Driving

HYPERPOP

524dhgjhg

hyperpop

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motion detectors fear me [okpooka]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/13aGmJOUjdlKgoh54mMhIj?si=d26337fdf53642ca

@k4rson + @domerrz
prod. @yashio20k

[karson]
just talk to me again 
no i don't want to be friends
i want more of this
im so bored of this 
i gave you everything
i gave you all of it 

just talk to me again 
no i don't want to be friends
i want more of this
im so bored of this 
i gave you everything
i gave you all of it

[dom]
its the first time 
in a long time
its the last time
i get left behind 
theres nothing to rewrite 
cause you wanna be right
and i'll never be fine
just want you to be mine 
im sure you said enough 
im feeling terrible 
the pain isn't bearable 
i couldn't stand it all 
i couldn't let it go 
if you love me like you said you would let it show 
i can't do this all alone you just leave me cold 
for you i drop my gaurd
damage in my heart 
should've knew it from the start 
i hear your voice and know just what i lost 
please just talk to me

everything - karson + dom

Real Striker Music

Same Again

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

akura - all that i hear now (rewind)

prod @exkimelyy

i see your eyes
stare into my soul 
you dont have to be shy 
take my hand we'll go slow
the night is ours
no need for words
just hold me close
and dont let go again

and i broke you again
i dont want this to end
i cant get enough 
this feeling is rough

your touch is calm but my heart still shakes
every moment with you everything aches
you pull me in and my whole world breaks
but i’d do it again no matter the stakes

i see your eyes
stare into my soul 
you dont have to be shy 
take my hand we'll go slow
the night is ours
no need for words
just hold me close
and dont let go again

shy [exkimelyy]

@kyoakyo @k4rson

I always had a feel you wont stick around
your facade I watched it peel it all start falling down
if you kept it real it wouldn't hurt me as bad
if you kept it real I wouldn't be in your trap 
no I cant recognize where I'm at now - at now 
but you played your role so god damn well
had me thinking you would stay but I only got a taste 

we gon leave it all undone 
n act like it wont matter much
our memories they feel like cuts 
another dream left in the dust 
theres no blame on you for me bleeding 
I spent trips round the sun looking for a reason
I cant undo what we done it keep me from sleeping
feel behind everyone im so out of sequence 

racks up in my jeans
in that cle
fendi on my shirt
margeli on my feet
u cant get no verse
u cant get no ft
push that 2 door coupe
thats jus how i be 
srt i floor it 
hit my phone ignore it 
num9 ralph lauren
i want money then record 
i ball hard like jordan
fit u cant afford this 
bitch want me im gorgeous
got rich from recording

I always had a feel you wont stick around
your facade I watched it peel it all start falling down
if you kept it real it wouldn't hurt me as bad
if you kept it real I wouldn't be in your trap 
no I cant recognize where I'm at now - at now 
but you played your role so god damn well
had me thinking you would stay but I only got a taste

of what we could be

undone w/ karson (kyoa)

Instrumental by:
@yashio20k
@1wasterr

Lyrics by me
Inspired by the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, 
written from Orpheus’s perspective.


We weren’t meant to be,
Didn’t get that at the time
I couldn’t let it be,
That ain’t ever cross my mind
I felt so much affection
Was this love at first sight?

If you had let me been,
If we never intertwined
If his jealousy,
Never really crossed the line
Would you have moved that direction?
Would you have still suffered the bite?

I tried so hard,
I let you down,
I messed this up,
I turned around,
I was so afraid,
Of losing you again,
And I lost sense,
Of everything,

Woken up to a nightmare, ‘cause you’re gone
It doesn’t matter to me, if I burn up inside the sun
Or if they take my body, and tear it to shreds
‘Cause you were the only thing I had

Closed a pact,
With the devil,
Took control of my eyes
God, I didn’t realise
What did I put myself into?
Killed myself as I tried to save you

Oh, when I tried to save you
I didn’t realise, that it was futile 
I didn’t realise, that I was being deceived
It’s not what I had perceived
I couldn't bring you around...

I’ve been trying and trying and trying,
To change our fate
I’ve been trying and trying and trying.

Fate was the enemy,
Why did I ignore those signs?
If it didn’t speak,
Would you still be here alive?
If I had paid attention,
Would you be here, by my side?

