loop by gavin hadley

lyrics:

yeah you said

down the line maybe we could reconnect

but my guess is

you got tied up with things

i heard you're killing out west

gotta run soon, trust me

i know how it goes

and you're gone by the morning

where you'll wind up

baby i don't know

on the run 11.29.22 10:01 pm

produced by evan sasha

lyrics:

boy i'm golden

stripes on my face like i don't notice

darling i cry

darling i cry

tell me do you yearn for me when i'm away

you could slow down i can run your pace

turn a blind eye to the mess we made

turn a blind eye to the mess we made

MARLBORO_RED 7.31.22 6:41 PM (PST)

give it a month or two, i’ll break my shoes in
cross my hands, it’s so confusing
just tell me how to do it right
just tell me how to do it
don’t you act like i’m clueless
in a month i’ll be cooling
gotta get it for my brothers cause my brothers show me love
you put my head inside the dirt uhh
tell them that i’ll die for them
got me wishing on the stars on them
it’s in my best interest you’re safe and not crying
say hi to my momma, don’t know that i’m fighting
should’ve texted you back, didn’t have the words to reply and
i’m stuck up on things i should’ve forgot like years ago
it’s fuck it though

months

i made a wrong move
i tie both my shoes straight
darling what's new?
you're half a world away
i bite my tongue and graze my teeth
at something only god can see
ask the teller, "what's got into me?"
he just sighed and gave me sympathy
my love, what's new?
my love, what's new?
my brown leather skin
your face of an angel
i repent for my sins
hear your voice close my eyes i'm in that condo again
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid

what's new

suckonyou (ft. vedbend)

brown eyes

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham
outro by aftrr
additional production by me

I packed all my bags and left my home town
And when I come I want to be something
Make my dad proud
Oh isn’t it obvious love?
That I miss you so dearly
Can you hear me?
Oh I’ll make it easy

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Wore up your shoes kicking dirt in my face
It’s how it’s supposed to be love
God strike me down from above
Just tell me what you really want
What you really want

At a rest stop in a car with some people I don’t know
Maybe if we didn’t live far then our eyes would both be glowing gold
Dream girl don’t love me no more (don’t throw it away)
Threw my morals out like a whore (you threw it away)
You don’t gotta save me darling
I spent the last month getting high
Wishing I wasn’t alive and steady crying
I told myself don’t die yet
That’d be so violent

I’ve been up all night for you
Ruin my mind for you
Giving all this time for you
Peeling back my eyes for you
Oh baby can’t you see? (that my head is on the floor, bae head is on the floor)
Oh baby can’t you see? (do you love me anymore bae, love me anymore?)
Love me anymore

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be? (go!)
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?

home

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by neverforever
additional production by me

They say, “give it time”
Suppose it’s only right
I wore a smile until the days had turn to night
I watched my knees give out as soon as I saw the text
I laid my conscience down to rest
I watched my options fade to grey
Till there was nothing left
I don’t wanna feel this way
I don’t wanna deal with it no more
The things I love about you
Are things I wish I could change

Are things I wish I could change
Are things I wish I could change
Wish I could change
You tore a hole in my brain
Pick up a piece of my remains
And leave the rest up to fate (are things I wish I could change)
Cause babe I feel like a slave
And I can’t deal with the pain
Don’t tell me it was all in vein
Oh these are things I wish I could change

change

I won't take more
and I'll just stay with you all alone around these walls

cause no one really leaves this town
cause the light always shines here
and you get burnt while you're out here
but what if I let the clouds come in

I won't take more, I won't take more
I won't take more, I won't take more

I won't take more, I won't take more
I won't take more, I won't take more

take more

i love you

lyrics 

The way my heart beats when I'm thinking of you
I'm kinda lovesick, my fever's out of control
From a distance, could pick you out of the view
Don't say nothing, let's sit in silence a few
I feel you hands tighten around me
I let it happen, I'm surrounded
Intoxicated by you, I'm drunk off just a taste
Oh, I fade into you, I feel your influence (Ooh)

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

Babe, babe, babe
How was the evening?
Was it a date, date, date?
Intentions clearing
Oh, fuck, I made her pay
My pockets were empty
And you stayed after to say
I like you, boy, fly out to me (Oh, god)
We looked for loose change to buy just one little pack
Don't let the love fade, guess fighting's just part of that
And life's what we make, so let's be stupid in fact
Let's drink the day away, I wanna love you like that

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

I need some oxygen
I'm in the stratosphere, a long way down (Oh)
I picked out your face out of the crowd
If love is in the air, need oxygen, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh
I'm getting high off of you (Oh)
One cigarette shared with two
Getting high off of fumes, oh
Baby, it is too quick to call you that?
Okay, you made me call you by name, was it that bad?
Oh, lately you're in my head, have I gone mad?
Lay awake for hours on end, insomniac

Something, something
Is in the air, I'm choking up, oh
In my lungs, lungs
My chest tightens, is it love, oh?
One look at you, I'm choking up
Need oxygen, give me some air, I think I'm running out

I need some oxygen
I'm in the stratosphere, a long way down (Oh)
I picked out your face out of the crowd
If love is in the air, need oxygen, oh-oh-oh

If love is in the air, need oxygen

shoutout sonny

change

spoder