produced by me
guitar played by acey

lyrics
here i am takin steps
stress for what curls to the edge
im running from whats inside of me
im being confronted by my biggest enemy
oh my biggest enemy standing front of me
blood between my fucking sheets, i hated you anyway

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain
waking up from this lucid dream everyday feels the same
rotten smell from them truey jeans
back to reality
craving for attention  you fucking cunt
i dished out my love and you took the hunt

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain

does that make us bad, people
not you
she told me she loves u, i wish you had said it
i wish youd had said it rlly i wish you had said it
(look at me rotting beneath)
I HATED YOU ANYWAYS COS YOUR A FUCKING CUNT

i suppose i'm not done
bury the noose it seems rather fun
destined to die behind the sight of a gun
you scared to die no it might be fun
keeping track of time tho my journeys begun
stay away from me you fucking cunt

i'm getting sick of that feed
now its time to leave
ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ
#jeremyclarkson

journey

original song
https://soundcloud.com/yunox/walls-feat-heylog

heylog verse only

heylog - walls

prod by me 

tag by @chalyre

no tengo amor, solo con rencor, ( I have no love, only resentment)
no sabes lo que duele, (u don't know how much this hurts

sin verte por meses (not seeing you for months)

yo no quiero vivir sin ti, (I don't want to live without you)
I'm begging you please, just stay with me 

yo morire al fin (I'll die in the end)
si no estas aqui (if you're not here)


mis lagrimas claman por perdon, (my tears cry out for forgiveness)
si me alejo pierdo mi razon (if I leave, I'd lose my meaning)

eres mi todo mi unica razon de ser, de ser (You are my everything, my only reason for being, for being)

perdoname el orgullo, (forgive my pride)
por las palabras malas (and for the bad words)

solo quiero amarte (I only want to love you)
sin mas batallas  (without anymore fights)


la vida sin ti carece de sentido (life without you is meaningless)
porfavor regresa te lo pido (please come back I beg you)

sin ti no puedo respirar (I can't breathe without you)
sin ti no quiero continuar (I don't wanna continue without you )

dame una oportunidad (give me a chance)
dejame demostrar (let me show you)

sin ti yo no puedo lograr (without you I can't win)
lo que me queda es llorar (what's left for me is to cry)



whispers of anguish, shadows interlace
symphony of torment, haunting refrain
beauty and sorrow dance in arcane
tears of my sorrow fall like the rain



[[resentment -  agony - discernment]]

outcry

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

produced by mix :<
https://open.spotify.com/track/3vsUEARbBYl2sVUUxj8BzJ?si=a8223fb7c4324dd3

enjoy <3

lyrics:

(𝔪𝔦𝔵)

boy, take a step back
before you get clapped
went and started all this shit
just to get on the

𝖒𝖆𝖕

ohhhh

just to get on the map-

shes a little bitch to be
following with all of that
you're looking through the scraps
and gnawing at the trash, you

𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

just a fucking gnat-

oh it's over, not the slightest
chance, not a four-leaf clover
but you keep going getting on closer
oh closer no, no closer

you know where im at
if you ever wanna

𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

ill turn him to dust
so dont make me say it

𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚌𝚎

we're going blow for blow
finna make him see

𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎

now he's bleeding from
the neck down, lost his

𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

(@dawsin)

i dont give a fuck, so go fuck on ur man,
i saw him outside the outskirts of japan,
remember the past when i passed you with a sigh,
now i cut the head of the snake with a scythe

your a cheating bitch that's someone i cant stand,
your acting more like a whore im not a fan.
PUT A CROSS ON MY HEART AND HOPE HE DIES
NOW SHES PESTERING ME, ANNOYING LIKE A FLY

𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚕𝚢-

(𝔪𝔦𝔵)

boy, take a step back
before you get clapped
went and started all this shit
just to get on the

𝖒𝖆𝖕

ohhhh

just to get on the map-

shes a little bitch to be
following with all of that
you're looking through the scraps
and gnawing at the trash, you

𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

just a fucking gnat-

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑

𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗍𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾
𝖿𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍
𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗌
𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗀𝗇𝖺𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗌𝗁, 𝗒𝗈𝗎
𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖙

𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖺 𝖿𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗇𝖺𝗍-

