please just make me your priority, i need you


lyrics: 
baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now

baby let me be your hideout
yea u always make me wanna die now
i can nvr fix it, keep it quiet now
and now baby im thinking im the worst
im in desperse
gotta keep myself together even tho im hurt
i can nvr fix it yea u caught me at my worst
and idk why i stayed cuz i slowly lost myself

(silenthill 2 quote hihi)

baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now
2x

center of attention (warheart)

prod @okmax

@haunted_sad
im a winner not a loser what u fuckin did
left me in the past yeah ill damn admit
yeah ur love in my brain was like poison 
im tryingtillidie but i think its #pointless
gun to my head wish i cld forget it all
all the times baby that u fkn did me wrong
think im ##hollow2thecore and all the words u said
put a bullet thru my head im wishin i was dead

yeah all the words tht u said to me
ringing in my head like a neverending melody 
im hollow2thecore like a ##shinigami baby
pop a pill when i crash so i jus frget u


@6cainhearts
and i saw them
seeds of my despair
takin root cz ur not there
guess u dnt care ..
so take care
lets forget abt tht time on ur rooftop
and its my bad
i shld js go
meant 2 b apart, we're not on the same road
it js never showed
i had enough of my heart
whippin out the SiG Sauer
lets try again
get a different start

@haunted_sad
i jus wanted love yeah that shit ill admit
u hurt my heart bby left me feelin low like shit
inhaling smoke in my lungs i think immaquit
i jus wanna try i jus wanna die.
without u bby by my side
i be cryin in my head another night
i jus want tht ##payback I WANNA TRY
lookin back 2 u when i could call u mine

u left me hollow baby to the core
see if i cared abt u anymore
i be low lately like evrynight
EVERYDAY I WANTED TO DIE

imhollow2thecore w/cainhearts (okmax + hazel)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

lyrics: 

know im kickn shit
i cant feel at all
im on top of this 
no you cant even see it all

know im kickn shit
i cant feel at all
im on top of this 
man you cant even see it all

hear the walls they talk about me
and i know my friends they doubt me
man it's not that hard 
just to let it go x2

put my whole damn crew on a pedestal
i wont talk about you it's a need to know
heard they talk about me
"hol up what's his name?"

if you ain talking to me
man dont say my name
hear them talk and block them out 
man they some lames
could give a fuck about your money or your fame

i cant wait till the whole world knows my name
still alone i think i just feel the same

let it go (zeromandia)

Master: @soreu_u
Prod: @ripwarheart

lyrics

@reflem
this is our love story
we can make it whatever we want it to be
i never felt this love before
ik ur overthinking bby but i promise u im all urs
im looking over and i see u in my rear view
paint a picture and ofc it consist of u
this is our love story
this is what i want it to be

@1sunsuu
I just want us be together bae it's only me and you
riding through the storm no matter what we going through
girl i give you everything I'm promise that I'm staying true
I can't focus on the scene cause you're still all up in my view
I don't want to lose you
cause I don't know if there's somebody out there love me like you do
and I'm so scared of losing you and I don't want us break in two
I let my heart out for you and now you know its the truth

our love story w/ @1sunsuu

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

when ur looking at the snow, i hope ur thinking of me

ep in 12 days :3


lyrics

@6vesta : tell me why do you lie all the time 
in hopes i burn our letters :/
"why u cry all the time?" 
i wish i  ever met her.. 

cause ur breakin me down
u dont care to see
when ur looking at the snow  
hope ur thinking of me:/

see my body in the forest
doesn't matter not important
waste my time ill sing a chorus
send a text and u ignore it
i cant shake this off
everything u say, really pisses me off
cause u dont feel the same
while im wasting time
ur texting other guys
but u say it everytime

(everytime, everytime, everytime...)

turn to letters ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ.ᐟ w/ entri (rewind)

cainhearts + s0lemn - lifetime to heal [counter]

super proud of this one + first self prod <3

##straycatsszn

lyrics:

@1drms
and i js fall in reverse i cant change it
yea bitch and u lied to my face and i hate it
bitch u made me cope and i cannot explain it
cant escape this cell that im in yea u blamed me

and u tied me up and i cant go down
i lost my dignity on the ground
and i wont chase u ill lose my crown
yea n i cant change u ill leave this town
and now im layin here on the ground
falling asleep to ur distant sounds
feel like a prick i dont leave my house
baby make me escape this nightmare

@1akura
tell me why it always feels like i could die
and every single night i wonder why i still try
break me out of these chains, i need to change this
i cant explain it, you kno i hate it
i dont wanna hear u
ima leave u in the rear view
fall in reverse i cant change it
you know that ur one of the worst and u fake it

distant sounds +akura (drms)

@!tsa1!v3 - upyopole.mp3 @xxmetalpipexx @ashrawr

@pastmemory
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com