target ft. polar

Lyrics-

Intro-V1Al

feelings in my heart feelings in my head feelings in my heart feelings in my head
feelings in my heart feelings in my head

1st Chorus-eyelee

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Verse-Juneveix

I can see my own reflection, and I'm disgusted with what I see, anxiety mixed with depression isn't very good for me, got a little switchblade on my doll, cause it's the only way I can go, cut me open with your knives, maybe I can sleep tonight, 
(maybe we were made for more)
 (maybe we were made for more)

2nd Chorus-V1Al

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Bridge-V1Al

When you look at your own reflection, is it really want you want to see, or is it just a feeling in your head

3rd Chorus-V1Al and eyelee

feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, looking at my phone I see fucking red, feelings in my heart feelings in my head, I cant fucking start im already dead, Shot right through my heart blood all on my bed, (feelings in my heart feelings in my head)

Outro-V1Al

You will see me standing beside, Haunting in light, watching you cry, everything will be alright, Reflection

Reflection- w/eyelee, Juneveix (Prod Kazbabeats)

Lyrics:

Suffocating

I am not alive
Pull me under the tides
Leave me empty of light
Telling me that I am nothing I know that it's true

Wasting away, it's leaving me lifeless
Trying desperately to find a purpose
Just eat me alive
Left for the vultures, I've seen my demise
Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Left to rot in this fucking pigsty
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

Only God will decide

What is right?
What is right?
Is this truly what I deserve?
Run and hide
Run and hide
Remove my soul, evict the earth 

Incinerate
Burn the very fucking core of my being and leave me empty and waiting
But nothings changing

Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Hollowed out, dehumanized
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

MYSELF & I

MeantForMore (prod. Inkivi)

Lyrics:

When faith becomes fiction
The human race, made our decision

But I won't be blinded

I'll wade amidst the waves
This tomb becomes our shelter in place
Only an arms length away we stray
Its perfectly encapsulated
We're sedated
Caught within a fabricated dream
That leaves us ripping at the seams

(Ripping at the seams)
(Caught in between)

Its a vicious cycle, you'll never get out
For as long as you hold on to your doubts
But how could we live without?

I'll wade amidst the waves
This tomb becomes our shelter in place 
Only an arms length away we stray 

We stray away

Even if time separates us now
You will be found
Beneath this righteous and hallowed ground
Dont make a sound
Or risk our souls becoming unwound 

One with the aftermath 

Its perfectly encapsulated
We're sedated
Caught within a fabricated dream
That leaves us ripping at the seams


Frail

FUKs(prod.ohsaith)

miss me (prod. dxff. )

highground (p. rubbish)

Cardi B

@lanee-812914940  <33

*eyelee*
how do I solve this?
what am I solving for?
when will you notice?
we've been right here before.

just write it off, another day
I should go; I'll be on my way
'cause I can't stay 
'cause I can't bear to look at your face

a handful of pills from my cabinet
put them in my cup before I down it
'cause i wanna die
I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna be your burden

you poison me
oh, you poison me

now I don't care
(a handful of pills from my cabinet)
don't wait out 'cause I'm not coming home
(put them in my cup before I down it)
I won't go on

it's too late to go back to you now

*Lanee*
I hate the way I reflect in the mirror
My hands are shaking, I'm frozen with fear because
I know what this is
but it's not what I want

I'm alone
Body is numb, I won't check my phone
I wouldn't mind if you
Took my bones, I don't need them anyway, swear I don't need them anyway

It's so hard not to look back
My skin I claw and I scratch
Almost forget I'm a mess
Almost forget I'm a wreck

face ft. Lanee (prod. jewelryboy)

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