produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

song by evergarden
for a while - evergarden <333
@evergardens

for a while (evergarden cover)

hypnotize (ft. Vails)

prod by hiraeth

My vocals mixed by nhne
(thx u sm!)

hiraeth

You feel like it over, I cannot stop shaking
My hands grab your clothes is, this making any sense ?
I pull you for safety, just to let you know
If you drop everything, can my hand be the last to go
Always on the run, hiding from everything 
Colliding my thoughts, in every song I make 

I’m in a war idk if I’m winning 
I’d let you know but I don’t think you’ll hear me 
How come everytime I think we’re finished 
You’re exactly who I wanted you to be

helpz

I found my comfort & safety inside u
The day that u had died 
Is the day that I died too
I had this feeling in my gut 
This was coming yeah I knew
photos taped onto the wall
I can’t help but still cry to
Rather cover up my feelings 
& my face behind the mask
Is just a boy who’s scared to make
The first move I’m staying put
Won’t win this game
Cause everybody likes to cheat
& likes to waste 
all of my fucking time
Keep acting like a little kid 
Oh how u think ur grown
Won’t open up to anyone
No I won’t tell a soul
I’ll take it to my grave 
I’ll take one to the dome
Won’t ever solve the case
Body’s lying zero pulse

hiraeth - sense (ft. helpz)

prod me

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

Chasing Comatose by Vails 
Production by Lovekelo
Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics:

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

Ran outta luck, ran outta dreams
Needle in my veins, tearing at the seams
Life on a treadmill, sprint till I bleed
Every promise I made, I couldn’t keep
Got me drifting through the city lights
Seeing angels when I close my eyes
backseat with my demons tonight
Can’t tell if I’m wrong or I’m right
Mirror broken like my mental state
Heartbeat glitching at a different rate
Woke up and my soul felt late
They said “you’re okay” I said that is fake

I said that is fake
I said that is fake
I said that is fake

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

#emoplugg #hyperpop #jerseyclub #soundcloud #vails #safehaven

Chasing Comatose

Paris

Promo: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/isakevermore/the-pier

We met outside a pub one evening, and walked down to the pier where the sea was calm. She told me - quietly - that she didn’t have much time left. I didn’t know what to say. We kept talking anyway. Later, we shared a taxi… but fate had other plans. This song is about that night, and the moment that never became more than almost.

Lyrics:

I went out just to feel alive
Some pints, some faces, a flicker of light
Then she came with a tired smile
Said she’d been through hell for a while

We walked the bay, just past the pub
She talked slow, I was floating above
Said “I’m not sure how much time I’ve got”
But I laughed it off, like I always do a lot

But the taxi never took us there
Pulled in for fuel and I lost all air
Bent by beer, the world spun round
And fate stepped in without a sound
Guess something in me wasn’t ready to care
So the taxi never took us there

She held my arm, I saw her grace
But I couldn’t meet that kind of face
Not the kind that’s counting days
Not the kind you forget anyway

We could’ve fallen for the night
But I was fading in the gas station glow
And when I stumbled, she just stared
As if the sky had said a prayer

The taxi never took us there
Pulled in for fuel and I lost all air
Hung between what could’ve been
And everything I felt within
Maybe mercy came in that cold night air
Yeah, the taxi never took us there

And I think about her now and then
The girl who almost let me in
If I’d gone home with all her pain
Would I have left the same?

But the taxi never took us there
Life turned us gently, unaware
A story stopped before it bled
Before it lived inside my head
Some nights I wonder if she cared
That the taxi never took us there

Just the bay, the breeze, the lights that fade
And me still walking the choices I made

The Pier

tom rosenthal alike
produced me

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
and the trains don't go that far on the lane
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain
and somehow i'm still not ready to go
i tell myself leave, but my heart tells me no
and each stranger i pass, still carries your face
i'm just a boy, i'm just a boy in rain

and i guess your not coming
but i'll wait all the same
i move through the crowds
to places you've never been
but i see you in faces
again and again

see you again
see you again
see you again
see you again
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)
(see you again)

just a boy in rain

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

just a boy in rain

marlon

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