produced by @recyclexbin
feat. @diacetyl

(marku)
oh, oh, oh, oh
yeah, cross this blunt i'm smoking in fives
know that she love me just look at her eyes
i just came to fuck tonight
then i'm going for a drive
i got rik this ain't no tec
i don't wanna fuck i just want neck
talk too much i'm onto the next
cause one time i got left on read

if i don't make it then imma be upset
'cause half these rappers barely try it's fucking wack
i hear them on tiktok it's all recycled fucking trash
like do you really hear your songs are you fucking deaf
i'm too deep like the sea i can't look back
i take one step forward they take two back
but they take up too much space i can't fit in
rapping that you'll kill me but you're soft just like some linen
like am i just being sour
i can't bump their shit 'cause face to face they're fucking cowards
i'm tryna bloom just like a flower
i mean i put in all the hours
i'm the next big bang you a nerd like you howard 

yeah, hit the gas i won't get too far
been told that it's dangerous on this road 
i don't mind yeah,
dropping popping candy in my tussin 
no discussion
when i'm high i'm chasing hunnids 
ain't got time i do your doesn't's
yeah, bitch i'm fucking tired of fuckboys tryna run with me
you ain't seen what i see
you don't want this just retreat
and i think it's about time i start charging for feats
i need some respect on me
our bond turning rest in peace

(diacetyl)
oh lately i been feeling fatigued
i'm so pathetic and i'm looking for a reason
like what's the point when you're down on all seasons
choking on your words and struggling to breathe in
i'm apathetic and i've lost all feelings
i'm in turmoil and it holds no meaning
walking out the door i feel defeated oh, oh, oh
aren't you tired of calling me conceited 
i swear it's been months since we needed time
now we're all alone and i can't see the road and
i tried too hard to get back and now i'm stuck at square one
and it won't get back to where we was
and i'm so tired, oh
i need someone to put out all the lights and
take it all, goodbye

tone deaf w/ diacetyl (recyclebin)

my magnum opus and an ode to rob thomas.

lyrics:

she's got a

short temper and a reckless abandon
obnoxious no I
can't even stand it

over my neck
she's making me want her
deals with the devil
don't care what it costs her

she wanna be like a movie star

ride in the shotgun of expensive cars

but all I'm driving is a 96 pickup
six on the hip do a bit more than a
stick and poke

(and it)
might sound needy
but it seems so easy
play a six string on that stage
to make her
wanna see me
some more

and she really breaks me down
but those hands raise me so quickly

when we're driving through this town
my pants get sticky
and I see the

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I can't hide it
you're the reason I'm fighting

harder

it's not even fai-ai-air
woah

I ain't lying
girl you're love is black magic

it picks me up out
of my chai-ai-air
woah

I wrote you a song
as a way to relieve you
your love is a drug
there ain't no way that I could see you
recreationally

you are a
new necessity
to me

and I think it's for the best
gotta rip these arrows out my chest

cause I take one hit from you're loving
and I might just get obsessed
when I see those

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I think this is the part where I said
it was my fault

but it wasn't

cause honestly

if you started being normal and loved me for me

we wouldn't have this problem but

you're a drug to me

toxic
baby you're loving is
toxic
your lies are gon make me a
prophet

(streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize)

and you're out of control
I can't stop it
stop it
stop it
baby woah

(cause you're everything
to me and I'm not everything to you)

toxic
if you love me baby
would you stop it
all I'm asking of you is
be honest with me
woah-woah

(streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose)

streetlights (in bloom)

Burn (prod. SxberBlu & Me)

Another self produced song for you all <3

Boy With The Green Sweater

Lyrics:
I'll tell you everything, i'll tell you everything if you have my heart
Don't ever let me go, don't ever let me go i want you by my side
I'd tell you anything, i'd tell you anything when you're by my side
You're everything to me, you're everything to me.. don't you break my love for you
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Producer:
xmichaelwarren

Mix/Master:
@soulfadexo

a song to someone that i'll never get to love ever again [+ xmichaelwarren]

Lyrics:
take it or leave it
i can tell that youre feeling down
baby i need it
yeah baby i need u around
im begging and pleading
you proly dont hear a sound
yeah i hate what im feeling
theres no cure theres no healing now


yeah the dependency it gets to me
im begging please dont stop
no i wont rest in peace youre so heavenly
youre my destiny my last stop
its my tendency to keep loving thee
i hope youre giving me one shot
yeah its killing me
im a human being
im not feeling free the doors locked


i take back all of our time spent
always making conversations so violent
i can see the lies through my closed eyelids
bet youre saying who asked well i did
you use me and you break me down
abusing yeah you'd say it proud
confusing me im praying now
yeah im losing all my feelings wow

Dependency (prod.Tio Sandro)

Lyrics:

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood x2)

Don't know how it is 
To live and be dissociative
Not sure where i am half the time
Memory from memory, they intertwine 

Cant stay stuck in this cage forever
Want to be free and let it wonder
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood)

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot)

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)


Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

Minds in a blur but i'm still writing songs how
I'll Never let shit faze me or bring me way down
Wont let my mind define me, i'm much more than that
Now enough about me, let's go way back

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

(“it's.. it's weird because in a way i know that i'm living and im real but..but i..i feel so..so fake like…like im..im watching the world from..from somebody else's eyes, like its not actually me..? I don't know, maybe i'm crazy”)

Writing a song might be a sign it's getting bad
But i'm tired of pretending like i'm just really sad
The truth of the matter is i'm in my own head
Maybe I should stop singing and go to bed..

