clock out just to be unsatisfied
i hate how they act when their not around me
i think that they care but its synthesized
now all i can trust is this synthesizer

so what do you expect from me
i can only do so much
having trouble keeping it all going
itll never be the same as it was

take it all theres nothing left
take it all theres nothing
their hands they pull me off my bed
its fine i guess, their not a threat

digesting all the things you said x2 
ill hate their guts until im dead
thats what i get, gave you my best

and its not even like im over anything
maybe can we resume
come back in, ill freak out, my actions
breed catastrophe
don't care anymore im done, dont care anymore i won
dont care anymore, dont care like before i was

so upset, with myself, i regret everything, everything, everything
that ive done
tried my best every time, im depressed every night, every night, every night

threat

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

self prod

lyrics
i need it im fiening im steady hooked on a feeling
we could make plans only if you dont end up leaving
no one can see it
ill play my cards right ill finally break even
they wont understand all the times ive been looking for it
thats the only thing that feel important
really hope that it will go according to plan

moving cause im on the road my hands get cold
could u keep me warmer im not used to snow
you could waste my time
we could run away we could get a little farther
from this life
i cant even think yeah i gotta move smarter
i was thinking that i need to play it cool
i was tripping yeah i couldnt read the room
wasnt living so im probably a fool
yeah i rly didnt even have a clue
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth

see the future in ur eyes
they been looking for me hide
hurry up and pick a 
hurry up and pick a side
take a trip around the world baby u cud slide
im dont think im asking too much for you to try
they said i did it all wrong
cuz i did it alone
but i couldnt control
all the things that i wished for hoped for
i think that we could talk more
remember what was so important 

moving cause im on the road my hands get cold
could u keep me warmer im not used to snow
you could waste my time
we could run away we could get a little farther
from this life
i cant even think yeah i gotta move smarter
i was thinking that i need to play it cool
i was tripping yeah i couldnt read the room
wasnt living so im probably a fool
yeah i rly didnt even have a clue
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth

SPOTIFY

im not used to snow (self prod)

li.sten.to/tansea-tmwyw

Lyrics:
Stuck in the past I'm a soldier
Split memory I don't even know you
I can't see myself when I'm older
But the party still breathes when it's over

I went through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

Tell me how to breathe again
Because I've been losing effort
It's been getting harder every week
Just to regret her

Got me in circle
Right besides me
Besides me
I cant think of anyone who likes me

Treat me like I
Didn't know her
Said she loved me but she gave the cold shoulder
I've been losing grip on everything now that I'm older

But I might win again

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it, for the hell of it

I came through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
I know it's hard for you to stand, oh yeah yeah

But I'll change
For you
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad)
(My bad)

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

tell me what you want (p. me)

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2BbQLTh6aNEQmnVYOL2r6a?si=3f6f5997356c44f1

Follow prod: Wolfgang Pander plss❤
http://www.wolfgangpander.com
https://www.youtube.com/@WOLFGANGPANDER

Discord Server: discord.gg/sVEY9JZW8t
Follow Me Pls ❤:
www.youtube.com/c/meantylol
open.spotify.com/artist/7wj1qkbnw5xhAOukljhbYK
www.instagram.com/officialmeanty/
www.twitter.com/OfficialMeanty
www.tiktok.com/@officialmeanty

Lyrics:
I don't think I ever learned my lesson
Cuz I always keep running back to you 
(Yeah back to you) 
(Yeah darling I'm saying something)
Yeah you're giving me the good directions
Somehow I keep on falling thru
No matter how hard I try I don't know what to do
Cuz I don't know I don't know I don't know why you're on my mind
(why why ooh why why why)
And I
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love and I don't know why
And I don't know how to say it to you
Baby I don't know if you would wanna be just friends I
Don't know if you feel the same you keep your feelings in like
Running back and forth i know it's not what I intended
Yeah can't explain your innocence I know the way you meant it

