Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

prod @sincever @kuzm33
feat. @1xene
master @noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/xene.wav

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@noahsuri
dreh mich um seh dich nicht mehr
du bist einfach umgekehrt
warum bin ich dir nichts wert
wenn ich koennt ich wuerd mich teilen in zwei
ich wuerd durchs feuer gehen um immer bei dir zu sein
ich steig den berg hinauf
danach fuehl ich mich erschoepft
doch ich raff mich auf, das potential wird geschoepft
wer brauch schon sich selbst, ich nicht
hab das gefuehl ich komme nicht mehr klar ohne dich
ohne dich

@1xene 
Oh, what I wanted to say
When you left this town
Is that you're all that I need
Now you're not around
And the silence, when closing my eyelids
I'm afraid of it now
I'm afraid of it now

I'm tired, I keep to myself
I'm tired, I'm letting it go
I tried to reason with hell
And now I'm losing control
And baby I can't forget
You carved your name in my chest
But you turned on me your back
You were all that I had, I had

ohne dich ft. xene (333since kuzm33)

"broken key to forever" produced by @cloudbxy1
Performed/Written by @counterxo

broken key to forever

broken key to forever (cloudbxy)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

some music i made for autumn ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
also its my birthday lol

0:00 — lily of the valley +@moz-103259352
0:58 — aki no koe
1:46 — kuri daifuku +@blazedini
2:33 — garden +@iiihyo39
4:11 — pastel
5:18 — snowdrops
6:08 — pebbles +@moz-103259352
7:07 — last day +@uumeee
7:57 — kastehelmi +@miriyami
8:40 — walk home +@bianlee
9:41 — butterfly +@shikaiii

##autumn25 (+moz +blazedini +jihyo +ume +miriyami +bian +!yukik0)

indifferent (hartfxlt + akura)

@moz-103259352
@yashio20k

I just want to say, if it weren't for moz, I probably wouldn't be releasing any music. Luv u man<3

(Don’t push me away
Could you please listen to the things I have to say?
We stopped seeing eye to eye
I still couldn’t say goodbye
Tell me that I matter, baby, even if you have to lie)

You’ve been stuck inside my brain,
I’m not sure whether that’s alright
You drive me insane,
Guess I’m chasing down the wrong highs
Need you here with me,
I don’t care if this is all a lie
If heaven has a fee,
Then for you I would pay the price

But you wouldn’t do the same,
I know, and that’s fine
Even if you don’t change,
I’ll follow, stay by your side
Just look at me the same,
Could forever stare at your eyes
No matter the pain,
I’ll pretend that it feels right

I could spend forever looking into your eyes,
I could live forever if it is by your side
So don’t push me away
I don’t know if I could handle that 
Please stay
For you I would go to hell and back

I thought we had things figured out
Trusted each other and pushed our doubts
Pushed them to the side,
But seeing eye to eye,
It wasn’t nearly as easy as we had in mind

if u read these lol ur awesome ^_^

don't push me away (moz + yashio)

с улыбкою на лице)

CHAPTERS

GunSmoke (jarrdx)

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com