prod. swaine
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

seraphim

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

prod by the goat @nevrfall

baby ur just playing along
don’t know why u act like that
you’ll take over my body
act like me and you’ll destroy it
i wanna be alone and so do u
and ur just copying
ur not even depressed 
and or sad 
u just run with it

leave me be 
just leave me be 
baby i need some time alone
i’m cooped up in my room
suffocating, and i write these songs
what happened to our friendship?
nowadays u just yell at me
what happened to our friendship 
i just feel like ur replacing me

becoming me, girl u did me dirty
hold me back, ur not stopping me
pls i need to let off some steam
so i tell that bitch get off of me
pls let go, pls stop running
pls tell me why ur stalking me
hey u left my chest hurting

baby ur just playing along
don’t know why u act like that
you’ll take over my body
act like me and you’ll destroy it
i wanna be alone and so do u
and ur just copying

ur replacing me

Im the best of the best im so locked in.

Featuring Cray* -

messed up

fix it

Bankroll

prod me

think there's something wrong with me
i could drop dead
yeah i hate reality
it's getting to my head

when you talk to me
i feel so sad
i just pray that you don't leave
without you i'd be had

wish you were here
i just count all my days
wishing you were here
when i'm all on my own
i'm wishing you were there
i'm just stuck at home
feel so much despair
yeah, yeah

i feel so heavy
world weighs on my shoulders yeah it's so heavy
and i know that i'm at home but it feels like i'm out at sea
sometimes i don't wanna talk i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me

yeah
feel like i'm so stuck, im just tryna improve
i know i'm not enough got so much to prove
i wish things were different
but i can't pick and choose

counting days (prod riy)

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
I’ll get you anything if you want it
Say the word and i’ll set fire to the sky yeah
Let me hold your hand
Let me sing you songs

Give u all i am
Hope that i will fair well
Hope you understand
That i will only be real 
I’m glad to be your man and I hope i treat you well girl
I’m glad to have you blowing up my cellphone oh girl

Green eyed shawty
Got a heart emoji
Right there by your contact
Maybe you could call me
Green eyed shawty 
Kissing in the lobby
I dont wanna talk
unless you my shawty yuh

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh

Cheesy lines i hope you don’t mind 
I’m trying real hard to express i’m not dying
Just you need you right here
Your lips against mine
Just wish you were here all the time

green eyed shawty (prod. jewfy)

Lyrics:

When you said forever, you really meant fornever
Never thought you'd dip just because of some bad weather
Yeah rainy days will come but you knew that in December
I said I'll keep you safe, and that I'll be your defender

But you packed your bags, left me up on hold
Every morning desperately been looking at my phone
Waiting for a message, waiting for a tone
Waiting for that text that say "I'm sorry. Coming home." So,

I sat out on the doorstep, I
Been drowning in this torment, by
Reliving all the words sent, line
By line inside my mind I'm, fine

Remember you said always
It echoed through the hallways
But now we come a long ways
You disappeared for always

Fornever

fornever

If you could get all you want, would you give all you have..?

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