PROD BY ME (DAWSIN)

lyrics <3:

@dawsin

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

I'll be your knight
and ill fight just for you 
for those cold eyes 
ill die just for you
will you be mine?
will you die for me too?
i wanna know why
would you cry for me too?

JUST LET ME TALK TO MYSELF
IF I THINK ABOUT IT I DONT WANT YOUR PITY HELP
IT NEVER MATTERED ABOUT HOW I FELT
YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOU AND YOURSELF
SO DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH
THE GUN IS SITTING RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF
SO WHY DONT YOU JUST PICK IT UP AND JUST END IT ALL?
AND SEND IT RIGHT BACK TO HELL...

so cold like a snowflake 
i watch you fall and you watch my heart break
you can see the eyes shake and dilate
as the blood begins to spray from the neck down
I think i prefer it when im alone and not around
you seem like a nice girl but you bring trouble around
pretty silver hair Emelia please stop now
YOU'VE GOT ME KILLED LIKE A THOUSAND TIMES NOW

s-o c-a-n y-o-u?

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

cold

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➢ [all-plats]: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/gray-feat-dawsin-4

➤ [prod. ilystrive]

➣ [mix and mastered by @dawsin]

➤ [lyrics]
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*ˢʰᵃᵏʸ ᵒʰʰʰ*
⁽ᴵ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ⁱᵗ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃˡᵏ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵒʳ⁾
⁽ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃˡᵏ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵒʳ⁾

𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆
𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲...
𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗮𝗺 𝗜 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆?
𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚢
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘
𝘐𝘛𝘚 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌
𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐀𝐌 𝐈 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐘?
𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝗚𝗥𝗔𝗬
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐀𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘

@dawsin
𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘮 𝘪 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘰 𝘫𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘴, 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐍𝐎 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊, 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍
𝔹𝔸𝔹𝕐 𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕀 𝔻𝕆 𝕀𝕊 𝕊𝕀ℕ

𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘪'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 (𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴)
𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘰, 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘢𝘬𝘦-

@wyfydisonnected
𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐬
𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐬
𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰
𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞
𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚠𝚕 𝚞𝚙 '𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜
𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜
𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝, 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚜
𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛

𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘
𝘐𝘛𝘚 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌
𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐀𝐌 𝐈 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝕊𝕋𝔸𝕐?
𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝗚𝗥𝗔𝗬
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐀𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓
𝐈 𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐍𝐎 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄
𝐓𝐑𝐘𝐍𝐀 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓
𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓

gray (feat. dawsin)

not uploading more deleted heylog songs as i think i would have to take them down

for takedowns you can contact me:
discord: deqex
twitter: depexlol
or soundcloud ill take longer to reply tho i

heylog - 7:30 (feat. boyblue)

produced by mix
happy new years everyone!

enjoy <3

lyrics:
take a look into my eyes
if you saw you might just cry
i'm a piece of everything before me
just wait and you will see

been awhile since you saw me
now my hair is different
gained a couple new scars
i just gotta live it
and i lost my best friend
yea i buried her
lost of blisters on my hands
i just miss her fur

and everything, how could you just let it be?
and im stuck back in the past and all that happened to me, ohh
you were so sweet, you were so sweet
those hours just now hurt

won't pick up the phone, come talk to me
i think i gotta new baby

it was wrong of you, but is this wrong me?

and ill never know if you cheated on me
but how you left it was awfully breeze

i'd sing this song for you but this ones just for me

and i wish you hope and the best in life
i couldn't never hate you even if i tried

i waited long for you, i don't regret a thing
now im moving on in life, never thought id say that i 
(and i thought that i was gone)

BUT YOU SHOWED ME I WAS WRONG

fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
in the sky, i can fly
fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
IN THE SKY, I CAN- I CAN FLY

i lost so many friends, bear and pine
my tears and burnt up ends
wished for a better time
those stones that were built for two
i wished but i never knew
now those scars begin to fade
im not mad i trusted you

FOUND A LOVE I NEVER KNEW
INSIDE MYSELF, IM OUTSIDE NEW
THOSE STONES THAT WERE BUILT FOR TWO
NOW IT'S CRACKED NOW, HOLLOWED THROUGH
A LITTLE CYAN IN YOUR EYE
I WIPED IT OFF, THOSE TEARS FROM YOU
A LITTLE BRUSTLE IN YOUR HEART
THATS LIFE, THATS LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU

because of you
that's life because of you

a little brustle inside your heart
i lost my friends and it all fell apart 
but now its over now, yea i found someone new
i love you, love you, love you, love you, love you too

and i'm happy i met you, i'm not mad at you ever
i hope you live a good life, i'm glad we could end this fight
<3

brustle

Wonder if I’m fucking up 
Back in this hole again 
K hole I’ve been diving in 
Drugged up I don’t need no friends 
Fucked up I don’t need no benz
Crashed the whip wonder where I went 
Fuck 
Fucked up in the road again 
Find me when the summer ends 

