ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

she dont love me anymore
at least thats what i think
cuz i'm not the same anymore
idk if she's okay with this

you say what i did is atrocious i don't remember a thing
i wonder if one day we can start it all over again

oh girl u know i'd like it if you could give me a chance
but i don't care
i'm good on my own
i need me some time to work on myself

gimme the face
or gimme a hug
i just need a fix i don't really need u
i don't got no feels
i'll jump down the hill
but before i'll see if you can get back with me

J'ressens pas grand chose mais c'est sympa d'être à tes côtés
(I don't feel much but its good being by your side)
Me demande pas c'que j'pense certaines questions seront sautées
(don't ask me what i think, some questions won't get answers)

ill make it up to you if you give me a chance
i dont know if i'll ever be okay again
these wounds you gave they left scars unseen
and i don't think that i'll ever be okay with this
it's atrocious what you did
my whole heart's been broke from this
fight back i tried but i can't take it
you're an expert when you fake it
even though the love's been gone there's still traces

give me a chance ft. noxiousnights (mackk)

Mix : Sadtxnshi & IBleedIcare
Mastering : Sadtxnshi

@sadtxnshi

IBleedIcare - Heavy ft Sadtxnshi (Prod. luffysome x Flower x Menace )

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Listen on Spotify!

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

[verse 1]

Oh, oh 
Help me, I see you in the rain
As the night gets cold, I’ll probably throw it away
And then you’ll say I’m insane

Hold me in the rain, I can’t feel a thing
It’s the same thing, on a different day
I never change, honestly, oh my God
I never change, I’m insane, I’m insane, I’m insane 

I’m in pain, while I’m shaking in the rain 
Honestly I’m hoping that you never ever hate
Everything is going fine, I’ll probably throw away
Under your umbrella everything will be okay

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 2 - wokely ]

Stargazing when i’m outside with you 
Girl I love the way you touching on me got me in the mood 
Stargazing with you 
Girl I love it got you feeling brand new

Girl do you got a man to 
Hug on em and lean on em when the stars out 
Love on em and touch on em, love the thought of em 
Stargazing with-

Stargazing when I’m outside with you
Girl don’t ever leave my side with you
Stay wit me girl forever and ever 
And when I’m with you I keep on

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 3 - epitomeoffailure]

looking towards the sky
wondering why i try
would anyone even care if i die?
i don’t really thinks so but i’m just gonna leave it alone

it’s hard to know who to trust
baby girl just go on home
there’s smoke in the air
it was not fair 

what you did to me, has left me empty
i’ve had plenty
these memories
have become my disease

under the stars (feat. wokely & epitomeoffailure)(puhf & zekiro)

IntoTheParadox - Same Shit Different Day (Feat HeyLee Manzeron) (Prod. Discent & Thislandis)

epic song ft. @lxstboymusic
prod. judah B

LYRICCCC!!
Slide on the city yeah you know its time
Yeah shes pretty, mighty fine
Got myself locked in her eyes, a carousel right through my spine
She got me spinning round, round circles in my brain
I wish i could go back, and make my past not so plain

Cant change the past, but the future's yours to mold
So take your hand, ace up your sleeve, dont you fold, youll see
Youll make your name, across these plains, across these empty streets
Follow me, but i aint got a fkn clue
We gon bluff, we gon make it through the rough, 
losing all my confidence but fuck it ima run it up, 
look into her eyes n don't pass that up

[lxst boy]
yeah
slide through the city we gon make it fly
got so lost in her deep brown eyes
never could dance but she took my hand
got me hyped for what she got next
and i don’t wanna tell her now
that she’s all in my head
i wish i could just let her go
but i’m still here instead

imma lost boy
never found
but i’m always
underground
i don’t really
fall in love
but this girl is
all i want

slide on the city ft. lxst boy [prod. Judah B]

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

venus (part II) [+ THERSX]

exoplanet/lost in space [+ saint mike]

Lyrics:
I'll tell you everything, i'll tell you everything if you have my heart
Don't ever let me go, don't ever let me go i want you by my side
I'd tell you anything, i'd tell you anything when you're by my side
You're everything to me, you're everything to me.. don't you break my love for you
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Producer:
xmichaelwarren

Mix/Master:
@soulfadexo

a song to someone that i'll never get to love ever again [+ xmichaelwarren]

auto (mrctvn)

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

a song to someone that i'll never get to love ever again [+ xmichaelwarren]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)

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