The calamity, placed upon us, wonder why…
Is there something I didn’t read between the lines?
Haunted by your expression, I apologise

losing you again (yashio + wasterr)

BLEW IT

[Intro]

2wo7ven
Swag messiah

[Chorus]

I'm so tired of trying to make you change
Can't get you outta my heart, or my brain
Fallen into limbo, things are all the same
All I wanna hear is you just screaming my name
Yeah, I popped out 1 time, got 'em all stained
Then I popped out 2 times, bitches know my name
Pop out 3 times, bitches don't hear what I be sayin'
Pop out 4 times, yeah, I'm gonna blow my b-

[Verse 1]

Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna show you up
Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna show you off
Yeah, bitches tryna watch me, David Hasselhoff
Bitches all up on my dick, and they can't hop off
Yeah, ain't nobody watchin' my back, I watch myself
People switching up faster than I can tell
If you tryna bite my shit, bitch fuck you, go to hell
Always got grips all up on my bag, I never sell

[Verse 2]

Haven't been home in a minute
Fuck lyin', I'm just drinking to get drunk
N they keep askin when I'm finished
I'm hoping to be gone by the end of the month
Sleep deprived, I thought you was the one
Suicide, should I stay or should I go
You decide, cuz I don't know
I don't know

[bridge]

Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my- want my
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my, uh
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my baggage fuck
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my- want my
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my, uh
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my
Bitches tryna jack my swag, but they don't want my baggage fuck

[Chorus]

I'm so tired of trying to make you change
Can't get you outta my heart, or my brain
Fallen into limbo, things are all the same
All I wanna hear is you just screaming my name
Yeah, I popped out 1 time, got 'em all stained
Then I popped out 2 times, bitches know my name
Pop out 3 times, bitches don't hear what I be sayin'
Pop out 4 times, yeah, I'm gonna blow my b-

limbo.

Back - Ruwinn (prod Chrxme)

our protagonist wakes up and starts the cycle over again, telling himself that this time, it'll be different.

lyrics:

when i blink away the
spots in my eyes
i wake up in the same place
nobody's dancing anymore
i stand up, lick my wounds, leave the space

i haven't the strength to carry on
the love is gone, the queen is once again a pawn
it's been so long
that i forgot how it feels
when im able to move on

i couldn't dance if i wanted to
you know that and so do i
you pull me up, make me copy you
maybe just once, maybe just tonight

the clouds outside my window
don't look like they used to
i guess that i don't either
but neither was out of the blue

it's night by the time i get outside
streetlights are bright
they light my path but hurt my eyes
i can't surmise
how im still stuck on the ground
taking pictures of the sky

you make me dance, or at least want to
you dont know that, and i don't know why
you learn to live and i copy you
maybe i'll be alright this time

(target locked! son of a-)

i know u cant sing, boy
i don't think, boy
i know it's just a fling, boy
my wax wing tore
u destroy what i enjoy
call me kill-joy
our hearts beat out of sync, but
i don't think, boy
just do the dance

cycles ( i copy you )

FUCK THESE PEOPLE WHO HATE ON YOU WHO YOU USED TO BE, AT LEAST HATE ON WHO I AM RIGHT NOW

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

silk 
/sɪlk/
a delicate, soft type of cloth made from a thread produced by silkworms, or the thread itself

vessel
/ˈvesəl/
a container for liquids

prod @hloyegrace
feat. @xpciel
master @aestyboy

@noahsuri
@undeadlifestyle

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/xpciel
www.instagram.com/aestyboy
www.instagram.com/hloyegrace

---

@noahsuri
need your touch like silk im fragile
theres a thousand tears in my vessel
put my pieces back together
pick me up so i wont shatter
break me down to pieces baby
break me down i need it lately
cannot hit your phone cuz im erased
didnt mean to push u all away

please stay

@xpciel
why do i fight
i can't sleep nights
can you see lights
you lose whats right
you tried to save me but its too late
don't be blowing up my phone when i go out
try so damn hard but it goes south
i don't wanna hear the lies from your mouth

silk vessel ft. xpciel (hloye)

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

School starts in 4 days :(

Thank you for listening

Pretend (prod. drew)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

prod. 6ixthDimension6
written by my good friend @74three
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1H18hRGTMHwQuiIUElGojX?si=yqO6nUr4RiCbgkYARjz1gg

ね、いつか
顔が見えるなら
あたし待ってる
忘れたくないから

日の当たる場所に来て
あたしの言いたいことを聞いて
急ぐ必要がない
all we got is time

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

笑っていてほしい
変わらずにいられればいい

日の当たる場所に来て
あたしの言いたいことを聞いて
急ぐ必要がない

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

君を愛して
限りなくて
あたしの星
君しかいないのに

it can be you and me
太陽と月のように

it can be you and me
太陽と月のように

太陽と月

dedicated to my love :)

lyrics:

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

and i cant ever change the feelings that i have for u
didnt know that i already loved u before yea
please dont let this be my next mistake i cant fall ya
baby dont be scared yea imma make it work out ya
2x

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

intertwined (yashio)

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

@lifepointsxo
@arclightxo
art by: @icy-9-productions

cray cray [+ lifepoints, arclightxo]

me and my friend on a song

beat by me and @1hallow

talk down 💬 w/ SEBii (p. hallow + twikipedia)

@pastmemory
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com