sound of freight on a red truck

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

lyrics

how would you feel
if you were dead right now 
gun to your head
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound 
I've been so quiet 
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now 

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting
I think its the end 
(to be dead right now)

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I'm seeing red
you got a new man 
he bouta be dead
I got no plan 
damn its a mess 
got his blood in my hands
gotta aim for the kill 
now he down on cement 
I've been feeling insane 
cause I'm missing my ex

...

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting 
I think its the end
to be dead right now

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 

gun to your head 
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound
I've been so quiet
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now. 
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this was basically meant to be the third part to my song "red" and "red 2" but I didn't want to name it "red 3" cause I think that's dumb. 

when I was thinking of lyrics to punch in the song kind of took a turn. I started to really think about death and what comes with it... my aunt passed away february 2nd of this year and she was always my biggest supporter. she knew I made music before any of my family did and I always looked forward to showing her my unreleased first. i dont know what happens after death, but i do know she will always be proud of me.. she made sure i knew it.

i love you Aunt Mallory, this one is for you.

4u

stereotone

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