melancholy

firee

1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

lapse w/ alain

acme

hysteria

7 reasons why you hate yourself

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

INNO (kimj zac greer dwork)

@risk02 @hudsonlee feat. some sound design from @meechmusik

unuary 3st_20230103

I Miss Your Warm Hands

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

Thomas Howard - Guitar, bass, backing vocals, drums
Samuel Winemiller - Guitar, bass
Josh Augustin - Vocals/lyrics, synth

Means So Much

Every Single Sound / Such A Shame

Every Single Sound

last night
i was feeling down
had my homies say they 
love me in surround sound
it was in one ear
out the other
think i made it very clear
i won't bother

if i stick by
i mean if i
i can't lie
you see through it like satellites
though i try
i can't bear see face
can't bear see me
so i'd rather sit inside
if all i am is what i've been
i'd rather not try
just to let you down
down down down down down down

i can tell you're getting tired of me
i think you can see inside of me now
i wish i could see inside of you
i wish you could see this side of me back then
tell me is the time up
call it perfect timing x2

yeah
i don't wanna see another face out here
baby i'm free
and i'm all that you need
under the satellite
i see clear as day
why should i have to try
when i'm as good as dead


my pretty girl

spoder