(Prod-KazbaBeats)

ft. V4nity

Lyrics-

Intro-V1Al

feelings in my heart feelings in my head feelings in my heart feelings in my head
feelings in my heart feelings in my head

1st Chorus-eyelee

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Verse-Juneveix

I can see my own reflection, and I'm disgusted with what I see, anxiety mixed with depression isn't very good for me, got a little switchblade on my doll, cause it's the only way I can go, cut me open with your knives, maybe I can sleep tonight, 
(maybe we were made for more)
 (maybe we were made for more)

2nd Chorus-V1Al

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Bridge-V1Al

When you look at your own reflection, is it really want you want to see, or is it just a feeling in your head

3rd Chorus-V1Al and eyelee

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Outro-V1Al

You will see me standing beside, Haunting in light, watching you cry, everything will be alright, Reflection

Reflection- w/eyelee, Juneveix (Prod Kazbabeats)

Lyrics- Internally fucked up brain 

--------------Verse 1--------------

When you come home, please do be warned, 

that everything I hold, is coming with a big storm,

it's haunting me internally, taking a toll on my family,

 pls just don't ask what's wrong with me, cause I don't know, will you listen carefully,

--------------Verse 2--------------

 please do be careful when your near the stairs, you might trip on something I never wanted to share, 

I can not let you see, all my sins, my tragedy, I have to let it be,

 even though it's slowly growing on me,  even though it's slowly growing on me

 on me

---------------Hook---------------

 waiting around to end this dream, going to bed having it stuck on repeat,

What the hell is going on with my brain, everyday I feel I get a little more insane, 

I'm just a boy with a internally fucked up brain,I'm just a boy with a internally fucked up brain, and I have nothing to be ashamed, I'm a internally Fucked up brain, and I can not be ashamed, can not be ashamed, be ashamed

--------------Verse 3--------------

 being the boy who gets the looks, telling me to go ahead and read the books, blood going down my arm, it's bleeding out of my wrist, I got a punk rock alternative playlist, and it's going through my eardrums, playing through my head, going on repeat, telling me to kill myself, I'm already dead, telling me to kill myself, im already dead

---------------Outro---------------

In my head im so damn done, take me away life's just not fun, 

I have to go ahead and make these songs, so you know how I feel, I dont feel good, nono, I don't, feel good, feel good, feel good, I don't feel good.

Internally Fucked Up Brain (Prod-Kazbabeats)

Lyrics-

---------------Intro---------------- 

December the one month I'm forced to remember, 

Always in the back of my head, trying to understand why she left me for dead, 

Remembering all of the love you's that I shouldn't of said, 

Regretting stopping all the tears that you used to shed 

--------------Chorus--------------- 

Trying to forget all the sad lies 

Back when I was waiting for you and you could stand by my side 

Caring for you when you layed on my shoulder to cry 

And all my thoughts I have is I Don't Understand Why 

--------------Verse1--------------- 

Just why did you leave, why did you have to just keep, all of these secrets that you just kept away from me, kept em far, I dont understand what scars, didnt you think you could put on me that I haven't had before, sure you ripped everything out, put me back together, then said it out loud, that you don't care about me, said you were a little bit angry, so now I'm here and I wanna see, everything that you did believe, I'm here and I wanna see, what you did when you left me, 

--------------Chorus--------------- 

Trying to forget all the sad lies 

Back when I was waiting for you and you could stand by my side 

Caring for you when you layed on my shoulder to cry 

And all my thoughts I have is I Dont Understand Why 

---------------Verse2-------------- 

No I don't understand, why did you have to give me your hand, like you really cared about me, but you never really cared, I understand but well I don't, I'm trying to be something, but I know, it's not something that I know, but I just wanna be better, I don't wanna hurry up and understand the world, I don't wanna understand and understand you girl, why do you have to run away, when everything was OK, was it me or was it you, baby when we're together, we're the perfect crew the per perfect two, and together we'll rule the world 

--------------Chorus--------------- 

Trying to forget all the sad lies 

Back when I was waiting for you and could stand by your side 

Caring for you when you layed on my shoulder to cry 

And all my thoughts I have is I Dont Understand Why 

------------Added Vocals----------- 

I just wish you were here for me

I don't Understand

I Don't Understand (Prod KazbaBeats)

Lyrics-

----------------Intro---------------
People often feel pain from heartbreak over the loss of love, but a broken heart can be an actual medical diagnosis, the technical term is broken heart syndrome it's potentially a deadly stressed induced heart attack that doctors say is but its not just a trope of fiction, broken heart syndrome is real and in very rare cases it can even be fatal.

---------------Verse1--------------

Spøøka-
Yeah, all my time is ticking, I just keep reminiscing, I just need some drugs, instead of fucking love, no I don't need your touch, no I don't need your care, you weren't even there, yeah you never gave a shit, about me in general, are relationship, was just sinful, far from simple, it's not what I want, I just wanted you to care

---------------Verse2--------------

V1Al-
Was it all a lie, I'm losing track of time, cause when we were together you went and stole mine, I thought I was yours, it didn't turn out to be true, I thought you would stayed through, but you left and said fuck you.

Give me some drugs, pass me some alcohol cause I need to get you off my mind, this relationship had me truly blind, from a girl trying to rip out my spine, instead of fucking love, she came through and fucked my life up, changed me to fuck I've had enough, still wish we never broke up.

---------------Verse3--------------

Juneveix-
All the time you cross my mind, I rip it out so I don't lie, your pretty face makes me feel alive, your pretty face makes me feel like I wanna die, die, die, I wanna die, die , die, all the time, I wanna die, die, die all the time, I just wanna Die,

3x-(die, die, die, I wanna die, die , die, all the time, I wanna die, die, die all the time, I just wanna Die,) 

Instead Of Fucking Love

Instead Of Fucking Love w/ Juneveix, Spøøka

Lyrics-

V1Al-
She was the girl next door, and I don't wanna see her anymore

Anymore, I dont wanna see you anymore, I don't wanna see you anymore

_____________Chorus_____________

I should have fled, cause I loved the girl next door, should of left things unsaid, cause she left me dead on the floor

_____________Verse______________

Tell me all the lies, and let me make no mistake, tell me where are the guys that you used to sleep with on a date, tell me where to goooo, do I need mental help, I bet you already know, and yeah you gave me hell, I bet you can tell when I loved and then fell

_____________Bridge______________

I fell so damn hard, she went and used her last card, feeling broken and scarred cause she attacked my heart

_____________Chorus_____________

I should have fled, cause I loved the girl next door, should of left things unsaid, cause she left me dead on the floor, she left my heart sore, and I feel I needed more, she closed the door, and left me dead on the floor 

_____________Verse______________

V4nity-
She left me dead on the floor, she left me dead on the floor, she left me, she left me, she left and stole another piece yeah, my hearts broken, I dont need that, and I just keep trying to figure it out, but I don't know if she care about it anymore, and you don't need anymore oh oh yeah, and you care about me and all that, all these other boys asking who you slept with, I know you said something about me, yeah I've been torn into pieces, can't bring myself back from this, I know that, you hear me, crying Now.

Dead On The Floor

Dead On The Floor /ft. v4nity

An Edgy Electronic, Rap, Punk/Hyper Pop artist working to the afterlife, Nobody better then Eyelee, and Mell0, Outcast of Demon Here Collective

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