target ft. polar

Lyrics-

______________Intro______________
SpazzMental-
Voices in my head three knives in my heart I should have been dead I could see it from the start You caught me by the wings You threw me from this height And even though it stings I never took the flight I didn't want to fight Don't want to lie to you You took all my light Yet you never fucking knew

_____________Chorus_____________
Eyelee-
tell me whats been going on in the thoughts in your head
doing better but youd rather be dead
just thinking about the last words you said
but i won at the end

tell me whats been going on with the blood in ur hands
and the knife thats sat on ur bed
and the whole rooms torn to shreds
its a nightmare that just never ends

_____________Verse______________
V1Al-
Look, I can explain, it's not mine It's not my blade, it was just chillen on the bed, covered in blood, but I feel like it's just way to much, see can you not see what I believe what I mean when I say that I've seen this thing all over my dream, and I was found surrounded by all of this Bling, looking like a king, left here in the middle of a crime scene, 

The Demons take me, take me away, and I know you will not see me for another decade, I'm non existent I'm just trying to live realistic, it's my own time, I feel I'm fine, it's my own time, I know it's my dream, and if you take it away, a nightmare you will see


_____________Chorus_____________
Eyelee-
tell me whats been going on in the thoughts in your head
doing better but youd rather be dead
just thinking about the last words you said
but i won at the end

tell me whats been going on with the blood in ur hands
and the knife thats sat on ur bed
and the whole rooms torn to shreds
its a nightmare that just never ends

Nightmare

Nightmare w/ Eyelee, SpazzMental

(prod. neverforever)

spraypaint on my wounds
im not the one for u
(i do)
i know that i love u
baby i wish that u loved me too
and it seems like theres not much more
left for me baby im poor
and i cant escape it
this maze in ur life is my labyrinth

spraypaint

Lyrics:

Suffocating

I am not alive
Pull me under the tides
Leave me empty of light
Telling me that I am nothing I know that it's true

Wasting away, it's leaving me lifeless
Trying desperately to find a purpose
Just eat me alive
Left for the vultures, I've seen my demise
Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Left to rot in this fucking pigsty
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

Only God will decide

What is right?
What is right?
Is this truly what I deserve?
Run and hide
Run and hide
Remove my soul, evict the earth 

Incinerate
Burn the very fucking core of my being and leave me empty and waiting
But nothings changing

Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Hollowed out, dehumanized
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

MYSELF & I

pictures of you in my hands
im burning myself again
when will i get over it
(i cant move on like this)
cuz i just cant seem to quit
quit

calling me back
"youre not alone" but my hearts still attached
breathe in your smoke until im out of breath
keep bleeding my dry im just waiting for death

When i die dont bury me in tons of dirt
cuz ill just cry youll hear me weep beneath the earth
im not alright but im sure youre just fine
youll move on in due time and ill die just for nothing

(why wont you)
quit calling me back
"youre not alone" but my hearts still attached
breathe in your smoke until im out of breath
keep bleeding my dry im just waiting for death

please tell me how much longer do i deserve to suffer
im cutting myself till bleed
(please)
baby wont you
baby wont you
baby wont you let me leave

(why wont you)
quit calling me back
"youre not alone" but my hearts still attached
breathe in your smoke until im out of breath
keep bleeding my dry im just waiting for death

too many minutes ina day (prod. King Theta)

MeantForMore (prod. Inkivi)

Lyrics:

When faith becomes fiction
The human race, made our decision

But I won't be blinded

I'll wade amidst the waves
This tomb becomes our shelter in place
Only an arms length away we stray
Its perfectly encapsulated
We're sedated
Caught within a fabricated dream
That leaves us ripping at the seams

(Ripping at the seams)
(Caught in between)

Its a vicious cycle, you'll never get out
For as long as you hold on to your doubts
But how could we live without?

I'll wade amidst the waves
This tomb becomes our shelter in place 
Only an arms length away we stray 

We stray away

Even if time separates us now
You will be found
Beneath this righteous and hallowed ground
Dont make a sound
Or risk our souls becoming unwound 

One with the aftermath 

Its perfectly encapsulated
We're sedated
Caught within a fabricated dream
That leaves us ripping at the seams


Frail

FUKs(prod.ohsaith)

miss me (prod. dxff. )

highground (p. rubbish)

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An Edgy Electronic, Rap, Punk/Hyper Pop artist working to the afterlife, Nobody better then Eyelee, and Mell0, Outcast of Demon Here Collective

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