You know I'm right you're just undeceive
Close your eyes tell me how you like it
By your side but you're always fighting
Take my heart why can't be align it
I don't know I don't know I don't know why you're on my mind
(why why ooh why why why)
And I
I'm in love I'm in love I'm in love and I don't know why
And I don't know how to say it to you

Baby I don't know if you would wanna be just friends I
Don't know if you feel the same you keep your feelings in like
Running back and forth i know it's not what I intended
Yeah can't explain your innocence I know the way you meant it
Baby I don't know if you would wanna be just friends I
Don't know if you feel the same you keep your feelings in like
Running back and forth i know it's not what I intended
Yeah can't explain your innocence I know the way you meant it

spotify

Innocence (prod. Wolfgang Pander)

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham
outro by aftrr
additional production by me

I packed all my bags and left my home town
And when I come I want to be something
Make my dad proud
Oh isn’t it obvious love?
That I miss you so dearly
Can you hear me?
Oh I’ll make it easy

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Wore up your shoes kicking dirt in my face
It’s how it’s supposed to be love
God strike me down from above
Just tell me what you really want
What you really want

At a rest stop in a car with some people I don’t know
Maybe if we didn’t live far then our eyes would both be glowing gold
Dream girl don’t love me no more (don’t throw it away)
Threw my morals out like a whore (you threw it away)
You don’t gotta save me darling
I spent the last month getting high
Wishing I wasn’t alive and steady crying
I told myself don’t die yet
That’d be so violent

I’ve been up all night for you
Ruin my mind for you
Giving all this time for you
Peeling back my eyes for you
Oh baby can’t you see? (that my head is on the floor, bae head is on the floor)
Oh baby can’t you see? (do you love me anymore bae, love me anymore?)
Love me anymore

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be? (go!)
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?

home

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Told him give me couple minutes let me digest
Do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent

Tell me, do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent
I was clean for like a month but guess I digress
Tell me baby, do you feel the high yet?
Don't let go
I just need to get my mind right
Do as I'm told
I'll stay clear, outta your sight

Don't hurt me
I'm sorry
I hate my body
Do you smile at the thought of me?
Severed nerves and my bones grown weak

Oh judi
Oh judi
Have you thought about me lately?
Oh judi
Oh judi
Tell me, have I gone crazy?

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Tap her shoulder ask her do you feel the high yet

oh judi

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

They tell me that I’m dumb
Shit, I agree with them
Yea, I was out tryna find solace
Picked up the j and couldn’t put it down
Couldn’t tell you who I am now
Left home to make my dad proud but I done lost my whole mind wow
I still, I still love you dearly
I don’t, I don’t want no one near me
And don’t dare offer me a cig yea that shit fucking disgusting

I’ll be gone
So so damn far
I was wrong
To lend you my heart
Are you better than?
You are heaven sent
5150
Now I’m hell bent
And I did it once
I’ll do it again
Get me out the city
Need a soul cleanse

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

We’re young baby have pride in it
Spent the last five months thinking I’d die before I turn nineteen baby
Turn around, put your fists up
Wish I didn’t fucking miss ya
Turn around, put your fists up
I’ll be there cause I need ya
Tell another lie
Maybe in another life
Don’t think twice
I’ll show you I’m able this time

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

5150

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by neverforever
additional production by me

They say, “give it time”
Suppose it’s only right
I wore a smile until the days had turn to night
I watched my knees give out as soon as I saw the text
I laid my conscience down to rest
I watched my options fade to grey
Till there was nothing left
I don’t wanna feel this way
I don’t wanna deal with it no more
The things I love about you
Are things I wish I could change

Are things I wish I could change
Are things I wish I could change
Wish I could change
You tore a hole in my brain
Pick up a piece of my remains
And leave the rest up to fate (are things I wish I could change)
Cause babe I feel like a slave
And I can’t deal with the pain
Don’t tell me it was all in vein
Oh these are things I wish I could change

change

LOL here u go sorry for taking it away 
produced by @1hallow

oh judi

spoder

Recent comments

EXHALED SP!R!T

quiv

Related tracks