺で座って
手をつないで
君と笑って
目をつぶって
君を描いて
わからないyeah
why is it like that
教えて僕には見えないYea
どこにもいない君はまるで透明
消えてもいいけどいまだにlonely

x2

we're better like this
(i wish i could've told u)

better like this #kiraTV

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

SPOTIFY

Last breath (luvpurp & whyhaze)

i made this song in november last year but never dropped it, heavily inspired by spira me :)
thank you all for the recent support <3
it really does mean the whole world to me and i appreciate 
every single one of you, you are the reason i keep going.

lyrics;

baby tell me, are you really into me?
you should leave for someone better
BDG on my jeans, on my bag, on my sweater
they keep talking and talking, but girl it's whatever
and she said i'm cold like the snow in december
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i need a hand to hold
and life gets hard, i know
she wants me to stay but i gotta go 

spent all my bands out in DK
your friends, they don't like me, it's ok
don't mind it cus i feel the same way
wake up, get dressed just for nothing and replay
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i'm better on my own
i know you miss me at home
she wants me to stay but i gotta go

i've been running from my problems, was it worth it?
i've been searching for a reason not a purpose
i can't go outside i swear i get so nervous
everytime i look at you, girl you're so perfect
i've been running from my problems, was it worth it?
i've been searching for a reason not a purpose
i can't go outside i swear i get so nervous
everytime i look at you, girl you're so perfect

tell me, are you really into me?
you should leave for someone better
BDG on my jeans, on my bag, on my sweater
they keep talking and talking, but girl it's whatever
and she said i'm cold like the snow in december
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i need a hand to hold
and life gets hard, i know
she wants me to stay but i gotta go 

spent all my bands out in DK
your friends, they don't like me, it's ok
don't mind it cus i feel the same way
wake up, get dressed just for nothing and replay
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i'm better on my own
i know you miss me at home
she wants me to stay but i gotta go

Into Me (prod. mandem & with3r)

prod.
@reijiroprod
@mis4ortune

notes:
we tried our best w/ @noahsuri
sometimes it doesn't work out
....

//

[suri]
ive tried my best but ive been feeling down 
and i can only think of times when u were still around
my head constantly hurts ima mess i feel bound
when u pushed me away i fell onto the ground
x2

these haunting mistakes
i cant get away
my vision is blurry the sky is gray
just tell me rn what u saw in me
like my hopes that u crushed and enjoyed to see
just thinking one conversation
what could possibly happen
i tried to argue
but u didnt listen
and even knowing how u treat me
i still want u by my side

(i tried to forget u, its hard to breathe when ur around)

[shiro]
yh lately ion wna think bout it
uve been on my mind n i cant forget the times that we had (oh no)
i cant forget the past, yh nowadays i js wna sit down n laugh
but all this traumas comin back to me like a tidal wave
whenever i see a glimpse of u, idk what to say
yh stuck in my brain yh 
force to see the past n the time when i hate to see u bye 
even now i cant say goodbye 
force to lie n u cant decide
whether or not u wna be there by my side yh
yh i tried my best, dont wna be around
n nowadays i cried so much that i cant even count
yh i cant be around u
forced to smile n lie too
am i really living life when my lifes is a lie too
and i noticed
u js expendable n out here tryna mess up my focus

//

tried my best... + suri 『reijiro/mis4ortune』

just what i've been feeling lately..
produced by @neohnq <3

lyrics:
i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense :/
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

to be honest i'm afraid to fuck it up
but i'm really going through it and i think i've had enough
but it doesn't even matter so why do i give a fuck?
just give me a couple months and i'll be out of the mud..yah

god i'm such a mess
cause all i can see is you and him
not you and me
but it's just you and me..
fuck me it's happening again  

fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  

i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head :(
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense 
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

break apart/fuck it's happening again (prod. neohn)

LAST SONG OF THE YEAR <3 THANK YOU
with twin @fxrella prod @neohnq

lyrics/

krying:
i don't wanna talk about it 
off some pills i'm fkn nauseous
baby i'll just cry about it
i got drugs up in my pocket
take my heart but girl don't drop it
i'm an addict i can't stop it :(
girl i haven't been that honest
all those fucking pills i'm popping 

girl i know that it hurts
i wrote you few songs
you know the words <3
so tell me i'm worth it
cus baby you're perfect :)

i've been getting high, but i'll text you when i wake up
designer on my body and i got it from my waist up
i wrote this for her, cus i just wanna say sum
feels like i am cursed but i promise ima change up
change up
ima change up for you

farella:
Change up for you
Change up for you
Falling in love every time

You make me feel so different
I can’t take the distance 
Missing on your touch
Never get enough

You’re cold like December
All I remember 
Designer on my body, rocking moncler on my sweater

Said a lot, I’m feeling fine
You’re all on my mind
We ain’t got no time

Don’t break my heart no more

krying:
i don't wanna talk about it 
off some pills i'm fkn nauseous
baby i'll just cry about it
i got drugs up in my pocket
take my heart but girl don't drop it
i'm an addict i can't stop it :(
girl i haven't been that honest
all those fucking pills i'm popping 

girl i know that it hurts
i wrote you few songs
you know the words <3
so tell me i'm worth it
cus baby you're perfect :)

i've been getting high, but i'll text you when i wake up
designer on my body and i got it from my waist up
i wrote this for her, cus i just wanna say sum
feels like i am cursed but i promise ima change up

change up w/ farella (prod. neohn)

FIRST SONG 2O25 <3 me & @mandemm runnin it back this year
heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez/u-took-a-part-of-me-sochi-ssoh

lyrics:
i don't wanna go
took a part of me
had to let you know
that for you girl, i would bleed
i can't feel my bones
chemicals inside of me
and i'm posted wit my bros
i got metal in my jeans

i just wanna glow
come and slide with me <3
i just popped a pill
baby i can't feel a thing
girl i gotta go
crushing rocks with my teeth
i get a taste of bitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter!

i'm so tired of this shit
i said hold up, i been gettin higher than a bitch   
i gotta sober up
but Ur like my favorite drug.. 
ugh, i can't get enough
baby our story ain't done..

so girl just hold on
i wrote you a new song
girl it's been too long
she said that i'm too young 
to understand
i don't wanna talk i can't feel my hands
bitch i'm high as fuck, don't know where i'm at

i don't wanna go
took a part of me
had to let you know
that for you girl, i would bleed
i can't feel my bones
chemicals inside of me
and i'm posted wit my bros
I GOT METAL IN MY JEANS

i just wanna glow
come and slide with me!
i just popped a pill
baby i can't feel a thing :(
girl i gotta go
crushing rocks with my teeth
i get a taste of bitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

i'm so tired of this shit
i said hold up, i been gettin higher than a bitch   
i gotta sober up
but Ur like my favorite drug
ugh, i can't get enough
baby our story ain't done,,,,,,,,, <3