looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

tuxx - batshit crazy [prod.Co2 X lilgebbi]

i lied xd


i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

when we hang you're never fun
drag me to another club
i can't feel myself
ill kill myself
while im still fucking young

fill my cup and i'll just write it off
that liquor on her tongue
the devil can disguise herself
i really thought i won

mix and matching all my fits
we don't get fucked up, we get blitzed
and i aint never giving up
till there's patek on my wrist
take a look into the camera
say hi to all the kids
and i told them that they're different 
stop trying to fit in

i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

herø (prod. xandrov)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

@nickryt - PERFECT (prod. nick ryt x nickmira)

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tired of running
oh, remember what it was?
i saw us drift apart
now i'm so fucking done
we're falling out of love
no way to pick me up
stuck inside my ways
i know that i won't ever change

so day by day i
i throw away all of my time i waste it
trying to love you
everytime i chase it
i'm going through phases
never gone recover everything we had oooh woah

so i hope you
you could look me in the eyes
baby tell me it's alright yea
i hope you
find someone to treat you right
i got nothing else to say now

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tuxx - batshit crazy [prod.Co2 X lilgebbi]

Tuxx (@1tuxx)