https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/doing-2-much
lyrics

Only get this feeling when I’m touching you
Can’t tell if you give a fuck about it
Got so much love for you
I can’t tell if this the wrong time to bring this up but
I really miss the way your body feel
Your bestfriend told me I was the one that’s messing up
I know I like to play I guess I’m doing too much
Yeah I’ll be back soon
How the fuck do I make these songs
It’s all because of you
I’m taking these shots right to the face
So don’t get mad if I just pick up my phone tonight
And Ima do what it takes whatever makes me feel right
Wake up drunk, pissed as fuck
Like what the fuck is my life
Yeah I think it’s time
Like maybe if we touch a little, I’ll be fine

Like hold on, wait
I can’t tell if you’re serious bae
I’m on my way
Cuz you’ve been distant, not calling me lately
I’m feeling real sick to my stomach
Everyone walks when I’m running
I’m doing my best and it’s nothing
Somebody tell me why
This shit just keeps on happening to me
I wanna (fucking die)
Don’t fucking say that
I got that devil on my shoulder screaming
You better get payback
I’m about to get with all your friends
And do you dirty like you did to me
Wake me up when this shit ends
I don’t wanna pretend no more

This shit ain’t fun for a nigga like me
I almost slipped into the streets
All these bitches slimy
Ain’t nobody healing me
Nobody doing shit for free
I need to get these feelings off cuz you know that I

doing 2 much (p. typhoon)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

midway

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

produced by nte

~  lyrics
and they're always watchin
i dont wanna sit here and listen to all your talkin
i dont want deciphering topics on how you process
all of your frustrations and
how im all that you wanted
baby your not honest
it makes me wanna vomit

baby crush me like a fly
baby love me from the inside
baby lock me in a compound
ive been in my head ever since
we were in lockdown
and thats just being honest
ill never fall in love and
ill never go to college
and i know its catastrophic
ill rot inside my bed 
while i make these fucking pop hits

well fuck that
you told me you promised you forgot that
tell me that you love me but dont trust that
never trust a soul put that on everything
i guess our love was too thin
and ive seen it all before
we crash and then we fall
we not gonna make it out alive
switchin up and lying till we

die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die, die
im not gonna wait until you turn around your grave
you want me to fuck up and ruin my fame
bitch that aint gon' happen im stuck to the game
remember my name

had to get a blue light
for concentration
and you always wanna argue
never giving explanations
and you wonder why im hesitant?
always wanna talk back
we both know thats its evident
i can never tell when you're genuine
never seen a care back
i see you at your deficit
all of your frustrations and
how im all that you wanted
baby your not honest
it makes me wanna vomit

baby crush me like a fly
baby love me from the inside
baby lock me in a compound
ive been in my head ever since
we were in lockdown
and thats just being honest
n-n-never fall in love and
ill never go to college
and i know its catastrophic
ill rot inside my bed 
while i make these fucking pop hits

and ive seen it all before
we crash and then we fall
we not gonna make it out alive
switchin up and lying till we
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die, die

fly w/ zivve

song from 2021 that i thought wasnt good enough...awkwerdddd

beignet

stream on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/strangers16/call-it-feat-imnotvrycreative-sav--terraine/
one hit wonder💔


cover art: @1mugwump
prod: @ZUUBEK

lyrics:
@imnotvrycreative
Too imperfect to want perfection
And my intention ain't to leave you guessing
It's not the plan, and it never was
And if it's broken, still count my blessings
You down on your luck, then I'd use up all the wishes that I can
And you know I would
You say the word, and I'd cut back just to cut off slack
If you need a scapegoat, then it's all my bad
And I would still call it worth
And I'd give back everything I have in exchange for a few things that you haven't
And you know I would

@savpass9
Yeah, I didn't wanna let you notice
Fall in love with the one who's closest
Got me losing track of what's important to me
Wanna be the only focus
When the night comes, will you call it?
Or will you leave our feelings dormant?
Let me stay another night, another night
When the night comes, will you call it?

@terraineterraine
When you wish upon a star
Know I know right where you are
Way you treated me was blasphemy
You're tearing me apart
You want me to play my part
Why you keeping me afar?
Wanna be my other half
You should've said that from the start
Didn't wanna let you notice me
Come stand close to me
While you're staring at the ceiling
Know I see you in my dreams
Know the act of chasing after you is not as easy as it seems
All these thoughts can cloud my judgment
It's as simple as I need you to believe

@savpass9
Yeah, I didn't wanna let you notice
Fall in love with the one who's closest
Got me losing track of what's important to me
Wanna be the only focus
When the night comes, will you call it?
Or will you leave our feelings dormant?
Let me stay another night, another night
When the night comes, will you call it?

sobriety

stevyn