1 year old lil trap remix i fouhnd on the old files iykyk :3 derp

i wish you were here

tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial

scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3FeLYX0lYV5CkrFakaqTjj?si=edd3f4d959054cae
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produced by ryan (@rywrrd)
 + a little from me

unorthodox and mellow but means a lot, thank you for listening <3
i'll be more consistent next year, i promise 

i know it goes without saying but i hate your guts
spent a couple months, fucked around, came close to giving up
don't show up, right now
i've grown older, i'm not that dumb now
i'll tell you it's fine and i'll leave you to be
you've got no right here to cry and i'm grinding my teeth for you
i've got a lot to say,
but i'd rather not speak 'till you’re up at my grave
the stupid look on my face
you could take it back but i promise the damage won't be replaced
i'll, move far so i don't have a care
that's if i don't die before next year
for the better or the worse,
i flipped my insides out and tried to make it work
won't it be fun when they find out
out through your door and through the gate your quiet speech is like a mouse
tell me, who is laughing now?
there's so much for you to see
i bite down and clench my teeth
there's so much for you to see
i'll be there, give me a week.

september's burial

september's burial (ry)

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31XgdC9vEiMyDm4OUdD2Iv?si=e368819be10f4846

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Lyrics:
Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

@riensu:
ill close the space between our love ill be all u need<3
I'm not afraid of us
(woah, oh)
Movin side to side
I cant look away from your eyes
woah, oh, oh, oh

Meanty:
Oh yeah I miss you I just wanna go and give you my heart
@riensu:
I wanna see u but the distance is just way too far
Meanty:
All of these issues I don't wanna go back from the start
@riensu:
Wanna go back to ur heart

Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

Dance with u

spotify

Dance with u w/ riensu (prod. sai)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

prod me n @aftrrs

phone on flight mode
travel private every week
groupies all at my show
back at the hotel they all wanna treat me
they think i went soft
make dat choppa spin fast blue hedgehog 
mortal kombat
fatality on sight its dat same ol same ol

uh
cant stop buying new wallets
racks obese leather tear thru seamless
uh
sipping dis wock its premium
age like wine n now it taste sweeter
uh
ion rent ion buy shit
only do takeovers
play a long game its a matter of time
luck on my side im a 4 leaf clover
uh

blessed with dat midas touch
lay a hand on a ho its a happy ending
my time has come
been making these songs shits boundary-breaking
i cant fw 12
kfc imma kentucky fry these cops
these diamonds blinding
feeling like carti hide it in my sock
whole lotta redhorse
dickriding od treat me like cavalry
whip out the 15
make his skin dry he need vaseline
we dont play no games
make his bones crunch like biscuit
crumbling life before ur eyes
looking real silly yea we call u a dimwit

need a smart bitch, good head on her shoulders
giving good head dont gotta force it
bottoms custom one of a kind
its priceless mindless dont even gotta try
ur songs is mid u aint even try
same type beat n ur words is dry
same mystery on ig stories
looking like sheep i aint bout that time
dis ain't a freestyle but i'm letting it flow
all dis pussy on me yea i'm gonna choke
keeping these checks on me i'm a walking tick
like cindie this life is my shoe that fits
yeah this shoe is a tailor fit
been on a streak yea i never miss
ur girl see me she become a simp
these bands get flipped on sum tony hawk shit

phone on flight mode
travel private every week
groupies all at my show
back at the hotel they all wanna treat me
they think i went soft
make dat choppa spin fast blue hedgehog 
mortal kombat
fatality on sight its dat same ol same ol
uh
[lil back n forth]
cant stop buying new wallets
racks obese leather tear thru seamless
uh
sipping dis wock its premium
age like wine n now
uh
ion rent ion buy shit
only do takeovers
play a long game its a matter of time
luck on my side im a 4 leaf clover
uh

@aftrrs
oo ooh
i kno sometimes i get reckless
do u still wear my old necklace
i kno our fights leave u restless
oo ooh
but i cant trip no
take this bag i flip it oh
choppa shoot like pippen oh
hit the beat 1 time like 1-2 aye
pretty hoe enticed i want u aye
beat it up eat it up like souffle
1 shot wit me like russian roulette
got that fye on my hip like pk
yeah
pretty hoe run it back like replay
yeah
could give a fuck what he say, she say
give it up, run it down like d-day

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unmastered
produced by me
exclusive for soundcloud

lyrics:

i can't
go one week
with my two left feet
so i take whatchamacallit

cus' i was never intimate with my problems

do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you wanna, do you wanna?

do you want the whole wide world on your shoulder?
i'm scared of getting older
all of my friends never give the cold shoulder
"find a good man, with a soul" that's what i told her

maybe i could be the man 
you want with my hopes up
i ain't no savior
i ain't no man

i'm just one person do you understand?
i get distraught when my life hits the fan
i've seen my goals slip out of my ha-

another week
another person telling what they need

i just
gotta
keep my
head spinning

one more time
one more time
one more time
one more time

i can't
go one week
with my two left feet
so i take whatchamacallit

cus' i was never intimate with my problems

do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you want to be someone?
do you wanna, do you wanna?

do you want to be someone?

(do you want to be someone?)
(do you want to be someone?)
(do you want to be someone?)
(do you wanna, do you wanna?)

do you want to be someone?

dywtbs (p. me)

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

big help from @scrufff on this one, go show love to his art!

i love you thank you.


When it was cold outside 
The one thing that I told her
You better love me like 
You don’t know when its over
And you better hold me tight
Its the last time I come over
And you better treat me like 
Its the first time you don’t know
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
he told her
I try to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
You cant be one of my mistakes
My fault girl 
Im not aanybody to call
Im just not that person you saw
And you don’t think im working at all
You don’t think im working at all
You dont think im working
Did we fall in love the same way
Im just flipping through the script.
Like wheres the main page 
And you cant look me in the face without the language
Its like you want it brought up every conversation
Im so deflated 
Wanted better but you couldn’t say it
Im so
Frustrated
Wanna look at you and say I made it 
Im so 
So jaded 
Took a second I had to explain it
Im so 
Berated 
Youre the reason that im up the latest
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
I tried to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
I told her it would be the same
My fault
You cant be one of my mistakes
I knew you wouldn’t feel the same


https://open.spotify.com/album/3ihoHB6qFPgqGT0HDH3Sp6?si=I7MA8ZEXRSi8nhuhn4Jb7w