I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

i knew u was a bitch cuz all u really seem to do is talk 
time is money is gotta watch the clock 
yellow rarri in the parking lot 
Mp5 I got a shot
I will never let u walk 

I been thru some shit up in my life 
I won’t give no story time 
and I won’t tell a fucking lie 


and ur chopping me up with that knife,
put me in an body bag, 
And dump me out the sea tonight 

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

why the fuck they come into my life and then they switch up, 
I swear I’m better off alone I’m not a bitch stop 
I use to want a bitch that go and drive me  crazy 
I said I’m better off alone and now they hate me

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

s2g w/ brecken [eyesofdirty]

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

Lyrics:

(Devin’s World)
What’s the time of the day yeah I lost track 
Cause you got all my attention and I love that 
If I ever left you stranded I would double back for ya 
I get lost in your eyes nothing can distract from em

Yeah I swear I zone out when it’s you and me 
Baby I can read your body like a fluency 
I can feel my heart throbbing in this lucid dream 
Take my hand and you will never ever wanna choose to leave

One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance?

(Lizzie Calisto)
One last dance with you 
Spinning around cuz
It’s all I ever dreamed of 
Hold me a little tighter 
Look straight into my eyes, love
Dance with me until the morning comes

(Vails & Devin’s World)
One last dance with you
One last dance with you 

(Vails)
Yeah, you’re all that’s in my mind
Running through the fields, not a fucking care, 
Yeah ima keep it real
You’re the one, the one for me
Can’t you see? 
Sparks are fucking lighting up this a whole ass movie scene
You got a hold on my heart
You have a home in my arms
Before you go missing, would you give me one last dance? 

Dance with me oh baby like you’re fucking life depended on it 
Grab my hand, I’ll grab your waist, we’ll spin around until we vomit 
Cus I’m fucking love sick
Yeah I need your touch bitch
The only thing missing in my life is you I fucked it 
I fucked it
let you slip away
I spent fucking hours in my thoughts on why you left that way
Was it me? Or was it you it’s all the same in my mind
I just wish I had some powers so that I could rewind …

(Hope u guys enjoy <3) 

#vails #lizziecalisto #devinsworld #emotrap #trap #melodictrap #new

One Last Dance (feat. Devin’s World & Lizzie Calisto)

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst]

IF LOVE IS THE ANSWER(4)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
который год-который год 
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах

что ты знаешь обо мне и безнадёге 
ты сейчас одна и я один тоже
помню ты сказала что мы не похожи
а я искал в тебе себя но всё же
выхожу из дома и за оном весна
может быть когда-нибудь 
а может никогда
ты мой повод выйти из двери либо с окна
ты мой повод выйти из двери либо с окна
и вот я  иду к тебе навстречу
время где-то уже ближе к вечеру
я в надежде что мы излечим
наши с тобой раны и наши увечья 
ты ведь появилась не просто так
я верю в судьбу ты мой маяк
но это всё может быть не так
но это всё может быть не так
я ещё тебя даже не знаю
но внутри уже что-то скучает
ты попала туда от куда не достанешь
ты попала туда от куда не достанешь
и мне так холодно после нашего вечера
больше не откроюсь я 
не трогай моё сердце А
этот вечер я запомню надолго (x4)

а на утро
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах
я под препаратами в четырёх стенах




в четырёх стенах (all we left unsaid) +100 cent

ｓｉｇｎｅｔｔ００１



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