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death wish

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4lwq80jSYhe7jYi6SQRGpJ?si=3972c9994a224673

p. zbeatz, b2nny, spoder
mixed by me and b2nny
with @b2nny
happy holidays
note: sorry abt the high end, it will be fixed from now on, listen on like 80% volume 

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[spoder]
every thought up in my brain
every problem that i had
it all comes right back to you
don't you come here and break my rules love

remember what i said bout winter?
i'll have a couple cold nights but i swear that it'd get better
and i'll run back to you
but you've been falling apart
building back my roof, again

why you acting so tough for no reason?
when you're on the damn floor fucking bleeding
dirt up on your name
i don't want to be so pessimistic
all these people lame
but i really feel like i've been missing

a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

[b2nny]
don’t know how to contact you
when you way in the back of a filled up room
it’s when you're lost in my mind
caught in my head
i feel the pressure
i'd rather be dead
than be alive at this time feeling nothing at all
i'd rather smash my fucking brain on this whole damn wall
don’t want a second alone
to bathe in my thoughts
thought that i canceled tonight but i guess we can take a walk for a minute
under the flashing street lights
don’t see me winning
this moment never feel right
to me, to you, to any watchers watching
i knew this wasn't the night

[spoder]
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

human contact w/ b2nny

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

ayee its my bday :D

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2W5OEYvBagbOE3vjuWAICM?si=9dc84b69804142f3

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Lyrics:
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

I don't know what to do
Can we change the mood? 
Is what you said the truth?
Is it Me or you?
Can we just go find the things that are complicated
Tryna find the options that are waiting
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately

Me or U

Me or U (prod. ok mallii)

run song fun song

prod me 
ฏ๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎๎

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

prod kon x xlhc x aks
ty you all for the support and 1k!
ep droppin soon

https://open.spotify.com/track/1N5R8UcqGtJn0NXQ3aiYnT?si=LH-R_HnqQjWiXpFmgrFUXA

waistband (ON ALL PLATS)

s/o to biteki for this cool amv/lyric vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATj8gL--S_Y

i dont rlly wanna talk like that in my head
girl u rlly got me so down bad what the heck 
i dont even wanna fuck i jus want u in my bed
when she left i could feel myself get upset

its the same ol situation
time is sprintin i cant escape it
we just avoid the topic
feels like were looping conversations
i jus cant be another npc
i dont think the norm is right for me
its getting hard for me to breathe
anxiety got the best of me

i think i was in psychosis
u stare at me feels like slow motion
i keep losin fuckin focus
forgot i could feel emotion
got off the sauce now im fiendin
i need someone to believe in me
ignore my cheesy sappiness
i hold myself from happiness

@luvkurtis
dont hide come take it all from me
intentions clear too see
know you wont give it back
so hold it tighter its yours too have now

come tear me down 
i wish that i was found 
by someone else, compassionate
its all i needed

you made my heart stop
heart complications
know that you caused
you caused a break in

my minds spinnin from the come down
psychosis settin in im numb
so you can tear me down too what you wanna take from me
its ruined now 
i cant believe that
its all gone

psychosis w/ kurtis (yungspoiler & scrobaby)

prod by aftrr

lyrics:

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

i been acting funny tryna see the way u move
in love with the money ima spend it on u
talk to no one else, im not tryna be rude
spark it, up too high
hands on ur side
dance with me until its 3 or 4 clock
now we watch time fly
u could stay another night oh
if u dont mind ill put ur lips on mine

whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think that i miss u
whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think-

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

SPOTIFY !

intuition

Out On Spotify & Apple Music

produced by nte

~ lyrics
face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

and im working past 5 with my hands on my head
thinking about how wrong you were
and to think i gave a chance to a person like you
makes me wonder what ive heard
now im dying alive feeling chained to my bed
cause i couldnt get to her
what a waste of my time thinking dead or alive
that id get to see you hurt

so i threw my face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

so i set up camp im sleepin with a crown on
and i never gave a chance to hear him mouth off
and im takin my time to piss the crowd off
pullin out the 90 plus 10 to keep it real cause i
never heard you once say
that you ever meant it that way
and if i did im so sorry cause i fucked up
aint no turning back now yeah its too far gone

and you can tell right now that im upset
there's a whole lotta talk up on my name but nothings come yet
imma pack yall bitches imma put you in a blunt
smoke until im done yeah you better r-

uh yeah you better run, yeah you better run
ill smoke you like a blunt

with @solderis prod @heyzeph. mutt county out sep 27th luv