fucking love this song, I found you on my autoplay and instantly fell in love with your music

this song is terrible lmao

i was being so careful
i dont care about you that much
ur the demon im the hero
is that really how it goes?

i dont wanna be your friend now
if you say that you wont leave me
i wont burn down my house
*noises*
stay to the end
*more noises*
what happened!
*make a wild guess*
i dont wanna be your friend now
if you say that you wont leave me
i wont burn down my house
*noises*
stay to the end
*more noises*
what happened to us?
*make a wild guess*

wont you think of me for one time?
would it kill you over one line
*noises again*
one of a kind
well i'll get you next time
wont you think of me for one time?
would it kill you over one line
*noises again*
one of a kind
well i'll get you next time

*funny slow down*
insightful lyrics, i know

what happened

produced by kenkamon (me)

enjoy, and thank you ♡

lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

???
out on spotify :D https://open.spotify.com/track/0xQRW3aJlqfDJPA3ZRsoig?si=30a6f054a5974cb6

lyrics:

subtle
no bluff
you try to run away
you’re quirky
so tough
i was being sarcastic
heart’s made of glass, not elastic
(2x)

who said i wanted you in the first place
you changed me in the worst way
i never wanted you in the first place
you take my mind up in the worst way

spare me
dont you dare compare me

it’s not just love that you adore
so what’s the point of having to implore
you left my heart bleeding on the floor
i dont know how to feel anymore

but if you walk out that door
it won’t be

subtle
no bluff
you try to run away
you’re quirky
so tough
i was being sarcastic
heart’s made of glass, not elastic
(2x)

who said i wanted you in the first place
you changed me in the worst way
i never wanted you in the first place
you take my mind up in the worst way

and everytime you try to come around
you always throw my heart back to the ground
i don’t mean to sound so profound
but fuck off i don’t want you around

i can’t do the same shit again and again
you’re not someone i qualify as a friend
eyes wide as i watch my heart in your hand
i don’t know why you won’t let this end

there’s no need to repent
you’re not so subtle

subtle (prod. grayskies)

lyrics: 

she said I’m a hero it was not meant to be cuz I know I’m a villian
I feel like the ghost face killer why don’t you say I’m the realest 
I walk with the chrome hearts on me lil bro we gon get it
and I stay with the dark heart hitters now I’m countin em digits
oh shit, lost motor function
air out the choppa and now they all jumpin
I’m talkin anarchy got em all runnin 
hand on the trigger and my heart it pumpin
mdma would you look at this guy 
3 6 on my back like I’m marty mcfly
take a line for me and we gettin too high
shits black and white like spy vs spy
hit my line when we runnin it back (ring)
now we runnin it back
yellow diamonds on my pack
feel like @tera I’m all on the track
this pain got me tossin a rack 
all you could do was just sit there and laugh
all that happened it was just for the best ya know
lil clip and he turn to a vegetable

@dooozii

dark heart hitter w/dooozii (yaego)

special thanks to @mewatonin for her incredible work on this song
again!!!

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ im just flesh and blood
with feelings in between
in a bad dream
time stands still next to me
i cant see through 
my eyes are closed
, i know ]

luci (best friend edition)

prod me

[lyrics]
Baptize me in the water that i’m drowning in
I can’t sleep the night time is my only friend these days
I’m in this haze alone, i’ve fallen too low this time
Lost my mind to an ember that never burned
And I can’t think, i waste my nights to remember
Something that i heard before you
Baptize me in the water that i’m drowning in
I can’t sleep the night time is my only friend these days
I’m in this haze alone, i’ve fallen too low this time

Feel like i'm living a thousand lives at once
And one is enough, i can’t keep up as it is
And the lucks running thin
Just like my patience i’m lonely and jaded now
I took my peace of mind
And then i wrote it down
I’m waiting for a time when i won’t
Drown in my emotions, just shine a light
Where i’m going

ember

prod: Flxffy_

lyrics:
(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

my throat is hurting
cause i've been screaming for some time now
im drowning
and i still wonder
what was i thrown down here to die for?
what's it that i've done?

cause i've never been perfect i can make mistakes
cause the things that i say are the thing that i meant
is that why i have spent all this time by myself?
is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

is that why no one checks up on me?
for whatever i did im sorry
its like everyone here forgot me
im sorry for being who i shouldn't be
getting further away from the surface
i don't think there's nothing left but to suffer
hope someday all of them will discover
that people can change like i did too

(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

so much i can't see
all cause you just left me out
its getting pretty hard to breathe
now i can't even hear a sound

is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

what happened

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