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If I’m being honest 
I’m not doing great 
I’m sorry it’s hard for me 
I’m not good at change 
But I’ll keep that promise 
I already made 
when I see your face 
I’ll ignore all the pain 

I know that you care
 but you don’t understand 
laying here shaking 
it’s barely a gram 
“It’s ok to be scared” 
But that’s all that I am 
I know these feelings 
Like the back of my hand 

you’re here by my side 
but I pushed you away 
all I see is his face 
and you walking away 
I hate how I feel 
like I’m bound to these chains 
lying on my floor
it’s becoming my grave 

Because it’s not your job to change me for the better 
I hate writing these songs if I feel I’m under pressure 
I lie when i say I’m getting something from it 
I told you the truth 
but you keep running from it 
I know that I hurt you 
And I don’t deserve you 
I know I got things to work through 
But it never works 
Why the fuck are you staring at me 
you’re making it worse
you're just making it worse

everyone staring at me 
you’re making it worse 
(This never works) 


[scorpio:] 
Just quit staring at me
You’re making this worse
I know that it’s real scary
And I’ve made you hurt
I know that the thought of it makes you want to hurl
I’m so sorry for all of it, can we still make this work?

I know that it’s hard for you
Did I ruin your life?
From all that we’ve been through
I think I might die
I broke your heart in two
And I must pay the price 
You’re still the one I choose
But I don’t think its right

And if im being honest
I don’t deal well with change
I don’t think I can get in the habit
Of not calling you babe
Everywhere that I look
All im seeing’s their face
Maybe if I jump
I can find an escape

you're making it worse + scorpio (irby)

WHAT I NEED feat. scorpio (prod. dercept x ayoley)

Last time (ft scorpio)

Hard to Get By (feat. scorpio)

thank you @scor_pio 
I really have nothing
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I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed 


Is it alright if I’m not really ok? 
Alive still 
Looking at my blades
I’ve been pushed right to the edge 
you can see it on my face
I’m not ok 

Life’s been hard 
It’s temporary I know 
but just like you 
I wish that I could let it go 
I wish that I could let you go 
I knkw It’s all my fault 


I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed

[scorpio:]

Nothings ever good as it seems
It was a lie babe you and me
Pretend we're happy for them to see
But behind the curtains you just made me bleed

I really meant nothing to you
I didn't want to face the truth
I know its about time I do
But I really don't want to

I wish you were next to me
But you and I can never be
I know you love to watch me bleed 

You rip me at the seams
You had me on my fucking knees
Begging you for mercy
"Oh baby please"
"Don't do this baby"

bleed (w/scorpio) [IOF]

Prod secre_swallowtail

this is a song about feeling like a imperfect being. its far from your regular produced song as i left the imperfections in the song to like its mean to represent

bleed (w/scorpio) [IOF]

neverless