could get me through the hole day just by listening fr

co produced w @speedlmt

lyric

i don't wanna die but i don't wanna try
when your not here w me i get a teary eye
my dreams are lucid, they gonna get you 
how can i prove it, that your the issue 

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

decomposing in the mirror posing 
spooky black my father:3 stop diagnosing 
why do i bother, im controlling, im the victim. forever rolling;

a sob sandwich its kinda adequate
let me swallow it, these my bandages
songs just foru cos i said it is !
of grams not sedatives, dont know what day it is:(
pop another sedative?

i got these tissues, oh fuck i miss u
will you be here soon so i can kiss u
i can't stop shaking im forever breaking
i know you like that, its never changing::(

I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT I DON'T WANNA TRY
WHEN YOUR NOT HERE W ME I GET A TEARY EYE
MY DREAMS ARE LUCID, THEY GONNA GET YOU 
HOW CAN I PROVE IT, THAT YOUR THE ISSUE 
I GOT THESE TISSUES, OH FUCK I MISS U
WILL YOU BE HERE SOON SO I CAN KISS U
I CAN'T STOP SHAKING IM FOREVER BREAKING
I KNOW YOU LIKE THAT, ITS NEVER CHANGING

pine

FUCK OFFFFFFFFF! hope u have a good day and ty for streaming <3
Produced by: yungspoiler
Written by: B murph
Mixed/mastered by: B Murph
Performed by: B Murph

LYRICS: 
I slip and fall back in your arms 
But, It's not what I really want
So baby fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
"Am I not enough?" That's what they all say to me
Fuck off, why won't you just let me be 
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off

And we can try and try again but there’s nothing left, yeah 
The chemistry is dead and there’s nothing more that needs to be said
But your still holding on, to something out your reach
You got me begging on my knees, screaming out baby please

Fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
"Am I not enough?" That's what they all say to me
Fuck off, why won't you just let me be 
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off
(Oh baby fuck off)
(Fuck off, I don't wanna be here no more
Love ya? no I don't, not anymore
Fuck off, oh baby fuck off)

fuck OFF!

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem 
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

Snow Cabin

instrumental composed by admiin

Couch on the porch
So I sleep down on the floor 
House of a whore
That night burnt down in the storm 
Words that you said 
Still burn me down to my core 
I spend some time in your head
Just to leak out thru ur pores

Doubts  and
 discourse 
Comes out of the mouth of my corpse
Oceans, mountains and porn 
I don’t see how you get bored 

Out in the north 
They think down south we’re just poor
I have my doubts but I’m sure 
That we’re just proud that it’s warm

And the miles of shore
And the mountains of course
And there’s so much more to do
And there’s so much more to lose
So there’s guns in the house under the pillow
As I write love songs in my breath on your window
I’ve seen her by the river
I beg god that she’s a saint 
But I wish way more that she’s a sinner 
And her skin feels like West Virginia rain
(When you’ve lived here long you can smell the rain)

I go 
Through the thorns for hella miles
Just to hold you for a while
Just to see you with a smile 
You can go wherever I go
You say where and I where and I will follow you
(Don’t care where I will follow you)

Thru The Thorn

Thru the Thorn (prod. admiinn)

- ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉ'ｌｌ ｅｎｄｕｒｅ -
prod. kais
i love you guys<3 

lyrics:
where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, no
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i love you, i love you, i do
i'd hug you but my touch just goes right through
i told you, i told you i'm
gone, gone, gone.

where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, nah
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

endure

hey guys, hope u enjoy this new track i luv it <3
produced by: @prod-oc

LYRICS:
i still can't believe what i saw
or what i heard
on that night
it still rings in my head
in my mind
i'll play it til i'm dead
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

i can only hear one sound
the beat of my heart as it pounds
and i thought i'd see you around
but i guess that it's all said and done
leave a message and then you're gone
and i start to think that i'm the problem
and my family asks, "what are you running from?"
and i look at them and say...

its that night (it's that night)
it still rings in my head (it still rings in my head)
in my mind (in my mind)
i'll play it til i'm dead (i'll play it til i'm dead)
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more (no more)
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore (there was gore)
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

