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FACETIME (feat. han.irl<3)

SPIRALS

Glisten by the Wind

prod willrhead and joshwa i think 

old file anyway

Glaive - fuck em we ball new v2 (leaked)

- Gochujang is top 10 sauces not gon hold
- Shoutout @jaykim1 and @1spoder fr

Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

@kurtains LMFOAOAOAO

cover of night train by milena
lyrics: 
흘러가는 것을 따라야지
내가 뭐를 할 수 있을까
(VINE BOOM FX)
나는 다르다고 믿을까
네 말처럼

너는 내게 말을 해
돌아보지 말고 가야 해
앞만 보고 가면 돼
더 빠르게 좀 더 빠르게
ain't nobody stop this train
돌아갈 수 없단 말은 왜
나를 슬퍼지게 만드네
too far away
we've come too far away

night train (kurtains mix)

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skinny white boy in that big black benz again

ive made worse mistakes

cover, sorry for butchering the korean pronunciation 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQiG6d7TM8M instr credit

dean - instagram

everything by me

im done explaining 
lets skip to the part where its all my fault
you untied my laces
expect me not to trip and fall
and honest to god
i wish i didnt care at all
the pieces of us
too much to pick up so move along 

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

you must think im stupid or just dumb enough to turn off my mind
think i cant tell between the ugly truth and ur beautiful lies
but i know the signs
dont wanna taste my medicine
now i’m switchin sides
u never saw me how i am

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

thinking of

prod. @aftrrs
made for @noob song wars

(cant find a point too dull)
(i could tell that its in my mind again)
(wont lie like it aint been rough)
(but you know that id pay that price again)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

you'd rather M.I.A
its getting hard staying in my lane (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/stay-in-my-lane)
i dont ever wanna get complacent
maybe already in that place
"i dont wanna do too much"
only one getting in my way
duck head till its something to show for it
man i cant let it be no waste

cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

lose more than you gain from it
same shit overhead stay dangaling
i dont ever wanna break no promises
but truth is i dont wanna go through with it
ironic, said i wouldnt but im losing it (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/ironic)
might trip a little, but aint falling for no stupid shit
the best part is youre almost through with it
how you think that i dont know why youre doing it

(make sure its the worst it gets)
(tryna let it go, but i cant drop grip)
("dont kill you, it makes you stronger")
(well then i think im dead)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

(cant find a point, too dull) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(cant find a point, too dull) (first one dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (first one dead)
(right now, and you probably was right back then) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(my choice, i would probably take it way back when) (first one dead)
(would you rather be the last one standing) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(or would you rather be the first one dead?)

sobriety

stevyn