prod. roku honda 

first song

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(intro)


(chorus)
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed it all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final til the day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone

(verse)
My legs are bruised up (bruised up bruised up)
I think you’re losin us  (losin us losin us) 
Oh just stick to the plan and dont be stupid
Well thats clearly a challenge 
Cause its so “hard for you” no 
Hard for you noooo
(123) oh i swear that its not working
Dude i try and try again but I swear that its not worth it
Dude just throw it in the trash cause you know that its not perfect
Oh i dont know when it stops so im searching for the surface uhhhhh

(little middle thing idk what its called)
I get its hard but like i cant hold your hand no more
Im getting tired feel like texting yous a last resort
Cause its about time baby that i learnt my fucking lesson
Its a bout time baby where i start ask where im headed
Aint in my right mind
Dont lie
Havent seen this picture in my sight i,
Hide mine 
Walk around the place like your a tuff guy 
You act like i could do it wit my eyes closed
oh just give me another second when the time goes

(chorus) 
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed em all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final until day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone (times go ho ooone)

expectations

expectations (roku)

frou frou frou frou frou frou x4 artifact

a new kind of love(imperf/art1fact)

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

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falling apart w/ kurtis

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE: https://ffm.to/smartypuffs

prod: @iamtokimi / @yueechiba
vocalists: @iamtokimi @reefuh @seanpitaro @ashsocozy

FOR NIZTOPIA X PHARAOH CONTEST
Sounds Used:
corkscrew (melody)
chode bass
feverdream clap
sellout perc loop
stacks clap
fossil 808

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smartypuffs

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all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial

scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

ukg 3.0

may 29 2022

intro:
hole in my chest but they still don’t notice
tell them all about my problems but they don’t know shit
if the weather matched my feelings then i might feel better
cos all this sunshine been making me feel lesser
petrified im feeling petrified
locked in my bedroom shit can i even tell the time
everything’s so grey can’t tell between wrong and right
is there any point in trying?

chorus
i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

@dpf617:
back up, head shot make him act up
look on the ground and his blood all splattered
am i crazy? idk, in denial feel so low
kinda lost another day run thru my head when she said she wish i was dead
passed out on the floor with the pills up
talking to the voice in my head they gone kill us
another bottle going down in the system
the old me man i know they gone miss em
now my face on the news its my image
going straight to the bid for some quick shit
right now getting paint as the villain
when i'm out they gone see me as the hero
i don't even know why i try now
going down i ain't going where the light go

verse:
cash out
ignore the voices drinking till i pass out
cry now
the pills keep me at bay don't gotta fight now
lights down
close the curtains keep my thinking to myself now
locked out
get away from all u bums u way too low-brow
yea i'm an overthinker social weirdo
never find the words to say
the news, it travels quick
the dirt on u piles in less than a day
toxic grapevines
the same ones to drown in our sorrows
feel them eyes drill into me
what's the point of seeing tomorrow

bridge
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, im craving
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, i'm craving

i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

timewaster

timewaster, +DPF

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produced by ryan (@rywrrd)
 + a little from me

unorthodox and mellow but means a lot, thank you for listening <3
i'll be more consistent next year, i promise 

i know it goes without saying but i hate your guts
spent a couple months, fucked around, came close to giving up
don't show up, right now
i've grown older, i'm not that dumb now
i'll tell you it's fine and i'll leave you to be
you've got no right here to cry and i'm grinding my teeth for you
i've got a lot to say,
but i'd rather not speak 'till you’re up at my grave
the stupid look on my face
you could take it back but i promise the damage won't be replaced
i'll, move far so i don't have a care
that's if i don't die before next year
for the better or the worse,
i flipped my insides out and tried to make it work
won't it be fun when they find out
out through your door and through the gate your quiet speech is like a mouse
tell me, who is laughing now?
there's so much for you to see
i bite down and clench my teeth
there's so much for you to see
i'll be there, give me a week.

september's burial

september's burial (ry)

prod will!

yeah
9-5 on the dash, 5 percent on the tint
keep it 100 never switch up on the clique
she gon fuck off the drugs, did too much, we in bliss
dont gotta talk, she just wanna kiss
too high, too fly, ima flaunt on this bitch
whole fit cost a milly, 10 bands for the kicks
do u really miss me? shawty she just trippin off a spliff
i dont talk my shit, i dont give a shit

got like way too many hoes
way too bad 4 me, i know
do u miss me on the road
still belong to u, fo sho
i got too much on my plate
im way too high, put on my shades
chase the guap, uppin the stakes
no time for u, get out my face

no i cant be trippin over u
if u want me, lmk ill get that table for 2
and i know ive been gone but i promise baby ill be back soon
take u out, when its late we could head back to ur room

back to back
ima hit it 2 times
where the camera at
make a movie, like mike
she a savage ass
had to tell her dont bite
where yo daddy at
in ha mood, ice spice yeah
huh, too nice yeah
huh, too fly yeah
huh, do this shit for the squad, get it right yeah
i been grinding every day and every night yeah
just tryna get the crowd bumpin like

move ur body
put it in motion
her touch
enchant me like potion
she like henny
so thats what im pourin
this that drunk love
and u know it
dont talk
no time for emotions
my voice
she like how im flowin
keep on going
dont care where the road ends
i get what i got
thats how i told it

got like way too many hoes
way too bad 4 me, i know
do u miss me on the road
still belong to u, fo sho
i got too much on my plate
im way too high, put on my shades
chase the guap, uppin the stakes
no time for u, get out my face

september's burial (ry)

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