𝚜𝚑𝚑, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚐𝚘
𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘
𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢, 𝚜𝚑𝚑 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢

spotify

gnat

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
do you think of me at night
cuz i think of you sometimes
and whenever i cant fall asleep
i imagine you right next to me

ur not fucking different 
from everybody else
and i don’t need to mention
all of the pain i dealt
ur full ignorance 
u don’t want any help
lie to therapist 
“oh he’s a narcissist”
oh i pray for the ones that are next in line
no matter what she fucking does, please do not make her cry
never challenge up to her, with her narcissistic mind
cause no matter what she does, she always thinks she’s right.

regret is rolling in 
can you hear me calling your name
regret is rolling in
can you hear me calling your name

do you hear my calls
your mask is falling off
i think you need a new one
the one you have is done
done 
done
done

𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 
𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦?
j̸̧͍͖͚̮͈̳̯̆̈́̈́̚͜

narcissist

very underrated song

i said that u were looking hopeless
everytime ive been around you
i cant get u to even focus
cause theres demons all around you

nice new car is it a civic?
she said bye cos its not worth it
in the front seat i hope u really tell me
that u didnt do it cos i dont want a hurting

this ice bath threw myself into shock
when i heard u were addicted to the pot
i was hoping youd get caught
i dont ever talk
but when i do
no one listens
its kinda rude

but wheres all my friends man i really dont get it
im trying so hard but i dont get the credit
i face plant in the ground i guess ill eat the dirt then
ur boyfriends a twat no surprise youd end up w that
UR BOYFRIENDS A TWAT IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAT
IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAAT
I WONT BE SURPRISED IF YOU DIE WITH HIIIIIIM
he fits you real good cause ur both alcoholics
and time passes by if u party all the night
i think youre the devil is that who you worship
i knew u were evil my minds been corrupted
AND IM HOPING THAT U FORGET
WHAT I DID TO YOU THAT WAS MY PLAN
I WAS THINKING YOU DESERVED IT
U HAD TO RUN YOUR MOUTH
IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING
WE COULDNT MAKE IT
IT WASNT MY FAULT U WERE SUCH BITCH

heylog - Face Plant

prod. me (dawsin)
guitars by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
-
im bored

lyrics :

like im noir
on her knees
on her knees
on her knees

huh
yea
like im noir
ahhh ahh

black and white pages
all on the floor
i hunt my prey from the dark
like im noir
"you have a bad taste"
haha
then why you craving more?
she look at me like
like an omnivore

i can see visions in the light
maybe its just a trick of the eye
yet they haunt me at the dead of night
they want me dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive
like dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive

i own a thermal scope i bet you dont have one of those
icy when things get hot, i see it when your bones get cold
i can feel the filth, i smell like blood and daffodils
she says i give her the chills
but bae that's a part of the thrill, real
hm
hea- hea-
but bae that's a part of the thri-
hea- hea-

got 10 bounties on my head, head
every one here, want me dead
but bae that's a part of the thrill

huh ya
baby i won't kill
but bae that's a part of the thrill

what
it's not my fault
... 
no..
it is.
i'm the one to blame
it took a lot of blood for you to learn that lesson
just sit there wallowing in ur own guilt (like im noir)

"you have a bad taste", then why you cravin' more?
she look at me like, like an omnivore

noire

Overdose

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sgnl.bld

ты - не просто фото в телефоне
не просто синоним к синониму боли
ты не просто тысяча шрамов на моей коже
осуждай меня и скажи всем подругам какой я уебок

ты - не просто фото в телефоне
не просто синоним к синониму боли
ты не просто тысяча шрамов на моей коже
осуждай меня и скажи всем подругам какой я уебок

никогда не понимал тебя
точнее, даже, твоего выбора
я тупо не вижу ниче дальше своей комнаты
и не могу пить ниче кроме дорогого спиртного

порезы на руках
оставь это для ублюдка
блять все че я говорил тебе - 
это не шутка

во мне миксуются чувства
хочу жить но вроде умер
внутри меня война и мир
я чувствую ся умным

промчались гооооды
безумья, радости и вот
по лужам крови моей
ты идешь босиком

ты - не просто фото в телефоне
не просто синоним к синониму боли
ты не просто тысяча шрамов на моей коже
осуждай меня и скажи всем подругам какой я уебок