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

D!ssociative D!sorder (p. whymillyy)

[LYRICS]
People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

A let down, at 14 I thought that I'd have it checked out
At 21 i thought Id own a house and try and settle down
I'm 21 now and in debt and still paying rent
While my parents were newly met and they're soon to be newly weds

I think its fair to compare I'm their heir I'm their kin
Grew up sharing their room, I'm their blood I'm their skin
And people ask me why Im stressed
I'm depressed and I'm fucking anxious
This music paycheck is paying but not enough as my payments

See my tank is draining my bank and slave at minimum wage
And I'll make a song everyday and still feel that nothing has changed
I'm feeling mentally drained, I'm feeling lost Im feeling hopeless
I'm feeling lost

People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

I'm in fear everyday will my kids be deranged 
Will they grow, will they mold, will they live my mistakes?
Am I selfish? I want this. I lived through the pain
Now be honest how much more of this can I take

Grown Up (w/ nate2timez)

out on all platforms.
luv yall <3

LYRIC/////
Flip another coin into the whiskey jar
Filled up half the tank, didnt get that far
Rip my ‘02 neon yeah i miss that car
And you say ur always missing yeah i bet you are

Hear me clearly, hear me soft
Your my love, your in my arms
I need you close, you need me closer
Almost there im on my way over

You could put the distance between you and I
And id travel those miles, id travel the sky
Your worth every penny, every single dollar
if i couldnt reach you, know that i would call ya

Back when i was lonely, back before you would know me
Id dream of life like this, fall in love at our first kiss
Back when i was lonely, back before you would know me
Id dream of life like this, fall in love at our first kiss

Leave me broken leave me hopeless
Hope your joking, and you notice
That your loves a part of me,
That i would hate to see, leave
So baby stay with me, 
We can watch the moon, we can watch the stars
Make a wish on you, that youll never go far
Away from me, left to the shadows the stormy seas
Its you and me, on the open sea, lets go back home
We can live on the coastline, or the middle of nowhere
Waves on the shore, or a field with cold air
Nova scotia to saskatchewan

whiskey jar [prod. saint mike]

fkn nuts. prod @yunnygoldz

LYRIC']']'[l;pp,

Wrap myself when i end up in a casket
Rest my soul, to the sand pray to ashes
Burn me away took a toll, and im passing
Pass me away consequence to my action

Gotta learn from the past, one wrong move, 
team rocket ima blast
Gotta learn from the past, yet not overthink mistakes

But i tend to overthink, and my mind wont take a break
Til my confidence it breaks,and my hands they start to shake
Circle round my brain cause pain it aches 
But if u ask how im doing ill say great
Great how im feeling, just great how im dealing
great at overthinking and not great at the healing
Hard to move past when you disappoint yourself
Great at overthinking ima lose myself

R.I.P. from the heart to the soul
Broke to pieces aint coming back whole
I been cracking longtime, self inflicted
consequence is mine, atleast i predicted
Through my overthinking, confidence is sinking

But i tend to overthink, and my mind wont take a break
Til my confidence it breaks, and my hands they start to shake
Circle round my brain cause pain it aches 
But if u ask how im doing ill say great
Great how im feeling, just great how im dealing
Im great at overthinking and not great at the healing
Hard to move past when you disappoint yourself
Great at overthinking ima lose myself

great [prod. yunny goldz]

I swear I had a dream last night about you 
hoped to wake up and see you there it was doubtful,  
not long after 
wake up check my texts and it was you yuh, 
I couldn’t Believe my eyes 
text for a couple hours and I knew I’d blocked soon, 
I knew I’d be blocked soon. 
Didn’t wanna be blocked soon, 

why do you always do this to me yuh, 
life on hold for the one day that you see, me, 
and the couple letters 
that  I sent out 
I hope u didn’t get mad cause I really ran my mouth

nah fuck that  you wanted this didn’t you 
really thought I’d be a fool, you were kidding you,
well you right this time around and I’ll probably do it again, 
like I said we’re just friends 
(fuck)
ripped up latter number three 
I know you’ll probabaly never see 
or care to read 
unless I’m on your feed.
Cause I admit 
it’s hard to watch the ones you love leave, 
ask your self if you deserve everything
cause I know I do 
and I’m not a fool 
don’t text me again or I swear I’ll block you
“I swear I’ll be there soon” 
till the time runs out 
Ill just stare at the moon

Burn (prod. SxberBlu & Me)

Owxn

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