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will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

:(

thank u @itschrismarek for the amazing beat ily dawg 

hope u guys like this btw, tried summ different 

lyrics:

cut my wrists and burn me down
you’re all i think about
you’re all i think about
you’re an angel from the clouds

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

(i gave you all the fucking world)

did you miss me?
cuz you left me with these scars like i was sixteen
fucking crying in the car and sippin whiskey
i remember all the times you would kiss me
that you would kiss me

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

all plats

feel the same [prod. chrismarek]

[LYRICS]
i don’t expect for you to notice 
skin fallin necrosis 
show up to my funeral and
bring me dead roses 
think i’m losing focus 
my thoughts are so bogus
i’m so fucking scared that
i’m stuck in psychosis 

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

ima runaway 
baby ima runaway 
no one cares anyway 
should i go or should i stay?

everything’s blur
like what the fuck occurred 
memories that haunt me
walking like a zombie 
xanax with my coffee 
girl from texas talking 
and all the acid i ingested 
made my mind a fucking mess man 
never took anti depressants 
21 and fucking stressing 
by 22 and i’ll be resting

either in my grave 
or laid up in my place 
i don’t really care i just 
take it day by day 
working with no rest 
love my friends to death 
fucking with my boys ima put ur ass to bed

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

Necrosis

Necrosis [prod. fuji! + heyrick!]

Written by Owen Jacobsen
Mix and Mastered by Owen Jacobsen 
Produced by Owxn

lyrics: 

Because you don’t even matter to me
There’s a part that you don’t see 
Behind the withering of everything in my life
Now I’m so tired and sick of situations I’m in
And I’m needing space 
Cause I’ve been losing patience 
Over things you say and I don’t know if I can take it
Thinking that I’m needing a break

Because things don’t work out as you want them to
And I learned that from myself no no not from you
You thought that you could help but you just intrude 
On things in my life that I don’t want you to
Know about but it’s not that it’s a secret 
But if it was, I know that you couldn’t keep it
And I don’t got a problem with trust
But you just don’t stop speaking 
Don’t stop speaking (oh oh oh)

Because you don’t even matter to me
There’s a part that you don’t see 
Behind the withering of everything in my life
Now I’m so tired and sick of situations I’m in
And I’m needing space 
Cause I’ve been losing patience 
Over things you say and I don’t know if I can take it
Thinking that I’m needing a break

Because you don’t even matter to me
There’s a part that you don’t see 
Behind the withering 
Of everything in my life
Now I’m so

Don’t Even Matter

live 4ever Ft. kennedyxoxo (dercept + bended)

so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn remastered (prod. dead yami)

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

prod. silver+methboiswag

Cant get you out my head
Was it something that I said
I know I can be too much sometimes
Sometimes less is more
You keep talking all that shit but I'm not hearing it
She pointing fingers at me I'm not feeling it
Oh whoa
Baby I'm about to switch the pace
And I'm way too high to talk bout dinner ill let you pick the place
Don't pay no mind no really don't pay no mind
She got some expensive taste and tastes better as time flies
Baby you don't remind me of anyone else I know
She got more money than me its hard to impress her
I think outside the box
Really I just love to plot
I like it when you take control I let you call the shots
Wait a minute baby don't cry can you hold on
You keep looking at me expecting to do wrong

How I'm supposed to save a part of me and you I'm not strong
It shouldn't take that fucking long to see what I'm on
Oh baby don't hit me with another episode
You look like everything I want you the perfect epitome
I cant see behind me
I think she tryna line me
Whatever goes around will come back to you in the long run
I got tired of running what do you want from me
I turned nothing to something don't want your company
I'm a wise mf smart ass douchebag
Hard to give a fuck when you get all this cash oh
I don't think I wanna fuck she moving fast on me
Ima go ahead and pass her to my big homie
I already know the world is cold
I'm just waiting for you to tell me something no ones told me
My lifestyles a waste of time I'm tryna kill the old me
You can say you love me now but you still got to show me

Cant get you out my head
Was it something that I said
I know I can be too much sometimes
Sometimes less is more
You keep talking all that shit but I'm not hearing it
She pointing fingers at me I'm not feeling it
Oh whoa
Baby I'm about to switch the pace
And I'm way too high to talk bout dinner ill let you pick the place
Don't pay no mind no really don't pay no mind
She got some expensive taste and tastes better as time flies
Baby you don't remind me of anyone else I know
She got more money than me its hard to impress her
I think outside the box
Really I just love to plot
I like it when you take control I let you call the shots
Wait a minute baby don't cry can you hold on
You keep looking at me expecting to do wrong

LESS IS MORE

spotify

LESS IS MORE [p. silver+methboiswag]

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

Don’t Even Matter

Owxn

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