So if I fuck it up then 
And I’m just being dramatic 
I know it’s over I’ve been looking past it
I cover up these wounds with plastic 
Seal it shut I can’t have it 
Happiness, I run right past it 
I can’t hack it 
I’ve been feeling like I’m out of practice 
And i’ve been looking down again 
I can’t move past it
All these dramatics, I’m overdramatic 
Over and over I go into panics 
I’m losing myself
I don’t know how I will manage
To find my way back 
I’m lost and damaged 
I’m cold and wet
I’m like a dog on its last leg
Cat last life 
And what if I’m dead and this shits all just a past life 
I’m never the sad type 
I guess I’m the sad type
I ain’t trying to stay clean
I’m on my last life
I know I’ve always been mean
I ain’t the nice type
And I know it’s over
And I know what life‘s like I’ve seen enough
And I know it’s rough
It’s rough for you and me too
I don’t feel the same 
I’m not sure what I’m doing this time
I feel like I’m losing my mind
Going manic and it’s all the same
I know I am to blame
I’ll never change swear I’ll never change
And even when I try to, I stay the same
Even when I try to, I stay the same
And I think I’m to blame

theatrics (p. hollowprpl)

lyrics

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive

i took a sip out of something its slowing me down
baby i pour up when youre not around
i treat this shit like a diary, pen spilling blood when im writing it down
this shit been killing my life-force
hate what i say when i sing but i write more
i wish that i could just fight more
shit on my back like im igor
world on my back like im atlas
feel like the same thing
i found my home on your mattress
now im just tryna find something
excuse me while i sing to the dell
lately im living in hell
she said "you feeling yourself"
lately im not feeling myself
big rhinestones on my belt
crushed up can in my hand
im in the back of the party flying
wondering where im gonna land
im in the back of the honda crying
shit youll never understand
i hope that i land
i hope that i land

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive


atlas (p. threemvsk)

tom rosenthal alike
produced me

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
and the trains don't go that far on the lane
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain
and somehow i'm still not ready to go
i tell myself leave, but my heart tells me no
and each stranger i pass, still carries your face
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
i move through the crowds
to places you've never been
but i see you in faces
again and again

see you again
see you again
see you again
see you again
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)

just a boy in rain

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@ilyl1ght

you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

@wyfydisconnected
keep my body still in wait
disguise your shame in hate
carry your touch on my shoulders
laugh off any sign that you're colder
i won't crack if i look down
i won't last on the way out

divert your gaze when i looked at you
knocked down how much?
said it was just a few
i can't trust you no
i can't let you go

@ilyl1ght
you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

a place where we'll stay

Iron Rain and Blackened Trees

Gedichte aus Glas

"Summer's Wind" is a gorgeous, self-aware piece that acts as the quiet morning after the summer's passion. Delivered with a warm, close-mic intimacy, the track uses a Lo-fi Trap/Neo-Soul groove to frame a deeply honest reflection on a love that started too fast and ended too slowly.

The lyrics cut through the sunny facade: "You were just a reflector, illuminating my own foolishness." The narrative is a poignant study in restraint, describing the pain of a person who is "too sensible," forcing a smile and pretending to be okay while their fingernails turn white from gripping their clothing.

This is a song about the bittersweet clarity that follows a reckless fling. The narrator accepts that the summer wind was an unstoppably fast train, and she was just the station. It's a therapeutic anthem for anyone who has ever convinced themselves that turning their wounds into lyrics counts as having truly loved. The final, layered sighs and quiet gasps serve as the most intimate closure.
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如果說《夏日瘋》是熱戀的火災現場，那麼 《夏日風》 就是清晨的自省與釋懷。這是一首極度貼近耳朵的Close-Mic單曲，溫暖而慵懶的旋律下，埋藏著一段夏天過後依然清晰的傷痕。

女聲的演繹是自覺且克制的，她拆穿了這場熱戀的真相：「你只是反光板，照亮我自己的荒唐。」歌詞犀利地描繪了**“太懂事的姑娘”在愛情中的隱忍與假裝，將心底的傷**藏得比誰都深。

這首歌獻給所有曾經把傷口當成愛過證據的人。它溫柔地承認了當年的「瘋」，也清醒地接受了愛情的短暫。結尾處極輕、極乾的嘆氣/抽氣，是放下一切後，留給自己最私密的聲音。

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