(breathing now)
(that i'm still breathing now)
(breathing now)

have a good day/night 333+

gore (oc)

Lyrics: 

(hero)

she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

(ekeon)

I don't wanna tell em what you did then
You think its funny when you splurge my name
You dissin
You call me addict 
Call me fake 
Call me villain
But I know it 
When you all alone
You listen

If you leave me what am I now
I could find my way but really 
I don't know how
I could love you more but really that's a false vow
Is that how you really feel 
I don't know now

It's getting hard to stay focused 
You know that I'm trying you're my antidote its
Something that I can notice
These words to the lost
Are all from a lotus

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart

(hero)

(BUT IM LYING)

huh
she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart
but I'm lying

Chicken Gordita

Chicken Gordita w/ Hero (uforia)

if you know where the reference bars are from - you are swag

Lyrics:

on the pavement i've been laying low
i'd rather lay alone
i'd rather sit and contemplate my fate and fuckin zone
wield a mask and cut my wrist until i feel the flow
i wanna kill myself so bad and you don't even know
never cared about the money or the fame
cuz the money fill my tummy but my pockets stay the same
i've been slowly craving happiness and I should be ashamed
i ain't let myself feel anything these thoughts are all to blame

sweater weather's better
i'd go shirtless in december
but i'm dysmorphic of my body
with no sign of getting better
so i hate the way i look
and i hate the way i feel
but i cannot force the change
so i just suffer in what's real

no happily ever after
return the cast back to sender
i'm no mage but eating spells is something i think i could manage
i just pop another xanax
i am used to disadvantage
i can see through every wall
but i just let her deal me damage

she supports me from the shadows
and i don't know if that's better
think i'd rather her let go
she makes me kinda wanna vanish
i just relish in the effort from my friends and all my brothers
if these pills happen to kill me
hide my body from my mother

my own mind got me fallin off the deep end
sleepin in the crevice
it's not much
just slowly creepin
if you tryna stay alive
don't bother
voices been speaking
cuz the reaper split your face in two 
your blood is leaking

sweater weather (hollowprpl)

Check out the Producer:
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Soundcloud: @feegray
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Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@feegray.wav

Lyrics
========================
(Robstar)
You don't gotta hear me
I been running out of excuses
It's useless I know
I'll say I'll stay but I don't
(Stay but I don't)
You don't wanna see me
I had only one chance and blew it
If we get through it
Will you go
(Will you go)
Did I change too late
To keep you close
(Too late to keep you close)

What can I say if paranoia is justified
I recognise I tend to overanalyse
You sympathise but admit that I'm the one to blame
Amplify the thoughts inside
How can I sleep at night
When I'm the cause of all of your pain
Is it right to rectify, to try to fight
Or is it better if I'm walking away

(Fee Gray)
I know that you can't trust me
You're wondering if I'll stay
I'm ignoring what I see
I'm excusing my mistakes
I've been acting like
We do more than just fuck and fight
Well maybe I like the pain
Cause I dont think that I want it to change
 
 
What can I do when I'm always tryna brush aside
Why I lie, I tend to overempathise
And realise, you're not the only one to blame
Now I'm paralysed, in my mind
Trying to overcome my pride
Can't get off this fucking ride
Like a double suicide
This is driving us insane

(Robstar)
You don't gotta hear me
I been running out of excuses
It's useless I know
I'll say I'll stay but I don't
(Stay but I don't)
You don't wanna see me
I had only one chance and blew it
If we get through it
Will you go
(Will you go)
Did I change too late
To keep you close
(Too late to keep you close)

Excuses ft. Fee Gray

Excuses Ft. Fee Gray [Prod. Zanda]

Give yourself a chance
Let yourself win
It's time you begin
To live
In your skin

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

It may have been tough
Before
But today
Will change
When you head out the door

Follow your heart
Follow your dreams
Follow your passion
It's not a lot
So it seems

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

If you know that you'll be fine 
Give yourself permission
It is time
It is time

Accept 
Who you are
Accept your ways
Nobody is perfect
You should not be afraid

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

If you know that you'll be fine 
Give yourself permission
It is time
It is time

It is time
Who you are
Accept your ways
Nobody is perfect
You should not be afraid

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

confined (admiin)

B Murph

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