i would definitely listen to this at 1 am while I'm spiraling no kizzy

@rouri404 - vocals
@vaeo-music - vocals
@samthraxx - guitar
https://www.instagram.com/polboii_otto - art
<3 <3 <3
(rouri404)
 Notice every time i called you were never there (ever there)
If there are broken promises still know i was not prepared
Dreamed the world burned I'm flipping in my bed
Holding back the same tears years I've been fighting
Just want a place of comfort yeah you know I've been trying
Still I know that it all means nothing in the end
(vaeo)
Cat had my tongue so I can't speak your name
Every time that i hear it the blood in my veins
Turns to acid and burns all the ashes away
Turn away from my gaze ‘for i finally disintegrate 
(rouri404)
Know that I've been locked in a tool shed
Mind is empty always and my body is feeling useless 
Sick of cycles and moving just drained my body of fluid
Don't think its ever improving 
though either way I'm gonna lose it can't pretend
(vaeo)
Showing love no reciprocation 
I can't sleep here while you are lying in the bed adjacent
I've been waiting for a lifetime running out of patience 
Now i see your last breath before you take it
(rouri 404)
Knife in the back I've been falling watching me stumble down
In this empty room crawling been screaming don't think they hear a sound
And I know there's not a difference when I'm not around
Lately just been feeling lost and found
(vaeo)
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what its worth
Wrong directions and broken spines
Crooked edges intertwine
Still lost, still hurts
It always costs more than what it's worth
I thought I told you I'm doing fine
But its all torture by design
(rouri404)
???
???
Haven't slept in weeks and you know I'm shedding pounds
Wont see the sun up I'm hoping that you wont come around
Jumping from the top of a bridge I'll just watch my body drown

Lost And Found (feat rouri404 + vaeo)

prod utaqqa
lyrics:

nothing ever seems to change
is it me or is it you ? (ohhh)
maybe im the one to blame
whys it hard to say ur name
i like you better when it rains
lets drown our egos in the lake

hands shaking 
cant let go
kill my ego
arms might leak tho
keep ur cool
they might ask questions
watch ur back
might end up missing
x2

maybe im the villian after all
ill stay quiet ill stay hidden ill stay still in ur walls
yea im crying in a bathroom stall
dont act like you care now
i know that you never did
wait
hold up
i think that im
never enough
runnin out of luck 
need a re up

hey ! wait up, i think i still need ur touch

ego (utaqqa)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

all me @1spooz

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

i was gonna make another ep to follow up the first consisting of this typa stuff but i wanna take my sound in a completely different direction for this next ep on my main discog so enjoy this :)

floor w/ autumndropsdead

prod: joshwa
mix & master: me

https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432
https://soundcloud.com/vvvalll

lyrics:
i've been looking down at empty bottles of rum
saw your post with him it's getting hard to move on 
thru our imessage your location is still on
three am links you kno the taste of his tongue
crazy how you could move on so fast
drivin thru ur street, fuck it, i hope i crash
i've been spirialing, thought u knew about my past
next thing i knew you were gone in a flash

how'd i kno you'd leave me like everyone else?
yeah your touch was toxic, but i luv how it felt
yeah our love was toxic, but you were still mine
one in a mili, you are one of a kind

spiritless:
i've been spending way to many days on my own
driving by your house and hoping that you were home
tatted up my body, baby do i stand out?
hoping that you like me bc i don't like myself
and it's bad for business, everybodies always up in our business
hoping that you respect me and you hear my wishes
your love was toxic but it never misses
wish we could go back and you could be my missus
don't wanna put us in a bad position, but i rly love you and i hope you feel this
bc it's all for you, yeah yeah

val:
sometimes i just wish i was someone else
and maybe if i could, id actually ask for help
it was so toxic how u left me in the dark
but id always adore u ur shining like a star
can't u tell how hard I try?
i hope that id never have to say goodbye
and all those thingsi would never do to u
i just hope that we could sort things out like how people do

oneofakind +spiritless & valberrie (joshwa)

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

SPOTIFY

stone heart (michael harrison)

one-side (simon m)

LIIGHTWORK TRACK 4
PRODUCTION, MIX & MASTER BY MAXIIM

you were the asshole
I took the back road
caught in a mess not far from here
I saw your face in the water
another chance I could take
dragging blood it gets harder
cut me open and take what you need
bring me back to the trees
leave me here I can take it
let me break down and face it i-
I'm getting up from the last time forgiven again
you left me bleeding and flat lined cant break from the trend

irregularity, call me count my days down again
doubling up on the scarcity scary feelings again
there's a skip in the track, fill me with pain till the end
cut me off of the mic, silenced feelings again

day passes by
lose my grip more and more
take me out, close my eyes
cut the paper i'm torn
they always tell me i'm crazy
"nothing you're saying makes sense"
i'm just wanting to break free
no need to listen

you were the asshole
I took the back road
caught in a mess not far from here
I saw your face in the water
another chance I could take
dragging blood it gets harder
cut me open and take what you need
bring me back to the trees
leave me here I can take it
let me break down and face it i-
I'm getting up from the last time forgiven again
you left me bleeding and flat lined cant break from the trend

TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE TAKE WHAT YOU NEED

it's not over yet

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